So Lock and Load
We're all part of the same Sick Little games
“Hey I know we don’t know each other. But you need to talk to Kellin now,” Who I think I recognized as Matty started ranting as I opened the door causing my eyes to widen in surprise and confirmed my suspicions as he mentioned Kellin. The boy I was trying to forget at that precise moment.
I just shook my head. “If I could I’d talk to him, but he has made it clear he doesn’t want to talk to me so, goodnight,” I began to shut the door but was cut off when he put his foot in the door keeping it open. I looked up to see the pleading look in his eyes.
“Can you please just let me explain,” I sighed and nodded waiting for him to speak he sadly smiled at me “Kellin’s my best friend okay? He has been for 50 years now. I know a lot about him, I can tell when he’s happy, when he’s sad and what I see all too often, is heartbroken, Vic. He doesn’t know how to handle his feelings for you. He doesn’t want to see you get hurt, like Brandon or Justin. The way his eyes sparkle when he even talks about you, no matter how sad he is, He wants to help you. He thinks he is by ignoring you, he isn’t and I’m worried he’s going to do something rash,” Matty looked on the brink of tears, which made me really guilty. He wasn’t lying.
“I’m a little busy-“
“no you aren’t,” I was cut off be jaime’s voice standing about five feet behind me. “Explain later,”
I just nodded and went with Matty, hoping to the god, that by now probably hated me that my gut was right.
Kellin’s POV
I didn’t know what to do with myself as I walked down the road silently humming a tune I came up with thinking of Vic as I started putting lyrics to it. Singing in the empty neighborhood like an idiot thinking about Vic as I sang the lyrics I was completely improvising.
“In time we’ll find that we can sober up, clean up any dirt so we can open up these wounds have been open for forever now, come on be strong,” I probably looked stupid with my girly voice singing in public but at this point I didn’t give a shit, “you’re mind has gotten the best of you, you’ve done enough and you are enough, lets fall asleep tonight, I’ll hold you close and show you you’re not broken!”
“You have a pretty voice,” no, it couldn’t be he hated me.
“V-vic,” I choked out on the brink of tears I really hoped this wasn’t a joke. I turned around and saw him standing with Matty smiling at me.
I didn’t have words so I just ran up to him and enveloped him in the biggest hug I could muster up with my tiny frame breathing him in. his scent the feel of his skin. His touch his warmth. I broke him, but at this point I didn’t care anymore and decided to be selfish. I didn’t just want Vic anymore. I didn’t feel like I needed to do this out of guilt anymore. I needed Vic, no matter how clingy and cheesy that sounds.
“I’m s-so-sorry, please.” I sniffled. “You have every right to hate me at this point but it would be a lie if I said I didn’t hope you didn’t hate me,” I shakily said as sobs racked through my body. “I n-need you,” I whispered as I pretty much broke down in the small Mexican’s arms. He just kept holding me.
“Kellin?” he finally said after about two minutes of just silence. I wondered what happened to Matty but soon brushed it off as I looked up at him though I was taller than him in the way we were standing I felt really small, and I liked it. “It’s okay,” he smiled at me. I just stared at him as the tears flowed freely from my eyes. His eyes, his hair, his body, Vic’s perfect.
“What did you do to me?” I murmured to myself taking in all of his features before standing up a little straighter gaining my two centimeters of height taller than him and looking him in the eyes.
“I really want to kiss you,” I spoke my thoughts.
“Then do it,” he smiled at me before leaning in and pressing our lips together. Fuck fireworks this was a fucking bomb. It felt like my entire life had lead up to this small innocent kiss right here. Of course there was the first time we kissed but this had more emotion, everything was out there now. And as soon as it started it ended but when we pulled away we were both smiling like idiots at each other.
“So you don’t hate me?” I asked for reassurance. He shook his head and we just stood there for what felt like forever in each other’s arms. I didn’t want it to end either. I loved this.
I loved Vic.
There I finally admitted it to myself.
