So Lock and Load
It Feels so Early
Kellin’s POV
“You what!?” Matty yelled at me. I cringed as he yelled at me. “First I yell at you for talking to him in the first place now, so what do you do? You take him on a fucking date!” He kept yelling. By this point I was used to it and was just kind of sitting there while he paced around our living and yelled at me while pacing and pulling at his hair.
“Hey you went to his school, Ginger. So you talked to him too,” I finally yelled at him.
“That’s different; I wanted to see if you had any effect on him yet. It didn’t look like you did yet. But now you sure as hell have!” he yelled back. “and don’t bring my hair into this!”
“I will bring your hair into this, and I’m sorry if I feel a little guilty that I traumatized the kid, and he was really cool, maybe he can make an exception” I said in an attempt to calm the situation a little.
“Did he make an exception for Justin, Kellin?” Matty asked. That is where I snapped.
“I TOLD YOU TO NEVER TALK ABOUT HIM AGAIN!” I yelled and realized that I was letting it take over me for a second and calmed down. “Vic’s different; he hasn’t done anything bad yet. He’s clean” I said lowering my head.
“Kellin,” Matty started calming down and put a hand on my shoulder “you and I both know that’s not going to change much, and we both know that. Just let it go, before you know it he’ll be like 60 and on his death bed and you’ll forget about him,” He said.
“Matty, I can’t do that,” I said tears pricking at my eyes threatening to spill. “Justin happened a really long time ago and Vic is different, I never felt this bad yet amazing with Justin,” I said as I let a single tear slip down my cheek.
“It’ll be alright Kells,” Matty whispered sitting on the couch with me and wrapping an arm around my shoulders.
“No it won’t” I said.
Vic’s POV
“Wait, wait, wait, you went on a date with hot record store guy?” Mike said as he sat across from me on my bed leaning his head on his hand like a preppy school girl.
“It wasn’t a date, we just…got coffee and talked about stuff…” I said to my brother a little amused at how he reacted when I told him about seeing Kellin.
“So you went on something that resembled a date, Vic, I don’t give a shit what you label it, I’m just glad you’re getting out there more” he said to me. I smiled at him as my phone went off, it was a text from Jaime.
YOU MET A GUY OMG I NEED DETAILS O.O
Well now I knew mike told other people.
“Mike who else did you tell?” I asked a little exasperated at how I couldn’t keep anything secret with Mikey.
“Jaime, Tony, Gabe, Jack, Brandon, Alex, other Jack, Rian, Zack, Austin, Alan-“ I cut him off.
“What the hell? did you just tell everyone I know?!?!” I yelled at him a little angry that he got over excited.
“no, I didn’t tell Kellin,” he smirked. I finally got mad and tackled him, sending him off of my bed and on the floor pinning him down and slapping him, not hard enough to actually hurt, but hard enough for him to flinch.
“Sorry?” He said shrugging, smartass.
“Whatever,” I said getting off of him and checking my phone as I received a ton of texts from our friends in San Diego they all said the same thing along the lines of Jaime’s text. I just threw my phone under my pillow and sat on it.
“Goodnight!” Mike said, running out of my room. I sighed. I don’t deserve to know any of the people texting me or Kellin’s time or energy.
I sat and stared at the ceiling for a good half an hour before the buzzing under my pillow from my phone finally died down. I read through most of the texts that all asked about this mystery boy in our new town. The sad part was a good portion of the texts were from family. I only had like 2 really close friends the rest were pretty much friends of those friends. But as I scrolled through on my iPhone one text in particular that caught my eye.
Hey, it’s Kellin, just wanted to, you know text you to make sure you had my number in your phone, I had a good time today text me back when you get this so I make sure this isn’t someone else because that would be a little awkward :P
It said that the text was sent about an hour ago so I replied with a stupid grin on my face the whole time.
