It kept me up all night and made its way into my thoughts and dreams.
It’s a possibility. No she was just fucking with my mind it was part of my punishment. I should stop getting my hopes up. He’s not coming back. Even if he was…like me he probably would either want nothing to do with me or wouldn’t know who I am. Why must I over think things.
I shouldn’t have said yes to that deal. I should have ran away and let things take their course and took responsibility for my actions. Got shunned and shit. I would probably be dead or would have killed myself by now. But no, no, no, I’m stuck like this. This is my punishment. I deserve this.
“Kells, kells,” my eyes snapped open and I was met by Andy’s stupid little grin. God I swear if he wasn’t satan…
“Can’t sleep can you?” he asked crossing his arms the smile never leaving his pale face. He chuckled.
“Yeah I bet it’s keeping you up, the, what if’s and all of that and it’s all true. I am Satan, who says I kept my promise? Who says he’s not out there. He could be like you and remember everything. It takes more things than you think you know. I’ll let you think about that one,” And like that he was gone. I felt my face and noted that I was sweating really hard. I was shaking all over.
Did he just mind fuck me? Yeah I think he did. That dickhead.
Well looks like I’m not getting any sleep tonight.
Vic’s POV
I was awoken late at night maybe 2 am by my phone buzzing. I looked and saw I had a text. Who would text me at 2 am?
Kellin.
You’re not awake and I pretty much know that but I really just need to distract myself with something. :/
I sighed and responded.
Well I’m awake now -.- never mind what’s wrong?
he barely took any time to respond.
I’m sorry if I woke you up. I just need to get certain things out of my head.
I sighed knowing he must be thinking about Brandon or worse Justin.
V: Okay what do you want to talk about?
K: You
V: What do you want to know about me?
K: Anything, you’re favorite color, music, general things.
V: okay, um. I play the guitar and like mostly rock music and Michael Jackson, don’t judge me. I sing a little and my favorite color is green.
K: you play the guitar?
V: since I was eight
K: You should play for me sometime.
V: Maybe… I don’t think I’m that good.
K: Don’t say that I’m sure you are.
V: thanks, I’m kind of tired can you talk to me tomorrow?
K: no problem and okay goodnight ;)
And with that I finally went to sleep.
~next morning~
“Wake up Victor,” It was Saturday so I had no idea who was waking me up.
“It’s three in the afternoon you really need to wake up,” I recognized that Mike’s voice was trying to wake me up. I just groaned in annoyance and sat up.
“And you’re the older one,” Mike mumbled as he walked out of the room. I got up and walked across the room. I sighed and slipped on some sweatpants. I walked out of the room and downstairs not planning on seeing anybody today.
I sat on the couch and ate cereal until I heard a knock on the door. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion as I stood up to answer the door to our new house.
“Your day just got considerably better!” Jaime announced as he and Tony walked into my living room. He looked at me and raised his eyebrows.
“Did you just wake up or something?” Jaime asked. I just shrugged, he sighed. “Go upstairs and get prettied up and we’re going places,” he said pushing me to the staircase. I just stood there confused and he motioned for me to go so I went upstairs.
“Get Mike!” Tony yelled.
I walked into my room and walked over to my closet pulling out a pair of dark skinny jeans and an Iwrestledabearonce tank top. I put them on and went to the bathroom after yelling for Mike to go downstairs. I plugged in my straightener and brushed my teeth while it heated up. I straightened it and put on my VANS. I ran downstairs and was greeted by my small group of friends being completely silent. I raised my eyebrows because they were all just staring at me with stupid smiles on there faces.
“What?” I asked. They just all walked forward at once and picked me up. I started struggled and trying not to laugh at the weirdness of the situation. “Guys put me down,” I said halfheartedly crossing my arms as I was carried like a coffin or something.
“We’re taking you somewhere,” Tony said with a smirk on his face causing the rest of them to laugh. Whereas I just sat there really confused.
“Where?” I asked as I was carried to my car.
“A place,” Jaime answered sarcastically.
“Smartass,” I mumbled as I tried to struggle out of their grip. They set me down in the back seat. Mike sat in the driver seat, Tony behind him and to the right of me and Jaime in the front seat. They all stayed silent as we began to move.
“Guys, what the hell are you doing?” I asked. Nobody answered so I just kept poking Jaime’s arm until he turned around.
“What the hell are you doing?” I asked he took a breath to start the sentence and the car stopped cutting him off. He just smiled. “this,”
I looked out the window to see we made it to the middle of nowhere.
“Okay, where’s the axe murderer? Is it Tony? It’s always the quiet ones,” I started ranting thinking of why we could be here.
“No! There’s no axe murderer and if there was one it would be Mike, it’s always the one you trust,” Tony retorted causing the rest of us to laugh. I looked around.
“But seriously why are we here?” I asked. They got out of the car and I followed.
“We are going to spend the day together because you dropped off of the face of the earth,” Jaime and Tony said in sync. I looked at them and realized I hadn’t really spent much time with my only friends because of all of the shit that was going on.
“I’m sorry,” I mumbled, “so what are we going to do?” I asked.
Kellin’s POV
The guilt. It was eating away at me.
Why couldn’t I have just left them all alone? Why couldn’t I just control my dick and settle down with a nice girl when I had the chance?
You know you’re glad you didn’t do that…. And I was.
And now I’m being really paranoid about what Satan will do next to punish me. I just wish that he would leave vic alone.
I needed to talk to somebody but I knew Matty would tell me the same thing he’s been telling me from the start. Stay away.
Maybe I should. Maybe I should just leave him alone and he’ll eventually forget about me and his life will be normal again.
You killed his parents asshole he isn’t going to forget you…
Fuck. His life is ruined because of me and my stupidness. How did I slip up?
I always checked if my victims had close family, always? What the hell was wrong with me that night.
Flash back~~~~~ yay I’m back bitches
Tears streamed down my face as I ran down the street towards the house.
Mr. and Mrs. Fuentes. My last two souls and I’m finally done. The guilt was overwhelming. I took so many lives and gave them to satan. But I had to, Brandon.
I busted the door open and ran up the stairs. They were asleep, thank god I could do this quick and easy. But no…
They started to stir and I shakily grabbed the knife out of my pocket and stabbed one of them, in what I thought was the back. I wanted this to be painless to when the man stood up I slit his throat. One down one to go. By now the lady was screaming but the last words I heard before her death were.
“Stay away from Vic and Mike,” and she collapsed on the floor next to her husband.
There were footsteps downstairs so I jumped out the window just when I caught a glimpse of him.
Vic.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered before climbing down and running.
Flashback done~~~~~
And I should have done just that.
Stayed away. So now I’ll do just that. Never talk to Vic again. But that proved harder than I thought

Notes

sorry about not updating in a while and teh general shittiness of this chapter but i had a lot going on.
my best friend attemted suicide a few weeks ago so i was with her in the hospital while she got better. than after i stayed with her when she got home to make sure she would be okay on her own.
it shook me up a little and i was a little depressed that she would do something like that.
but i'm back now and i promise the next chapters will be better.
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