I love Victor Vincent Fuentes.
And now I was fucking screwed but I didn’t care.
Vic’s POV
You should hate him.
The nagging voice was silenced when I saw him though. The look in his eyes was pure sorrow. He looked so broken and vulnerable. Yet he was still as beautiful as I remembered him. his black hair slightly messed up and red puffy eyes and all, he was kellin. At that moment I realized how much I really liked him.
I really liked him no matter how hard I tried not to. There was something there behind all of the bullshit we went through, and I wasn’t willing to throw that away just yet. I was only reassured of this when he threw himself into my arms.
It felt so right. Like our bodies were made to mold together. This wasn’t just a little crush anymore, I wanted to know the real Kellin better and I wanted him to know the real me better.
“Wow this is getting really boring seriously Kellin,” We pulled apart and I watched as Kellin’s face went pale and I looked over to see a guy standing there smirking. He had jet-black hair and was pretty tall and thin. He was wearing a lot of leather and studs as well.
“Please please leave Vic alone,” he started pleading, but was cut off by the guy chuckling.
“Oh, don’t worry about Vic. I’m here to tell you. I have a quite busy schedule, y’know the whole satan thing,” and then it clicked to me that I was standing in the presence of Satan himself. “this isn’t the biggest of my worries anymore. And because you’ve paid off your debt I have a soft spot for that. So I’m going to go take care of some more important things than this shit and see you in about 10 20 years?” he sounded so confident and casual when he spoke, like a really annoying boss.
“Okay see you later Kelly-Bear,” he smirked before he wasn’t there anymore. Kellin looked at me and saw my shocked facial expression. He just took me in his arms and I gladly hugged him back.
“I’m so happy right now,” he whispered into my hair. I just nodded in agreement. Things were finally looking up.
Well for now, but I was content just being here with Kellin.
But soon enough things were going to go to shit and I just knew it.
Because god hates me.
I just shook my head. “If I could I’d talk to him, but he has made it clear he doesn’t want to talk to me so, goodnight,” I began to shut the door but was cut off when he put his foot in the door keeping it open. I looked up to see the pleading look in his eyes.
“Can you please just let me explain,” I sighed and nodded waiting for him to speak he sadly smiled at me “Kellin’s my best friend okay? He has been for 50 years now. I know a lot about him, I can tell when he’s happy, when he’s sad and what I see all too often, is heartbroken, Vic. He doesn’t know how to handle his feelings for you. He doesn’t want to see you get hurt, like Brandon or Justin. The way his eyes sparkle when he even talks about you, no matter how sad he is, He wants to help you. He thinks he is by ignoring you, he isn’t and I’m worried he’s going to do something rash,” Matty looked on the brink of tears, which made me really guilty. He wasn’t lying.
“I’m a little busy-“
“no you aren’t,” I was cut off be jaime’s voice standing about five feet behind me. “Explain later,”
I just nodded and went with Matty, hoping to the god, that by now probably hated me that my gut was right.
Kellin’s POV
I didn’t know what to do with myself as I walked down the road silently humming a tune I came up with thinking of Vic as I started putting lyrics to it. Singing in the empty neighborhood like an idiot thinking about Vic as I sang the lyrics I was completely improvising.
“In time we’ll find that we can sober up, clean up any dirt so we can open up these wounds have been open for forever now, come on be strong,” I probably looked stupid with my girly voice singing in public but at this point I didn’t give a shit, “you’re mind has gotten the best of you, you’ve done enough and you are enough, lets fall asleep tonight, I’ll hold you close and show you you’re not broken!”
“You have a pretty voice,” no, it couldn’t be he hated me.
“V-vic,” I choked out on the brink of tears I really hoped this wasn’t a joke. I turned around and saw him standing with Matty smiling at me.