Yeah it’s me, and yeah I had a good time too, if you ever want to talk to me feel free to text anytime c: but don’t use text language that’s fucking annoying :P
I set my phone on my bedside table and got dressed out of my tight pants and threw on some sweats and decided to go shirtless. I was about to get settled into bed when I heard a buzz from my phone.
Cool, yeah I know it’s really annoying, people are lazy :P Goodnight =^.^=
I smiled at the text and decided to reply.
Goodnight. And was that a cat? c;
I laughed when I got a reply almost instantly, god he was so cute.
Yes, yes it was
I put my phone back down on my bedside table and pulled the blankets over my body. It seemed like no matter what sleep wouldn't come, i tossed and turned but the thoughts just clouded my head. so i laid there and eventually came into a restless sleep.
“Wake the hell up!” I awoke to my brother yelling at me. I just groaned.
“Shut the fuck up and go away” I mumbled. He just hit me over the head again. I slowly opened my eyes and rubbed at them to get adjusted to the light.
“I’m up” I groaned as I sat up and threw the blankets off of myself and walked to the bathroom. I fixed my hair and walked back into my room throwing on some skinnies and a tank top. School seemed less than appealing today, but of course I had to go if I didn’t want to be yelled at by Benny.
I brushed my teeth and put on some vans before walking down the stairs and seeing a suitcase at the front door.
“Oh, Victor!” Benny said “I’m going on one of me and my old friend’s annual trips to Arizona. I’ll be gone until Sunday night. Please don’t do anything stupid while I’m gone”
I faked a smile and nodded. “Love you Benny I’ll see you Sunday then” I said giving him a hug.
Benny patted my back, “now I’m leaving you guys two-hundred dollars to spend on food and other things you might need, I already talked to Mikey” he said “I’m Leaving mike, Bye” he said before walking out the door.
“Mike get your ass down here we’re leaving” I yelled, a little aggravated at how long he was taking.
“Alright alright” he said running down the stairs. And with that we headed to school.
“You what!?” Matty yelled at me. I cringed as he yelled at me. “First I yell at you for talking to him in the first place now, so what do you do? You take him on a fucking date!” He kept yelling. By this point I was used to it and was just kind of sitting there while he paced around our living and yelled at me while pacing and pulling at his hair.
“Hey you went to his school, Ginger. So you talked to him too,” I finally yelled at him.
“That’s different; I wanted to see if you had any effect on him yet. It didn’t look like you did yet. But now you sure as hell have!” he yelled back. “and don’t bring my hair into this!”
“I will bring your hair into this, and I’m sorry if I feel a little guilty that I traumatized the kid, and he was really cool, maybe he can make an exception” I said in an attempt to calm the situation a little.
“Did he make an exception for Justin, Kellin?” Matty asked. That is where I snapped.
“I TOLD YOU TO NEVER TALK ABOUT HIM AGAIN!” I yelled and realized that I was letting it take over me for a second and calmed down. “Vic’s different; he hasn’t done anything bad yet. He’s clean” I said lowering my head.
“Kellin,” Matty started calming down and put a hand on my shoulder “you and I both know that’s not going to change much, and we both know that. Just let it go, before you know it he’ll be like 60 and on his death bed and you’ll forget about him,” He said.
“Matty, I can’t do that,” I said tears pricking at my eyes threatening to spill. “Justin happened a really long time ago and Vic is different, I never felt this bad yet amazing with Justin,” I said as I let a single tear slip down my cheek.
“It’ll be alright Kells,” Matty whispered sitting on the couch with me and wrapping an arm around my shoulders.
“No it won’t” I said.
Vic’s POV
“Wait, wait, wait, you went on a date with hot record store guy?” Mike said as he sat across from me on my bed leaning his head on his hand like a preppy school girl.
“It wasn’t a date, we just…got coffee and talked about stuff…” I said to my brother a little amused at how he reacted when I told him about seeing Kellin.
“So you went on something that resembled a date, Vic, I don’t give a shit what you label it, I’m just glad you’re getting out there more” he said to me. I smiled at him as my phone went off, it was a text from Jaime.
