The pact

Later, years and years later, I realised I just had had the first Vic Fuentes fan girl attack ever.
It just came as such a surprise to me that he could sing. Normally I was always the one singing along and screaming the lyrics like a lunatic (see what I did there?). He was normally just laughing at me and tapping his foot at the beat.
But holy shit that kid had an amazing voice! After that I asked him to sing all the time. First he was a bit shy about it, but after a few weeks he was already singing before I could even ask.
Casey left two days after the party on January the second, but not before she had a make out session at the airport with Mike for at least ten minutes. I just hoped she hadn't fallen in love with him, because that would mean she'd have a broken heart now for leaving him.
Before she left she hugged me. As she pulled away she gave me two letters.
''This one is for you.'' She said pushing an envelope with my name on it in my hands. ''Open it when you get home. And this one.'' She said waving with the second letter. ''Is not for you. You cannot read it. You're gonna give this to Vic, okay? Promise you won't read it.''
''Why ?'' I had asked.
''Because you're to god damn curious, Luna. That's why. Now promise it.''
I had no idea why I couldn't read it, but I had to trust her. So I sighed and promised her not to open it.
After that she had disappeared into the plain and flown off. I was going to miss her so bad. I loved my new friends, but sometimes I just needed Casey. And I found it hard for her to be away. I found it hard to not be able to run to her and hug her. She didn't feel like a friend to me, but like a sister.
The first day of school came by way too soon again. I was honestly terrified to go to school again. Jessie had threatened me at the last day before Christmas break, but I had almost forgot about it during it. She had so much influence at this school, she would probably come up with something horrible.
As I walked down the hall of the school I felt like everyone was looking at me. It was probably nothing, I was imagining it. I didn't see anyone looking at me, it just felt like they were. Maybe I was just becoming paranoid. It made me nervous though.
My first class was Chemistry. I saw Vic in his usual seat and the nerves from earlier turned into really different nerves. It was the first time I had seen him after the new years day party.
I walked towards my seat next to him, almost saying 'hey' to him, but I remembered on time that I couldn't.
I had gotten so used to talking to him over the holidays that I had forgotten that I was supposed to ignore him at school.
Ugh, I also remembered how much I hated that.
In the middle of the lesson I tried, as low key as possible, to push Casey's letter over the table to his side of the table.
He looked up surprised as she saw the letter. He picked it up, opened it and started reading it.
I tried to read his face out of the corner of my eyes.
His face went from confused, to smiling. After a few second his smile disappeared and all the colour drained from his face. At the last part of the letter he started bushing. I really wanted to ask him about what it was, but I couldn't talk to him and even if I could, he probably couldn't tell me.
He folded the letter, put it back in the envelope and hid it in his backpack. What would Casey have told him? Did she say something about me?

As I was walking towards my locker to pick up my books for the period after the break, I noticed that people were actually staring at me. And I mean actually staring. I wasn't imagining it. Some looked away quick as I looked at them, some didn't even try to hide that they were staring.
I also noticed that they were all holding the same flyer. I couldn't see what was on it, but I feared it was something about me.
I tried to ignore the faces, but I already felt the tears burning behind my eyes. Why was I so sensitive? This was exactly what they wanted, they wanted to see me hurt.
I opened my locker and put my books in my bag as I noticed the same flyer as everyone was holding laying in the back of my locker.
It was a red flyer with black letters. As I grabbed it I saw my own face at the cover. My heart sank. Above my face was written with black letters: 'Why the new girl isn't as innocent as she looks.'
Holding back my tears felt like the hardest thing on earth now. It said bad things about me, I was sure now. But how much could she know? How far would she go to find information about me? Would she make things up?
My hands trembled as I opened the flyer. The first page contained a ridiculous picture of me dancing on Mike's party. The party on which I was drunk. You could tell by the photo. I was standing on a table, dancing. My head was sweaty, my mouth was open, my hands were in the air and a bit of stomach was shown underneath my shirt.
Could it get any worse than this? Yes. Yes it could.
On the next page was written in black letters:

Luna Fall is the pretty new girl from England. Everyone loves her and she seems really innocent. But don't let her looks and British accent fool you. She does more harm than you think. Let me tell you some reasons why:
·She broke the heart of her best friend, letting him kiss her first and after that she told him that she didn't love him. After that she danced with a lot of other guys on the same party. Oops...Kind of slutty!
·That wasn't the only slutty thing Mrs. Fall ever did. No. When she lived in England she kissed the boyfriend of one of her best friends. How could she do such a thing?
·Not only is she slutty, but she is also mean. Junior Jessie Jansen only wanted to help her and be her friend, as Luna was new at school and had no one to talk to. As they were bonding Luna just let Jessie down, without giving any reason why. Damn...
·And this is the last but definitely not the least reason why you should hate Luna Fall: She's dating Vic Fuentes. The traitor of the school, the guy that kicked a guy into the hospital for three months. Into bad boys, huh Luna?