I didn’t have words so I just ran up to him and enveloped him in the biggest hug I could muster up with my tiny frame breathing him in. his scent the feel of his skin. His touch his warmth. I broke him, but at this point I didn’t care anymore and decided to be selfish. I didn’t just want Vic anymore. I didn’t feel like I needed to do this out of guilt anymore. I needed Vic, no matter how clingy and cheesy that sounds.
“I’m s-so-sorry, please.” I sniffled. “You have every right to hate me at this point but it would be a lie if I said I didn’t hope you didn’t hate me,” I shakily said as sobs racked through my body. “I n-need you,” I whispered as I pretty much broke down in the small Mexican’s arms. He just kept holding me.
“Kellin?” he finally said after about two minutes of just silence. I wondered what happened to Matty but soon brushed it off as I looked up at him though I was taller than him in the way we were standing I felt really small, and I liked it. “It’s okay,” he smiled at me. I just stared at him as the tears flowed freely from my eyes. His eyes, his hair, his body, Vic’s perfect.
“What did you do to me?” I murmured to myself taking in all of his features before standing up a little straighter gaining my two centimeters of height taller than him and looking him in the eyes.
“I really want to kiss you,” I spoke my thoughts.
“Then do it,” he smiled at me before leaning in and pressing our lips together. Fuck fireworks this was a fucking bomb. It felt like my entire life had lead up to this small innocent kiss right here. Of course there was the first time we kissed but this had more emotion, everything was out there now. And as soon as it started it ended but when we pulled away we were both smiling like idiots at each other.
“So you don’t hate me?” I asked for reassurance. He shook his head and we just stood there for what felt like forever in each other’s arms. I didn’t want it to end either. I loved this.
I loved Vic.
There I finally admitted it to myself.
I love Victor Vincent Fuentes.
And now I was fucking screwed but I didn’t care.
Vic’s POV
You should hate him.
The nagging voice was silenced when I saw him though. The look in his eyes was pure sorrow. He looked so broken and vulnerable. Yet he was still as beautiful as I remembered him. his black hair slightly messed up and red puffy eyes and all, he was kellin. At that moment I realized how much I really liked him.
I really liked him no matter how hard I tried not to. There was something there behind all of the bullshit we went through, and I wasn’t willing to throw that away just yet. I was only reassured of this when he threw himself into my arms.
It felt so right. Like our bodies were made to mold together. This wasn’t just a little crush anymore, I wanted to know the real Kellin better and I wanted him to know the real me better.
“Wow this is getting really boring seriously Kellin,” We pulled apart and I watched as Kellin’s face went pale and I looked over to see a guy standing there smirking. He had jet-black hair and was pretty tall and thin. He was wearing a lot of leather and studs as well.
“Please please leave Vic alone,” he started pleading, but was cut off by the guy chuckling.
“Oh, don’t worry about Vic. I’m here to tell you. I have a quite busy schedule, y’know the whole satan thing,” and then it clicked to me that I was standing in the presence of Satan himself. “this isn’t the biggest of my worries anymore. And because you’ve paid off your debt I have a soft spot for that. So I’m going to go take care of some more important things than this shit and see you in about 10 20 years?” he sounded so confident and casual when he spoke, like a really annoying boss.
“Okay see you later Kelly-Bear,” he smirked before he wasn’t there anymore. Kellin looked at me and saw my shocked facial expression. He just took me in his arms and I gladly hugged him back.
“I’m so happy right now,” he whispered into my hair. I just nodded in agreement. Things were finally looking up.
Well for now, but I was content just being here with Kellin.
But soon enough things were going to go to shit and I just knew it.
Because god hates me.
Notes
okay i planned on posting this a long time ago but i just didnt feel right with it so i rewrote it about 13425864374871028469405671 times before i finally came out with this at about 5 am two hours ago.(ps. i know it's a little short but i feel like a lot of shit happened here :P)
and i needed to post some actual kellic on here because it feels like almost none of the stories i'm subscribed to on here and mibba have any and this doesnt have enough and i wanted some fluff goddammit ;-; so expect some more fluffiness and enjoy it while it lasts.
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12/31/13