YOU MET A GUY OMG I NEED DETAILS O.O
Well now I knew mike told other people.
“Mike who else did you tell?” I asked a little exasperated at how I couldn’t keep anything secret with Mikey.
“Jaime, Tony, Gabe, Jack, Brandon, Alex, other Jack, Rian, Zack, Austin, Alan-“ I cut him off.
“What the hell? did you just tell everyone I know?!?!” I yelled at him a little angry that he got over excited.
“no, I didn’t tell Kellin,” he smirked. I finally got mad and tackled him, sending him off of my bed and on the floor pinning him down and slapping him, not hard enough to actually hurt, but hard enough for him to flinch.
“Sorry?” He said shrugging, smartass.
“Whatever,” I said getting off of him and checking my phone as I received a ton of texts from our friends in San Diego they all said the same thing along the lines of Jaime’s text. I just threw my phone under my pillow and sat on it.
“Goodnight!” Mike said, running out of my room. I sighed. I don’t deserve to know any of the people texting me or Kellin’s time or energy.
I sat and stared at the ceiling for a good half an hour before the buzzing under my pillow from my phone finally died down. I read through most of the texts that all asked about this mystery boy in our new town. The sad part was a good portion of the texts were from family. I only had like 2 really close friends the rest were pretty much friends of those friends. But as I scrolled through on my iPhone one text in particular that caught my eye.
Hey, it’s Kellin, just wanted to, you know text you to make sure you had my number in your phone, I had a good time today text me back when you get this so I make sure this isn’t someone else because that would be a little awkward :P
It said that the text was sent about an hour ago so I replied with a stupid grin on my face the whole time.
Yeah it’s me, and yeah I had a good time too, if you ever want to talk to me feel free to text anytime c: but don’t use text language that’s fucking annoying :P
I set my phone on my bedside table and got dressed out of my tight pants and threw on some sweats and decided to go shirtless. I was about to get settled into bed when I heard a buzz from my phone.
Cool, yeah I know it’s really annoying, people are lazy :P Goodnight =^.^=
I smiled at the text and decided to reply.
Goodnight. And was that a cat? c;
I laughed when I got a reply almost instantly, god he was so cute.
Yes, yes it was
I put my phone back down on my bedside table and pulled the blankets over my body. It seemed like no matter what sleep wouldn't come, i tossed and turned but the thoughts just clouded my head. so i laid there and eventually came into a restless sleep.
“Wake the hell up!” I awoke to my brother yelling at me. I just groaned.
“Shut the fuck up and go away” I mumbled. He just hit me over the head again. I slowly opened my eyes and rubbed at them to get adjusted to the light.
“I’m up” I groaned as I sat up and threw the blankets off of myself and walked to the bathroom. I fixed my hair and walked back into my room throwing on some skinnies and a tank top. School seemed less than appealing today, but of course I had to go if I didn’t want to be yelled at by Benny.
I brushed my teeth and put on some vans before walking down the stairs and seeing a suitcase at the front door.
“Oh, Victor!” Benny said “I’m going on one of me and my old friend’s annual trips to Arizona. I’ll be gone until Sunday night. Please don’t do anything stupid while I’m gone”
I faked a smile and nodded. “Love you Benny I’ll see you Sunday then” I said giving him a hug.
Benny patted my back, “now I’m leaving you guys two-hundred dollars to spend on food and other things you might need, I already talked to Mikey” he said “I’m Leaving mike, Bye” he said before walking out the door.
“Mike get your ass down here we’re leaving” I yelled, a little aggravated at how long he was taking.
“Alright alright” he said running down the stairs. And with that we headed to school.
Notes
This feels a little short to me :/ sorry its kind of just fillerwho else likes Matty because i like Matty. i'm trying to slowly add in all of the members from sleeping with sirens but their a little scattered throughout the story.
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12/31/13