Better off in Hollywood

I've been gone for awhile now. And maybe these past few months I've been selfish, she wan't ready. I didn't help her. I yelled and I felt. I've been on tour all year, and it's coming to an end. I wonder if she's still alive. I hope she didn't sign the papers. She used to call me every night then the calls just stopped. I hope she'll forgive me but I've done so much. I probably broke her even more.

I lay in my buck every night replaying the last time I saw her. I was convinced I was better off without her. I can't live with out her. I need to wake up next to her. I miss her blue hair, her colorful outfits, and her big black eyes.

I know she's better I saw her,well it looked like her. On an album cover, her hair wasn't blue but black. No longer down her waist, but short right above her shoulders. Maybe it could of been her. It couldn't it was nothing like Lola.

I could her the guys talking in the front part of the bus. Talking low so I would hear them. But I could hear them still. Wondering if she would still be at the house. I hope she is.

"She' changed so much guys, it's likes not Lola anymore. I think someone makes her happy" Tony whispered. " I don't know how he doesn't see her. The colors faded away Erin tells me all the time."

"Yeah, I know she doesn't talk to any one of our girls now." Mike sighed putting his head in his hands.
I stood in the little hallway waiting for them to notice me standing.

I walked off the bus everything looked the same. I open the door, and the only thing missing where the empty beer, and wine bottles. I sit my bags down make my way into the kitchen. All i see are the divorce papers. I look through them, and find each and everyone signed.
I make my way up the stairs. It's like she's never left, everything in it right place the only thing missing was her. Her half of the closet empty, every space here and there empty. The only last memory I had of her left was our wedding picture. She even left her wedding ring in the little black box.

Lola Pov:

I looked out the plane window as we where about to land. The sky was still dark you could only see the lights from the other buildings. I've could of stayed I could of tried harder. He didn't want me not even a goodbye. I looked down at my phone, and read every the last messages he sent me " I don't love you like I did yesterday." It broke my heart. Mike tried calling well not only him they all did, but Vic.

The man I only met a month ago turns to me, and say's "It's okay love, I'll never leave you." He holds my hand and kisses it .

Notes

you tell me who it is just gguess lol