Underneath was a picture of me and Vic on the roof. I had my head on his shoulder and he had his arm wrapped around mine. Someone must've taken it down from the ground.
How did she know these things? I stood there for a moment in shock. Just looking at the flyer in my hand. I didn't believe this really happened.
I looked around me and everyone shot me angry looks. No, disgusted looks. They were disgusted by me. Just like my mom was. Just like I was.
I couldn't stop the tears from falling. I really tried to, but I just couldn't hold them in.
Still I didn't want to let go of all my tears. I dried them and walked towards the cafeteria with my face looking to the ground. I needed Tony, Mike and Jaime to comfort me. They usually made everything better.
As I saw them standing at their usual spot, I ran to Jaime and fell in his arm. I started sobbing and I didn't really care about the fact that the whole cafeteria was looking at me. All I could think was that now everyone hated me, everyone now knew how disgusting I really was.
Jaime stroked my hair as I let all my tears flow on my shoulder. I felt a hand patting my shoulder and I recognised it to be Tony's. I was so happy that they were there for me. It made the whole thing slightly better. At least I wouldn't be alone like last time something like this happened.
''It will be okay, Luna.'' Jaime said whispering to my hair.
I knew it wouldn't be. I knew that it never was going to be okay again, but I didn't say anything.
After a few minutes I pulled back. I looked to my left and saw an angry looking Mike. I suddenly realised that he must've been furious about the Vic part. ''Mike, I can explain...'' I started.
''Explain what?'' he said calm, too calm. ''You are dating my fucking brother.''
I didn't realise back then that the whole cafeteria was looking at us. ''No I'm not.''
''Bullshit, Luna! I saw the fucking picture!'' He was now screaming at me, making big arm gestures.
''I'm not dating Vic!'' I screamed back. I was so angry that he didn't believe me. ''We are friends Mike. Nothing happened between us!''
''Do you think I fucking care whether you are his friend or his girlfriend? You talked to him, that's enough to lose my trust! You know how I think about him!'' He looked me right in the eyes. He had a frightening look on his face. I wasn't scared of him though. I was too mad for that.
''You are blowing this up way too much, Mike. I can be friends with whoever I want to be friends with. You're not going to tell me how to live my life!''
''You have to chose. Me or him. You can't be my friend if your friends with the person that ruined my fucking childhood!'' He screamed so loud that the hairs on my arm stood up.
''That person is you brother, Mike! You're own flesh and blood, your family. You used to look up to him. He ruined your childhood? More like you ruined his! You fucking asshole! You just stopped standing up for him, leaving him to rot!'' I can't believe I actually said these words out loud. I was always thinking them, and now I let it out.
Mike's face went calm again. He started laughing. A hysterical laugh. Why was he laughing? ''You think that's how it went, Luna? Did he tell you that or did you just assume? Do you really think I was the one that started ignoring him? Did he actually tell you his part of the story?''
I didn't say anything. Vic had never told me anything. I just assumed it was Mike who let Vic down. I suddenly realised how little I knew.
It didn't matter though. No person deserved to be ignored like this, tortured like this. I might've been wrong about this part, but I was to mad to give in. ''It doesn't matter.'' I said. ''I don't want to be friends with someone who threats his own brother like this. Fuck, I don't want to be friends with anyone who threats another person like this. He would never make me chose between him and you. You just do that because you're selfish.''
Mike's face showed no emotion. ''If you walk away now, I never want to see you again.'' He turned around to Jaime and Tony. ''Same goes for you two. You either chose for her or for me if she leaves.''
I looked at Tony hoping he'd support me. Tony was the sweetest thing on this thing called earth, he would see how wrong this was. Right?
He looked down, avoiding my eyes. That was a no. I felt my heart break.
Then I looked at Jaime. My first friend here. My support. My walking-home-buddy. He looked at me and I saw tears falling from his eyes. ''I'm so sorry.'' He said without making sound.
That was the last drop for me. I had lost all of my friends in England and I was so happy that I that I started trusting people again over here. That I had found people who I could trust. And now they stabbed me in the back too.
'That's not weird. They also think you are disgusting.' a voice in my head said.
Warm tears rolled down my cheek. ''I see.'' I said. ''I didn't expect that from you guys, but I guess that only makes it hurt more. But it's okay. I'll do this on my own, like I did everything on my own, my whole life. It's time that this pact is broken. ''
I turned around and saw that the whole cafeteria was staring at me, deadly quiet. My eyes soon found Vic's frightened face, sitting in his usual corner of the cafeteria, by his own.
He begged me with his eyes not to do this, but it was too late. I walked towards him and sat down next to him.
''No, no, no!'' He said still looking frightened. ''Don't this Luna. Stand up, walk away! They'll hurt you!''
I laid my head back against the wall. ''It doesn't matter. They will anyway.''
''They will ignore, just like me. You'll be all alone.''
''Yeah, I will be alone. But remember, Vic, we're alone together.''

Notes

Sorry if this sucks. I wrote it really fast because I was so excited for you guys to read this part!
So yeah, sorry that it's shorter than usual.

So, I don't know what the next chapter will be called yet, but I know that one of the next chapter will be called 'sing'. So if you want to know what happens next, listen to 'my chemical romance-sing.'
but I don't know when that chapter will be up XD

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Nicky