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I Promise You, Someday

I'm Doing Fine

*Max's POV*
*3 Weeks Later (21 Weeks Pregnant)*

Today was the day of my doctors appointment, after we came back from Mexico I was getting sharp pains in my stomach so I want to see what is wrong and make sure the baby is okay, Tony and the guys were on a tour right now so I'm going to meet them at the airport after my doctors appointment, I threw my packed suitcase in the trunk of my car, which Danielle, Vic, Tay, Jaime and Mike got me as a pregnancy and wedding combined present in a way it was kind of Tony's too so I didn't have to keep stealing his, then went and got Alexis, "Come on baby" I said, reaching my hand out as she took it, "Where are we going mommy?" She asked as we walked to the car, "I'm going to see daddy and you are going to Tay's, I will see you in two days, okay?" I said strapping her in, she nodded as I closed the door and jumping in myself, finally we reached Jaime and Tay's house, she was standing outside, "Hey!" I said leaning out of my window waving, she waved back as she came up to get Alex, "Look I'd love to stay and chat but I need to be at the doctors in 15 minut-ahhh!" I said holding my stomach in pain as there was another sharp kick, "Are you okay?" Taylor asked looking at me concerned, I nodded and said my goodbyes before speeding off down to the doctors, finally I arrived, I jumped out and ran in, checking in and taking a seat, with in two minutes of sitting there I was called through, "Hello Max, what seems to be the problem?" Nurse O'Neil asked, I placed a hand over my stomach, "I've been getting a lot of sharp pains the past couple of weeks" I said, she nodded and smiled, "If you could lie down on the bed and take off your jacket, unbutton your jeans and pull up your top" she said, I did as I was instructed as she put the gel on my stomach and started waving the wand on it, eventually a picture appeared on the screen and her smile dimmed down a little, "How many weeks did you say?" She asked while staring at the screen, "Uh 21?" I said, looking at her confused, she nodded and smiled again before excusing herself, I was getting a little worried as this had never happened with Alexis before, soon the nurse returned with a doctor, they look at the monitor and whispered about something before the nurse said her goodbyes and left, "Okay Max, I'm Doctor Dalton" he said holding a hand out which I shook in return and gave a faint smile, "You've been having pains, yes?" He asked, I nodded still pretty worried, "Okay, if you could get dressed and cleaned up and meet me next door?" He asked handing me baby wipes and walking out, I did as I was told and got ready.

I knocked on the door and walked in, Doctor Dalton was sitting at his desk watching me, I smiled and closed the door before taking a seat, he had two small white boxes in front of him with my name and address on them, "Okay Max, we have found the cause of the pains" he started, I nodded slowly, "Unfortunately it has turned out to be the fetus, Max, I'm sorry to inform you, that you have actually... Miscarried" he said, trailing off , I looked at him in disbelief and laughed a little, "No, no that's not possible, I did everything I did with this pregnancy as I did with my last one, that's not possible..." I said , my face turning from disbelief to sorrow, the tears started to build in my eyes, "Mrs Perry, I'm afraid it is, I'm so sorry" he said, I nodded, stunned that this had happened, I held back my emotions and tears as he continued, "Here are some tablets, take them three times a day for two weeks, the fetus should be washed out you by then" he said handing me the boxes, I nodded and got up to leave, "Max please give your husband my deepest condolences" he said before I left, I started to panic even more, I have to tell Tony, I pushed all the thoughts out of my head and raced to my car, I sat in there for a while crying my eyes out until my phone started ringing it was Mike, "Hello?" I answered wiping my eyes and nose as I also started the car, "Hello Max, where are you?" He asked, "Uhh I'm just leaving the doctors now, I'm about 45 minutes away" I said, "Okay, have you been crying?" He asked, I sniffed a little before wiping my nose again, "No, I have to go I can't drive and talk, bye!" I said quickly, "Max wait-" He said but I hung up, sighing, I put my phone down and started to drive, fast. When I got there I was 20 minutes early for the flight so I sat in my car, crying a little more, as I thought about what had just happened, I don't think it has fully set in yet, I don't think it ever will? I flipped down my mirror and pulled my make up bag out of my hand bag, I started touching m eyeliner, lipstick and foundation, I put eye drops in my eyes to change them from red back to normal, I took a deep breath in and let it out before hopping out of the car, popping the trunk, taking my suitcase and making my way into the airport, when I got in I saw Jaime and Vic first, thankfully they had their backs to me, I stopped dead in my tracks, I saw Jaime laugh a little and move to the side, then I saw Tony, also laughing, I felt the tears build up in my eyes and I turned around, going to walk away, I heard someone shouting my name, I swiftly turned around, Mike was standing, Tony was beside him, Vic was on the phone looking and waving at me and Jaime was beside Mike staring at me too, I smiled and waved a little, "Where are you going?" Mike asked, "Oh I umm, left my phone in the car?" I shouted before turning on my heels and running out, I got back to my car and unlocked it, I sat in it, thinking about how happy Tony looked, I didn't want to be the one to destroy that, I was on the edge of tears when there was a knock at my window it was Mike.

