Noortje’s POV

I was sharing a hotel room with Mike. We were now somewhere in Asia, I think possibly in Malaysia. It was week six of the tour so I honestly had no idea what day it was and where we were. For all I know it might be 2060, January, and a Friday. But, hey, it’s not that important if you have a tour manager that keeps you organized. I’m pretty sure we would have missed all our shows without Jay.

For some reason I was getting hornier and hornier everyday. Before you ask, yes I have tried using my hand. It was quite difficult finding times I could do it without getting caught. Normally the shower was a good place. But it just wasn’t satisfying, it just added to the feeling. I seriously couldn’t take it anymore. I fucking needed someone inside of me, and I needed it right now.

“Mike,” I whined, dragging out the I.
“What?” He copied my tone of voice.
“Nevermind.”
“You can’t just do that!”
“No, seriously, nevermind.”
“You have to tell me!”
“Just leave it.”
“I won’t stop asking unless you tell me.”
I groaned. I shouldn’t have started this.
“But it’s too embarrassing.” I moaned.
“I don’t care, tell me.”
I sighed and moved around on my bed, so my head was hanging off the edge. Like this my face would already get red, and he wouldn’t see me blush.
“I’m just really fucking horny.” I blurted out and slapped my hands over my mouth. I wasn’t supposed to say that.
Mike laughed, “Well I’m not finger you, or giving you oral sex, or just sex in general.”
“Ew, No!” I sat upright again, “No offense, but I wouldn’t have sex with you.”
“Well, you might have already done it with me.” He joked.
“Yeah, no. I already figured that out.” Shit. Please don’t ask me how I know. Please don’t ask me how I know. I can’t tell him about the first time for Tony and I.
“How?”
“Umm… I have a sort of boyfriend, remember?” Have, had… It’s basically the same thing, right?
“Sort of boyfriend?”
“Yes, now shut up.” I threw my pillow at him.

I was flicking through the channels of the TV, trying to find something that looked good.
Mike suddenly spoke up, “Have you tried masturbating?”
“What,” I was shocked by his sudden outburst.
“Have you tried masturbating?”
I went to say something, but was interrupted by Mike, “And don’t lie. I’ll know if you lie.”
“Umm… yea…” I whispered.
“I knew those extra long showers were suspicious!” Mike grinned.
“Shut up. Besides, it hasn’t helped.”
“Hmm… Have you tried using a vibrator?”
“Umm… No?”
“So why don’t you go buy one and try it out. There, problem solved.”
“Umm, no. Problem not solved. It’s way too awkward to buy one. Plus if somebody, like a fan, catches me, I’ll have no clue what to do.”
“Ill buy it for you.”
I started laughing really loud, “Are you actually being serious?”
“Yea, why not?”
“Oh, you are actually being serious…”
“Yes, and we’re going now.”
He pulled me up by my arms and dragged me out of the room before I could complain.

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Tony’s POV

I was wondering around the city by myself. I didn’t really want to be around anybody right now. All I could think about was how I messed up badly. I got Noortje to ignore me, Jay to be mad at me for being drunk, and I knew for sure I was also being a burden to anybody else around me. For all I knew, nobody really cared.

All I wanted was to go back to the hotel, hopefully Jay would be out, and sleep. I was about halfway back to the hotel when I saw Mike and Noortje out together. Nothing to worry about, right? Nope, a lot to worry about. It wasn’t that they were out together, but it was more about where they were going. They were going shopping, but not just any kind of shopping.

I saw Mike and Noortje stop at a tree. Mike was trying to convince Noortje to do something, but she kept hesitating before finally giving in. He walked down the street and entered a sex shop. I immediately got very nervous and hoped it wasn’t what I was expecting. I kept my distance and looked at Noortje who was anxiously playing with her hands and kept looking around, as if she was afraid of being caught. Even though she looked tired and like she hadn’t had anything to eat in weeks, she still looked amazing. I guess I’ll always be mesmerized by this girl. She will always be the one I’ll be infatuated with.

Mike walked out with a shopping bag in his hands and returned to Noortje. He handed it to Noortje, who quickly put it in her purse. She stood on her tiptoes and kissed his cheek. They walked off and Mike wrapped his arm around her shoulders.

Shit! Shit, shit, shit, SHIT! I really messed this one up, didn’t I? I can’t believe I fucking messed this up! Of course I do this! I finally find a girl who I really like and I just break her heart. And now she’s fucking one of my bestfriends! I had to stop them. I can’t just stand here and let them get it on. No way that’s happening. All I have to do is ‘accidentally’ walk in on them and act like I didn’t know what was going on. So no running, just speed walking, I have to make this realistic.

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The anticipation grew as I came closer and closer to their hotel room. I was going to stop them and make sure she doesn’t sleep with him. I suddenly stopped in my tracks. What if I actually caught them? What would I do? I should just stop thinking about it and act in the moment. That would be a good idea… Right? I don’t know.

I took a deep breath and turned the corner to find Mike sitting against the wall next to his hotel room door? What? I walked up to him and gave him a confused look.
“Lost your keys?” I asked suspiciously.
“Nope.” He grinned as he looked up at me.
“Got sent out?”
“Nope.”
“Then why the hell are you sitting here?”
Mike shrugged. There was something he knew and there was something very skeptical about it.
“So what’s up?” Mike changed the topic.
“I was just wondering if you guys wanted to get something to eat.”
“Yea sure.” He stood up and started walking down the corridor.
“What about Noortje?”
“She’s fine.”
“Ok…?” I followed Mike.

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Mike and I were sitting in some restaurant we had found. We had tried making conversation, and it was going all good, but I could stop thinking about what happened earlier. What did Mike buy? Why was he waiting outside? And why was Noortje not here with us?

“I know what’s on your mind.” Mike interrupted.
“You do?” I asked.
“Yeah,” He put his sandwich back on his plate, “You want to know why I didn’t bother to ask Noortje to come with us.”
I looked at him with wide eyes. How did he know?
“You see. That just gave it away. I didn’t actually know.” Mike laughed.
“Well, yeah. You just kinda walked away without even considering it.”
“I just figured she wasn’t finished yet.”
“Finished with what?” I said a bit too quickly.
“I’ll tell you, but make sure you keep it a secret. She would kill me if she knew I told you.”
I nodded.
“She’s a girl, she has needs too.”
“Needs?”
“Sex, Tony, sex.”
“I’m sorry, what?”
“Ok, let me explain this step by step. She’s horny, accidentally tells me, I help her by buying some… ‘things’, I let her be alone in the hotel room. Finished.”
My mouthed formed an ‘o’ shape.
“Thank god,” I breathed out.
“What?”
“Umm… nothing.”

I was so relieved. Noortje was actually not fucking Mike. I had nothing to worry about. Or at least I think… Please tell me there was nothing to worry about. All I needed to do now was to make her mine again. But before I can do that, I should probably try to apologize so we can at least be friends. That would make me at least a tiny bit happy.

Notes

Sorry for the shorter chapter. I barely had any time to write.

I'll inform you guys already that I won't be able to update tomorrow. I probably won't be home till 10 pm and I'll still have to do homework. But I'll probably update on Friday again. So look forward to that.

Stuff will be happening pretty soon!

- DSN