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So Lock and Load

I Cant hate the ones who made me

After about an hour or so of accidental PDA me and Kellin had to regretfully part ways, we both made our ways home. I apparently forgot that I had left Jaime there until I ran up my driveway and my smile faded as I saw him sitting on the couch.
“Where have you been Victor?” he asked. I rolled my eyes at him.
“I still need to explain don’t i?” I asked with a sigh. He just nodded.
“Can you stop acting like you have some form of authority over me?” I asked he shook his head keeping a serious expression “I’m older than you!” I said. He just let his shoulders slump and I walked over in front of him.
“Okay so this is going to take a while…” I trailed off and soon enough found me ranting about everything that had happened since the move all the way to the Kellin situation, it felt amazing to get off of my chest. I knew I could trust Jaime but it was like he understood all of it, he just nodded as I ranted on, for someone who talks a lot he’s a really good listener. “…and I know I should hate him, and I want to but it’s like every time I see him my-my…” I trailed off exasperatedly looking for the right words to describe my emotions.
“Brain goes all stupid,” Jaime finished my sentence for me. I snapped my fingers and pointed at him.
“Exactly!”
“Dude I think that was the gayest thing I have ever heard you say for the record,” Jaime giggled, I punched his arm. “Ouch!”
“I’m being serious man!” he shrugged. I sighed and sat on the couch next to him.
“You have to be kidding seriously what’s actually going on?” Jaime asked with a sigh.
“Listen Jaime, I know it sounds far-fetched and you probably think I’m doing so many drugs right now but can you just take my word for it on this one because this is the truth” I leaned back on the couch with a sigh and stared up at the ceiling. Jaime stood up after a few minutes of silence.
“Well I guess we’ll see how this one folds out. I should get home,” he bent down and gave me a hug. “If you need anything, just call, see you tomorrow,” and then my crazy friend went home leaving me alone with my own thoughts.
I slowly got off the couch and trudged upstairs quietly not to wake up my sleeping uncle and brother. I walked down the hall to my bedroom. I changed into some sweatpants and fell asleep thinking about Kellin, cheesy right? I know. Do I care? Fuck no.
I still didn’t know what I and Kellin were as of now. Were we together, like dating? Well I know we both aren’t going to go around dating other people so… it doesn’t really matter what we would be labeled as I’m just a little curious, you know?
How I am going to tell mike is the biggest problem as of now. I can’t keep lying to him forever he’ll eventually find out, I just don’t want it to be from someone that isn’t me. He’s my little brother and I tell him everything, I just know how he’d react and that’s what scares me. He wouldn’t understand and there is no way in hell he would believe Kellin’s story. Fuck, I barely believe it. He would just punch something for Kellin fucking around with my emotions. (All Time Low reference anybody? *silence*)
Kellin’s POV
No matter how much he said he forgave me and it was okay, I still felt uneasy. Like there was something bothering him that I didn’t know of, I just wanted to make sure that adorable ball of Mexican was as happy as he deserved to be. I slowly walked home in the night observing my surroundings and kicking the occasional pebble causing the silence to be broken temporarily as I continued me stroll with a stupid smile on my face.
“Hey,” I jumped up about ten feet and held my chest as I looked next to me and saw a smirking Matty.
“Damn Matty what the fuck?” I panted and glared at him and he just proceeded to smile at me with his stupid ginger beard. “Hey, let’s give Kellin a heart attack see how close to killing him we can get without actually killing him because it’s not possible!” I said in a mock voice and continued to walk with Matty at my side. He just chuckled.
“Sorry just thought it would be good for you to be aware of my presence,” Matty said in a fake deep voice and bowed to an imaginary audience. I giggled at him.
“With the high as fuck voices us manly men have you can’t do that,” I laughed at him as he pouted.
“Hey your voice isn’t high you sing high, talking high is a whole new story,” Matty pointed at me and held up and imaginary cellphone to his ear. “Yeah I’ll have a large peperoni pizza” he switched ears and took on a new character, “Alright ma’am-‘ you have it pretty good, Kellin you at least sound like a boy on the phone where as I could work for a sex line if I wanted to,”
“Your voice isn’t that high, Matty, and you could just scream at them and scare them away,” I raised my eyebrows and pointed at him with a smirk. He smiled and we continued walking in a comfortable silence, enjoying each other’s company.
“Oh yeah nice little love fest you guys had earlier,” Matty smirked at me as I felt the blood rush to my cheeks.
“Shut up,” I blushed as he nudged my shoulder with his own.
“It’s cute,” He smiled at me and I returned it. “It’s good to see you happy,”
I looked up at the sky and back to Matty with a smile. “I didn’t realize how sad I’ve been, thank you for putting up with me when I’m being a bitch, or dangerously stupid, or both…usually both,” I chuckled but I really did mean it, Matty was a good friend.
“And some girl out there is going to be really lucky,” I added lightly punching his shoulder now it was his turn to blush. I knew that look on his face and stopped my walking to stare at him he kept his head down and continued walking.
“OHMYGOD WHO IS SHE?!?!” I jumped up and down excitedly. He stopped and looked at me with a blush creeping up on his cheeks, “WHAT’S HER NAME? IS SHE PRETTY?!?” I continued acting like a high school girl but c’mon this was huge for Matty.
“Brittany,” He mumbled with a grin on his face and looking down trying to hide the blush that was creeping on his cheeks.
“Awe, well I expect to meet this Brittany character,” He giggled at me as we walked yet again in silence. Things were looking up at least a little for once. I was going to enjoy it while it lasted even though I knew it wouldn’t last that long.
“I’d ask you for advice but you like dicks,” Matty spoke up making me chuckle, “More specifically Vic’s dick,” He added, no it was my turn to blush.
“What do you want me to say to that anyway? ‘Yeah I love Vic’s dick woooooohooo’” I fake cheered doing a little fist pump with my hand making him shrug.
“And yes, I do like Vic’s dick,” I added putting my hands back into my hoodie pockets. He looked at me with a disgusted expression.
“TMI dude, seriously,” He shook his head making me laugh.
“I will talk about my little ball of Mexican all I want, seriously though don’t even get me started on his ass,” I continued as I watched Matty plug his ears with his fingers and started singing.
“LALALALALALALALALA!” he sang and I watched him amused. He eventually stopped and shook his head at me.
“And for the record I don’t just like Vic for his body,” I said taking a serious turn in the conversation as I thought about the small teen while a stupid grin on my face, “His eyes, his smile, just him overall, he’s perfect,” I sighed with a grin as Matty nudged my shoulder.
“I know,” he smiled I smiled back at him and we continued walking. I forgot how fun it was to actually talk to Matty when he wasn’t scolding me for being stupid which was usually true, I’m glad he deals with me fucking everything up all the time. I just hope I don’t fuck up this time. I can’t afford to lose what I have with Vic.

