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Love Amongst Destruction

The Start of A Long Time Apart

10 am the Next Morning

“Hey, get up!” Ricky yelled to me, shaking me awake in my bunk.

“Shit, what’s up?” I groaned.

“Just get up.” He growled, turning on the lights.

Why couldn’t I ever just wake up to good news?

I missed the days of waking up, and having her curled up next to me, groggily smiling up at me as the sleep wore off her.

“Wait, where’s Bella. She said Chance wasn’t coming until 11.” I asked, the instant I saw everyone but Bella.

“Yeah, that’s what we though too. Imagine our surprise when at 6am we went to try and get in the bus, and it was unlocked and empty. No sign of Bella. She’s gone.” Sky stated.

Fucking perfect.

“Tyler, what the fuck were you thinking?” I growled, turning my immediate attention to him.

“I was trying to help, I wanted her to see what she was walking into. We all know what a lying douche bag Chance really is, I wanted to help her.” He replied, in defense of himself.

“Ok, but you instead scared the fucking shit out of her! Maybe you missed it when you were screaming in her face, but she was crying and shaking. You were the one thing she would have come back for, and I think it’s safe to say that the chance of that is gone.” I growled, honestly pissed off and frustrated.

“What was I supposed to do, hold her close and feed her lies? No, don’t worry Bella, even though you have every right to because your boyfriend is cheating on you with the girl who betrayed you, oh and we all think he’s trying to get you pregnant so that you wouldn’t want to leave him! Is that really better than planting a seed inside her head to protect herself?” Tyler B. yelled, back, equally if not more frustrated.

“Stop, stop, stop! If we keep yelling at each other, literally no one wins. Let’s all just accept the fact that Bella’s gone back with Chance, and we can go from there.” Michael Bohn stated.

“Ok. I am sorry though, I shouldn’t have freaked out on her like that.” Tyler admitted, putting his head in his hands.

“No, no, if I’m going to be honest we’ve all flipped out on her. Like she explained to us last night, she knows that Chance is in an odd way her safety net. So, we’ll just continue right back with where we were.” I said.

That’s when silence shut down the entire room.

“She seems like she’s smart enough to get away from a bad situation.” AJ told us, dropping his 2 cents.

“Normally Bella is, but currently she’s pissed at Chance and us…..when emotions come into play Bella’s a wild card.” Tyler sighed, and he was right.

“Speak of the devil.” I groaned, hearing my phone buzz.

It was far too early for any of the other guys to be texting me.

All it was, was one simple word from her.

Goodbye.

“Just bring it on.” Tyler grumbled.

“She just said “goodbye.” I whispered back.

None of us knew that this would be the last sign of Bella any of us would experience for a long time.

8 Months exactly, and my how things could change in that amount of time.


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Bella’s POV ~

Complete silence was plaguing our car, as I drove and Chance sat in the seat next to me.

Everytime he tried to make conversation, I tuned him out and turned the volume up one notch until he stopped talking.

Sure that may make me a bitch, but I was so pissed off that I felt my blood boiling.

So many things were going through my head, everything Tyler had just done, things that Chance had told me, all of the times he just snuck away from me.

I was white-knuckling the wheel so hard it felt like I was about to break it.

That’s when I snapped.

Pulling the car over I slammed on the brakes and turned to Chance.

“Where were you, and please ditch the bullshit.” I growled.

Chance’s face was amusing...I don’t think he’d ever seen this side of me.

Or maybe….I just hadn’t ever stood up for myself.

“Bella, I needed some space. I went and stayed with an old friend of mine just to calm down. I love you and no offense, but kind of dawned on me at once, and it’s a fucking mess as you know.” Chance answered, his voice not wavering one bit.

“I thought you understood how serious this was, all of those promises that we made to each other, they were made with the knowledge of how difficult our lives both are and would stay due to the bands.” I explained back to him.

“No, you’re right. I should have stood my ground and stayed with you. However, I feel like I’m not the only guilty one here. You actually went straight to Tyler, one person on what I’d consider to be the enemy troop.” Chance stated.

“First of all, I called you every hour if not twice every hour for two days straight. You never picked up, left a message, or even texted me back. Only after that did I call Tyler and on the 2nd ring he picked up. Don’t blame me for seeking somebody to talk to when you up and left me.” I growled, hating how he could so quickly throw it back to me.

“Anyways, he ruined what little trust I had in him. He flipped out on me about how you were going to hurt me, and fuck me up. I wasn't about to stand that crap, especially when he knows how bad Chris and the others have hurt me in the past.” I continued.

No words came out of Chance’s mouth, just a loud and deep sigh that brought his chest visibly up and down.

“You know what I thought when I was gone? I kept thinking about things that could make us as a couple grow tighter and stronger. Possibly…..our own little creation.” Chance whispered.

“Come again?” I asked, not following him at all.

“A baby, a beautiful, innocent, joy bearing baby.” Chance said.

“No, no, no, no. Remember, we’re taking steps to prevent that. Sure it sounds good and dandy, but logistically, that’s not what I’m comfortable with right now and I think it would be a bad decision based on the forced circumstances.” I replied, shooting him down.

“Yeah, I guess. I was foolishly hoping that it would happen as sort of a miracle if you will. Something to bring us closer together than we already are. Something that would take us from a couple to a family.” Chance sighed, realizing I really was not accepting of that idea.

It just wasn’t a good idea.

And yes, I suppose things do happen in the cosmos and even if you’re the most careful human on the planet you still could end up with a baby.

I trusted my lucky stars on this one though.

Turning my head, I quickly took note of a somewhat sinister look on Chance’s face.

It confused me, it didn’t make sense for the conversation we were just having.

Weird.

I finally released the brakes and made our way back onto the highway.

The both of us were finally heading back t our home, where we both belonged.

I hoped with all my heart that we both had learned our lesson, we were safer and stronger together than we were apart.

Notes

Hi, I hoped you guys all liked this chapter!

I will say that I saw the rating for this story go down a little bit, so if you think something could be improved, let me know! I love getting constructive criticism because without it, how would I grow and become better, as well as improve the story?

Anyways, the next chapters will be broken up into chunks that will cover the next 8 months of Bella completely off the grid from the bands!

All I can say is a lot can happen in 8 months.

I hope you guys continue to enjoy, and you all have an amazing monday!

Comments

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@BlackVeilsinWhite
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@Eternally_Yours93
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I've talked to a few others on here who have had that same exact problem though, so at least you know it's not just you.

I'm thinking it's just a big old glitch from the website itself, as it tends to be finicky a lot.



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@Siora
I'm glad to hear that you're enjoying this story, I also want to say thank you for your advice. I took 2 well needed weeks off, and now I'm back!

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