*Max's POV*

"Are your feet sore?" Tony asked, I shrugged, "No?" I said as I kept walking with a limp, I mean they were but I didn't care, "Are you sure?" He asked, I shrugged again, "Yes?" I said as we walked towards our room, "Are you annoyed at me?" He asked, I sighed and stopped walking, "What is this twenty one questions?" I asked, rolling my eyes and continuing to walk again, "Look Max, I'm sorry if your mad at me, I'm just trying to think about your health?" Tony said standing behind me as I kept walking, I opened the door and turned around, looking at him, "Are you coming or not?" I asked him, he gave a faint smile and nodded as he walked over, I walked into the room and headed straight to the bathroom, I stared at myself in the mirror, Tony was right, I was a mess, I shook the thoughts of what happened earlier out of my head and got ready for bed, "Max?" Tony shouted as he closed the door, "I'm here" I said walking out and grabbing my water and tablet, "Are you mad at me?" He asked sitting next to me on the bed, I just shrugged, taking my tablet and drinking the water, "I'm sorry, it's just I want to look after you but I can't when-" he said but I cut him off, "I don't want your pity, I just want to sleep, goodnight, Tone" I said bluntly, before lying down and pulling the duvet over my head, but leaving a small hole so I could breath and see what was happening, "Goodnight" he said quietly as he pulled off his clothes, I mean, I may have been annoyed with him but he was good looking, he turned around and caught me staring, I hadn't noticed that I stuck my head out even further, "You alright there?" He laughed, I gave a small embarrassed laugh and hid my face again, I started to go red as I began to laugh, "That wasn't a free show you know?" He said as he climbed in beside me and pulled the duvet off my head, "Whoopise" I said covering my face with my hands, I felt him roll over, he pulled my hands away from my face and stared at me, "You're beautiful, do you know that?" Tony said smiling, I beamed back at him, suddenly we found ourselves slowly leaning in until our lips crashed, as we started making out Tony's hands started to wander, he finally rested them on my hips, he tried to pull down my shorts but I jumped back, I stared at him in fright, "I can't" I said, tears building up in my eyes, "I know baby" he said, holding his arm out for me to cuddle with him, I shuffled over and lay down, falling asleep in his arms.

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-Next Day-

*Tony's POV*

I was awoken by a cold feel in the air, I opened my eyes to see the sheets were half off me and max was no where to be seen, "Max!?" I shouted as I stood up, stretching and scratching my stomach, I noticed there were clothes laid out on the chair for me and my suitcase was packed and standing at the door, Max's bag and suitcase was gone and there was also a note on the dressing table, "I'm away down for breakfast, meet us on the tour bus, I love you, Max xx" I read over it and nodded, quickly getting dressed and tidying everything up before grabbing the room key, my suitcase, phone and walking downstairs, as I was checking Max and I out I heard her laugh, I walked outside and she was standing leaning up against the wall with Mike in front of her, they went quite as soon as I noticed them, Mike was standing with a cigarette in his hand and Max's face dropped, "Morning?" I said, walking over and kissing her, she quickly turned her face to the side so I only kissed her cheek, I gave her a knowing glance, "If what I think is happening, is happening, it better not be" I said, looking at them both, Max just shrugged, "Dunno what you're talking about mate?" Mike said, I turned to look at him and heard Max snicker, I turned back to her and her face went straight, I rolled my eyes and walked over to the tour bus, handing Jerry my luggage and hopping on, Vic and Jaime were playing cards, "About time?" Jaime announced, I just laughed, "Can I ask you guys a question?" I said, they both placed their cards down and looked at me, nodding, "Is Max smoking with Mike?" I asked, looking at the both of them outside, laughing, Vic and Jaime's face went serious, "Well I mean... I wouldn't say they were uh smoking... Ummm.. Jaime?" Vic said pointing to Jaime for him to finish, "Well you see... We don't know?" Jaime said, looking back at his deck of cards with his lips pursed, "Has she told you?" I asked, they looked at me a little worried, nodding, "Yeah, how are you?" Vic asked, I looked at him confused, "I'm fine, I guess, how?" I asked, he just shook his head, turning back to his cards, "No reason?" He murmured, he knew something, I was sure of it, "Vic!?" I said in a serious voice, "Okay, don't tell her I said this but Max isn't doing too well, I mean I caught her crying at breakfast this morning and that was when she spilled everything, she told me about the miscarriage, the drinking and the smoking" he said, with a sympathetic smile, I nodded knowingly, "Oh there is another thing?" Vic said before I walked away, I looked at him and cocked an eyebrow, "She may or not be high, right now?" He said, looking as if he wished he never said that, I looked at him, anger rising in me.

