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The New Member

The Revelation

Noortje’s POV

I was so happy to have Tony helping me with my nightmares. Over the course of 2 weeks he had managed to calm me down. He would stay up with me when needed and would always hold me tight if I dreamt about him leaving me. Vic was right, Tony would help we through it. Everything happened at just the right time. There was just enough time to help me get over my nightmares, which was very helpful. Tour was getting hectic and all the stress would have probably sent me over the edge. I never thought I would have been driven crazy by being around the same 5 guys the entire time.

Ok, so imagine this. Tour, South America, flying everyday, and hotel rooms. It sounds a lot like our other tours, only this time the hotel rooms were divided differently. There was always 3 to a room meaning that 2 people had to share a bed. Naturally I shared with Tony, because that’s what couples do, right? Yeah, well, that didn’t really work out. The first few weeks it was fine. Tony and I would be able to share a room with either Vic, Jaime, Mike, or Jay, without any problem. But soon the sexual tension started building up. Both Tony and I were getting horny and we couldn’t sleep without at least one boner getting in the way. It was pretty difficult being so close to your partner, yet always having other people surrounding you. We never had time to disappear for half an hour. Our days were packed with band stuff and when we finally had time there would always be someone in the hotel room with us. There was no way convincing anybody to let us go at it, trust me, we tried. So all Tony and I could do was ask to be in separate rooms, but that didn’t stop us from whining.

“Ok, Tony, Jaime, and I in one room. Noortje, Mike, and Vic in the other,” Jay gave out the keycards.

I was sitting on a sofa in the lounge with my back against Tony when we both groaned.

“Come on, please. Just once!” I complained, “Please!”

“Sorry, no can do,” Jay shrugged.

“Please! Otherwise I will promise you that you will walk in on us backstage, and I won’t care one bit.”

“Nope. You’re going to do neither.”

“Ok, fine,” I stood up with Vic and Mike but turned back to Jay before I followed them to the elevator, “but I will come to your room. You’ll either not be there or witness everything. I’m warning you.”

I looked at Tony who had his eyebrows raised and a smirk on his lips. He knew I wasn’t going to back down. I didn’t even care if Tony would be embarrassed if I started making out with him when there were other people around, all I knew was that I needed him. Normally I would also be embarrassed, but this really was unfair. So I ran after Vic and Mike so I could get ready.

“I don’t think you’ll do it,” Jay called out after me.

“Is that a bet?” I laughed before disappearing in the elevator.

----

I was ready to go out of the door when Mike stopped me. I had showered, brushed my hair, and even put a condom in the pocket of my jeans, knowing that Tony was probably stupid enough to forget to bring any form of protection.

“You’re actually going to do it?” Mike said with an amused smirk.

“Yeah, why wouldn’t I? It’s been awhile since Tony and I had some action,” I explained.

“It’s only been 2 weeks, I’m sure you can wait a bit longer.”

“Actually, it’s been seven, but who’s counting.”

“That’s nearly two months. Why didn’t you do, like, anything in the month before tour?”

“Because, reasons,” I looked at Vic who gave me a sympathetic smile.

The only people who knew about my nightmares were Vic and Tony. Nobody else knew I had troubles with sleeping, they hadn’t seen me since my birthday, so why would they suspect anything? Tony had told me how bad I looked, which sounds really mean, but it was only to help me. If I really looked as bad as he said, then I’m pretty sure anybody would have been able to notice. Lucky for me I didn’t have to explain what was wrong with me to more people, because I don’t think I would have been able to handle that.

“Anyway, I’m going to go,” I walked back towards the door.

“Use protection!” Vic yelled after me.

I pulled out the condom and waved it in the air so he could see, “I will, I’m not ready to pop out babies anytime soon.”

I heard Mike and Vic laugh awkwardly as I closed the door. For some reason everybody around me was more affected by my miscarriage than myself. It even seemed like they were more affected than Tony was. Tony and I just didn’t want to think about it much and decided it was faith, we just weren’t ready. So why couldn’t anybody else accept that?

I ran into Jaime on my way to the hotel room Tony was staying in. He grinned as he saw me.

“I knew it,” he fist bumped the air, “I was just going to go to your room so I didn’t have to see anything.”

“Well, good job, Jaime. You know me too well,” I giggled.

“Jay’s been too stubborn though, so he’s still there.”

“I was expecting that… Don’t worry, I’ll make him leave.”

I said goodbye to Jaime and walked up to the door that had 309 stuck on it in golden letters. There was a small peep hole underneath the number. Peep holes are always weird things, I would always spy on people through them when I was a kid. I knocked loudly on the door, hoping this wasn’t the wrong room, because that would be pretty uncomfortable. Luckily Tony opened the door and smiled as soon as he saw me.

“Hey,” He said as if he didn’t know why I was here.

I replied by smashing my lips against his and nudging him further into the room. He closed the door with his foot and pushed me up against the wall. I wrapped one of my legs around his waist and he held onto it while letting his other hand explore my body. My fingers were tangled in his hair as I was trying to deepen the kiss even more. I simpered as I felt something hard growing against my thigh. This was going exactly where I wanted it to.

We waddled closer to the bed, only to break apart to take off Tony’s t-shirt. I heard a page turn to the left of me and I looked towards it. Jay was sitting on his bed, looking casually and reading a book. It was as if he didn’t realise what was going on.

“Hey, Jay,” I said cheerfully.

I only hummed in response, probably not wanting to acknowledge my existence. So I just shrugged and pulled my shirt over my head. If he wanted to play that game, so would I. I looked up at Tony and saw his eyes immediately gazing over my breast. Not only had I put on some clean clothes, but I also put on Tony’s favorite set of lingerie.

“Like what you see?” I whispered in his ear seductively.