Notes

oh haiiiii
okay well i'm back biatches
i know this is a little short and kind of a filler but i'm editing the next one right now and it's five pages long on Word so bare with me but this is all leading up to drama and some actual Kellic.
it feels good to be back on here
oh and there is going to be a couple of new characters in the next chapter, so take a few guesses at who they could be in the comments, or tell me someone you would like to see in this please i cant get better without feedback you know...
i love you all thanks for sticking with me and comment i really like to hear from you guys :D

Comments

I love this story so much :

Hmm if you want to rewrite it I'd say upload it as a new story. Cuz I really like it as is, but ultimately it's up to you(= I support which ever you choose to do!
CameronZane CameronZane
8/23/13
Both work, I mean, if you can find the time to rewrite it, that would be cool, I would like to read it :3 But I don't think it was that bad, you know, so if it would be easier for you to continue, it would be fine too. I'm interested to see where this goes ;)
Maybe rewrite it, I don't know, it very much depends on what you feel like doing.
And, thanks for the cookie XD
KingForADay KingForADay
8/23/13
haha I just love how you said, "time lapse because I’m too lazy to write the rest of the day." my thought is AMEN MOTHERFUCKER.
lonely_star lonely_star
7/11/13
@lonely_star
xD that's so awesome. seriously that comment made my day
diamond_bullet diamond_bullet
7/10/13