I rolled my window down and smiled at him, "Did you get your phone?" He asked, I looked at him confused, "My wha- Oh r ight uh yeah, here it is!" I said accidentally knocking my phone out of my pocket and leaning down to pick it up, he smiled and lifted my suitcase from the side of the car and ran back inside, I braced myself as I walked inside slowly, I saw Tony smile and wave at me, I smiled and gave a small wave back, as I walked towards him he started to seed up as he also walked towards me, he finally embraced me in a hug, "I've missed you" he said , I smiled and patted his back, "I've missed you too, baby" I said, as the tears started to flow down my face, when we pulled away, he went to put a hand on my stomach, I immediately pulled away and walked over to Mike and hugged him, "Hi" he laughed, wrapping his arms around me, I looked at Tony out of the corner of my eye who was standing there confused as to what just happened, "Let's go get ready to board" Mike said, wrapping his arm around my shoulder and walking over to the conveyor belt, we put my suitcase on and went through security check, "So who am I sitting next to on the plane then?" I asked as I sat down next to Mike, Tony sat down on the other side of me and grabbed a hold of my hand, tight, "Uhh well there is a seat next to Vic or Tony?" Mike said shrugging, I nodded, "I think I'll sit next to Tony?" I said, Mike nodded and I saw Tony smiling, "Flight 3B887, San Diego to Missouri boarding now!" The flight attendant spoke, I immediately stood up and rushed over to the flight attendant handing her my ticket and rushing on board, "Max, wait up!" Tony shouted as I stood at the bottom of the stairs, he ran over and caught up with me, he opened his mouth to say something but closed it when the others came running over, "Ready?" I asked looking at everyone, they nodded and I walked up the stair with them following closely behind, I sat down on the outside and Tony sat next to me, "How did the doctors appointment go?" He asked once we were seated, I looked at him, I started to panic as I felt the tears build up in my eyes, "Uhh there is actually something I need to talk about at the hotel?" I said, he looked at me concerned and nodded. A couple of hours later, Tony was asleep, this was as good a time as any to go take these tablets, I quickly pulled them out of my bag with my water and got up, as I was rushing to the toilet, I felt a tight hold on my wrist causing me to drop the box, I turned to see who it was, it was Mike, I immediately froze, he looked at me concerned, "What's up?" He asked, I shook my head and smiled, he eyed me up before looking at the floor and noticing the box, he picked it up and read it, "Mifepristone!? The doctor gave you Mifepristone!!" He said, looking at me concerned, I quickly grabbed the box out of his hands and ran to the toilet without a word, I locked it behind me and broke down, Mike knew, I knew Mike knew, he isn't that stupid, I sat down on the floor, with my legs up at my chest, crying, all I could do was cry, I was interrupted when there was a knock at the door, I quickly stood up and composed myself, taking one of the small pills and drinking my water, I washed my hands and walked out to a middle aged man standing there, I smiled and walked past him, getting caught again, by Mike.

Notes

Max had a miscarriage!! :0

I know I said that I was going to take a break but I couldn't do it, I think I'm addicted?

Also I don't know if you can have a miscarriage at 21 weeks (5 months and a week) but I'm pretty sure you can, I'm not actually that smart I just googled the name for the miscarriage pills.

Comments

You really made it your goal to hurt my heart in the end of the story

@traceytrace_

That was kinda my thing so don't worry we can be band trash together and aww thank you!!

Lauren Lauren
10/28/15

ok maybe it's just me but every time Andy shows up all i can picture is andy biersack hahaha and then wasn't the paramedic named Craig? somebody was named craig and it made me think craig mabbitt. maybe it's just cuz i'm absolute band member trash or maybe it's because i binge read this story until 2-3 am every night

traceytrace_ traceytrace_
10/28/15

@Sierra

Aww haha thank you

Lauren Lauren
10/10/15

This is really good. I can't deal with all the feels :'(

Sierra Sierra
10/8/15