"You mean to tell me that MY WIFE IS OUT THERE GETTING HIGH WITH THAT FUCKING DICKHEAD!?" I shouted, he nodded a little, I sighed and walked out, I saw Mike and Max dancing to their own beat, "MAX!" I shouted as I walked over to her, she looked at me, "Uh oh" she said hiding behind Mike, "Come here!" I lowered my voice a little, he sighed and walked over, "Okay don't lie to me, are you high?" I asked, studying her, she turned and looked at Mike, they laughed and she turned back around and nodded, I sighed and shook my head before taking a hold of her wrist and pulling her towards the bus, "Come on" I said, I felt her struggle behind me, "HELP! I'M BEING KIDNAPPED, PLEASE SOMEONE, HELP!" She cried out before, sliding down to the ground and laying down, "Max, get up" I said, trying to pull her up, "No!" She cried, I sighed, "Stop causing a scene" I said rolling my eyes, she just started laughing, I sighed and picked her up throwing her over my shoulder, "PUT ME DOWWNNNN!" She cried kicking and screaming, I just ignored her as I walked on to the bus and placed her on the couch, she looked at me with her arms crossed and sad face, I saw her looking at the door and then back at me, finally she made her move, she stood up and was about to run out but I caught her and placed her back on the couch, "Fine!" She said, getting up and walking over to the fridge grabbing her water and walking through to the toilet, "What are you doing?" I asked as she closed the door and locked it, "I'm taking my tablet is that okay with you, dad?" She said, I rolled my eyes as Vic and Jaime started laughing, finally Mike came on and we could leave. After about 10 or 20 minutes Max finally came out of the bathroom and went into the bunks, I heard her on the phone or something, "Hi Tay, yeah don't bother bringing Alexis down, I can't be dealing with her, I have so much going on at the moment, if you decide you can't handle her just take her over to Jaime's moms or Mr and Mrs Fuentes'?" She said, "Yeah okay, thank you so much, bye, love you too!" She said, finishing up, I walked through and saw her on her phone, scrolling through her tumblr, "Babe, I'm really sorry I shouted at you" I said, sitting beside her, she just looked at me and smiled, "It was both our faults, don't worry about it" she said, as she leaned into me and rested her head on my shoulder, "I love you" I said, kissing her head, "I love you too" she said before standing up, "Pancakes?" She asked, I nodded, I hadn't had any breakfast so pancakes sound amazing to me right now, she laughed and walked out, I don't know what I'd do without her to be honest, I really don't?

"Aren't you eating?" I asked as we all sat at the table and dug into our pancakes, Max shook her head no, "I'm not hungry, I'll have some toast later?" She said, sitting on the counter and watching us eat, I nodded and continued to eat my pancakes, when we were done, we had finally arrived at the venue, "Okay guys, sound check!" Max announced as we all walked out to the doors to get in, "I'll grab SWS!" She announced, knocking on their bus and getting them, we all walked out to the venue and Max got stopped by a couple of fans, they handed her bags and bags of things, no one knew what it was because they were all wrapped up in the bag, as we were doing sound check, Max decided to open everything, I heard her crying on the floor, I walked over and looked at her, "What's wrong baby?" I asked, she just looked up, "It's all baby clothes!" She said crying even harder, I nodded and knelt down beside her, it's okay, we'll get through this after tonight, we'll make a video or something on Insta, okay?" I asked, she just nodded and clinged on to my neck as I stood back up and carried her over to the chair beside the stage as the doors were getting opened, the curtains were closed for SWS as they were performing first, "Tony?" Max asked as we were about to go on stage, I looked at her with hopeful eyes, "I think these tablets are having weird side effects, can I go back to the bus?" She asked, I nodded, kissing her lips quickly, "Yeah baby, if you need me just text okay? I love you" I said, kissing her again, she nodded smiling into the kiss, " I love you too" she said before leaving, she did look pretty white?

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