He gulped and nodded before attacking my neck. I moaned and felt Tony’s fingers trying to undo my jeans. Eventually the button popped open and Tony kneeled in front of me to take of the jeans to reveal the matching thong I was wearing. He groaned and stood back up.

“I love it when you wear this,” He said, his voice filled with lust.

“I know,” I decided to tease him and kissed the sweet spot behind his ear while palming him through his own jeans. But he had a different idea. He picked me up and threw me onto the bed before climbing on top of me. I pulled him closer so I could kiss him, but instead he sat up to unbuckle his belt and unzipping his pants before hovering over me again.

“Wait, we can’t do this,” I pushed him up. I swear I heard Jay sigh in relief, but that wasn’t what I meant. I stood up and walked to my jeans that were in the middle of the room. With the condom in my hand, I walked back to Tony before putting it on the bedside table. I straddled him and kissed him.

“There, now we can take these off,” I reached for his unbuckled and unzipped jeans and slowly pulled them down. The bulge in Tony’s boxers showed me how excited he was. I left a trail of kisses just above the elastic of his boxers and hooked my fingers on it.

“Ok, ok. I’m leaving. I don’t need to see Tony naked, let alone when he’s excited,” Jay put down his book and left the room without saying another word.

I rapidly pulled down Tony’s boxers, “I do though.”

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Vic’s POV

There was a loud bang at the door and Jaime, Mike, and I all looked at each other. Jaime and I thought Noortje would definitely go through with her plan, but Mike was sceptical about it. I don’t know why he was sceptical about it though, he was normally the one that would think stuff like this would happen. Maybe it was because he thought Noortje and Tony would be more careful after the miscarriage. We were all really careful around Noortje with subject like that, but she seemed to be the one to always bring them up. She was very complicated.

I opened the door to find Jay standing there. He looked terrified and I laughed as I let him in. Jaime cheered as he saw him while Mike started asking him questions… pretty personal and graphic questions.

“Did you see any body parts?” Mike asked.

“Luckily not. I was literally this close though. If I would have gotten up 1 second later I definitely would have,” Jay shook his head, “I didn’t know they were this crazy. Them seem the most innocent in the band.”

I laughed loudly, “Just because Noortje didn’t have sex for 4 years before she got together with Tony, doesn’t mean she doesn’t go all out. I’m pretty sure Tony goes along with it, but then again, which straight guy doesn’t like a girl that does that type of stuff.”

Jay rolled his eyes before squinting them, “wait, hold on, 4 years? I thought she’d been here for 7? She didn’t have a boyfriend or any sexual partners… right?”

“Ooooh, Vic!” Jaime hollered.

“What?” I asked. They couldn’t know.

“We all know,” Mike smirked.

“Know what?” Jay asked.

“Vic here had sex with Noortje a couple of years ago,” Mike hit my shoulder as if he were proud of me.

I rolled my eyes, “We were both extremely drunk, she doesn’t remember anything, I only remember glimpses of it. It’s no big deal. Plus, she dated a guy for a short time when she moved in with me.”

“No big deal? You had sex with one of your best friends without having any problems afterwards. How is that not a big deal!”

“How do you know about this anyway?”

Jaime chuckled, “You wouldn’t stop blushing in that one interview in which Noortje mentioned she did have sex with one of us. Everybody could see.”

I groaned, “Shit. Anyway, it doesn’t matter. I didn’t have feelings for her then, I don’t have them now, and she’s happy with Tony.”

“Are you sure?” Jay asked.

“Yeah, why wouldn’t it be?”

“Well,” Mike started, “You must have felt something or you wouldn’t have slept with her in the first place.”

True. I used to feel something for her at the very beginning, but I had a girlfriend at the time so I didn’t pursue it. I told myself I didn’t have feelings for her. Maybe my drunk self forgot about that and went for it anyway.

I continued listening to Mike, “Danielle has the same hair and same eyes as Noortje.”

Was that really the reason why I asked Danielle to be my girlfriend, because she reminded me of Noortje? No, I couldn’t have. I loved Danielle for her, not for Noortje. It was just a coincidence.

Jaime added something, “you’ve also been obsessed about getting Noortje and Tony together. Maybe it was just you trying to avoid your feeling for Noortje. If they were together you wouldn’t have to worry about the way you felt.”

I ran everything through my head. Jaime, Jay and Mike seemed to be pretty convinced that I was in love with Noortje. But was I really, or were they just looking at everything wrong? Maybe they were right.

“Shit,” I mumbled and sat down emotionlessly on the bed.

Notes



Plot Twist! So the is the second to last chapter! I was going to add another part , but decided it didn't fit in anymore. I won't write an epilogue, instead I'm going to start a sequel. So expect that to be up in the coming week.

- DSN

Comments

@Nickyvlxx
Hahaha, thank you. You can totally see how my writing has developed in this story; the first chapters are written so bad. I'm excited for our story as well.

Yaaaaay I read it all! I finished it! I loved it, babe. You're an amazing writer and I'm happy I get to work together with you :) ♡

@Nickyvlxx
Thank you so much. I remember writing chapter three when I was in a really weird mood; I was so confused about everything. I'm Dutch as well, but (as I recall you saying somewhere at the beginning of the story; I have a really weird memory for weird things) English is my first language because I've been speaking it a lot more than Dutch since I was very young. But this wasn't the reason I chose to make her Dutch, I wanted something European and put some random countries in a hat (well, on a website, but same thing) and it came out. So yay!

I have read 3 chapters now and I honestly love it! You have a beautiful writing style and the story is really unique! I also kind of relate to Noortjes feelings. I have the same problems with reality. And I like it a lot that she is dutch because I am too :p

I'M STILL READING!!

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12/5/15