It's gonna be okay.
Tours. Tours. Tours.
Siren's POV
"A week?!" I exclaimed, my eyes wide. Tony sighed sadly and nodded. "That's okay. It's only Warped, I'll survive, like all those other times." I told him, instantly becoming unsure of my answer. "That's exactly why I'm worried. I don't want to come home to you covered in blood again, because I'll be scared that I'll be too late this time." Tony stood up from the sofa and wrapped his arms around my waist gently.
"I don't want to lose you Siren." Tony sighed, resting his forehead on mine. It was amazing how much Tony worried, and at the end of the day, he was rght. God knows what would happen if he left me alone, because Tony knows that I'm dangerous to myself when I'm alone. "Well what else are we going to do?" I told him, resting my head on his chest.
"How about you go back on merch girl and tour with us?" Tony suggested. "Tony, I don't know." I sighed, pinching the bridge of my nose. "You know what? I'm not giving you a choice, pack your bags, you're going." Tony demanded. I sighed and rolled my eyes. Everyboy knew how Tony gets when he wants something. And demanding Tony is a hot Tony, just saying...
"Fine. But what about Charlotte?" I challeneged. Tony opened his mouth to say something but quickly shut it again. I crossed my arms over my chest and and smirked in triumph. I stepped out of his arms and sat on the bed, watching while he paced the room in frustration. "Tony do you know how simple it is?" I laughed at his frustrated face.
"I either stay at home with Charlotte or you build another freaking bunk into that bus." I explained. Suddenly, Tony's eyes lit up like a christmas tree while he stopped abruptly. "I know! She can stay with Mike in his bunk and the problem's sorted! She'll help you out with merch and stuff!"
"And how are you going to go about asking the tour manager all this?" I continued. Tony just groaned and sat down on the floor with his head in his hands. "Tony, trust me, I'll be fine on my own." I reassured, coming to sit down in front of him. "No!" He retaliated, slapping his hand against his knee. "You are coming with me no matter what happends!"
I just rolled my eyes and sighed. Tony was always a stubborn person. I could never stay alone without him calling me everyday because he was worried and mad at me because I refused to go on tour with them. The last time I went on tour with the PTV guys I ended up having a one night stand with one of the support acts and ahving to leave because I felt really awkward. So that was that, I never went again.
Tony has basically always known about my self harming. He's always been worried about leaving me alone. I could never tell him not to worry because that would just make him worry a whole lot more. So, I guess there was no getting out of this one. Even if Charlotte did have to stay here, or share Mike's bunk.
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"Siren, you don't know how glad I am that you're coming with us!" Vic squealed like a school girl while he followed me as I walked through the tour bus and into the bunk aisle to put my clothes in my bunk, which was the top right corner on the right side. It was right underneath Tony's.
Because the tour manager was in a good mood, he agreed to both me and Charlotte tagging along. It was exciting for her, of course, but for me, it was nerve-racking. I knew how these guys could get on tour but Charlotte didn't. And because I was an evil person, I hadn't told her anything about the previous tours I did with these guys. Anyway, this was Warped, so it was different. But after all, I didn't really care, I was only here because Tony wanted me to be here.
Once everyone had got settled in there bunk and alll our shit was loaded, we were on the road. Vic called everyone into the front lounge, and of course, I knew what was coming. "Guys, we need to settle some rules." He annouced as I sat myself down in Tony's lap since there were no spaces left. I groaned mentally. Here we go.
In reality, no one really knew that me and Tony were dating, and Tony and I had settled on trying to keep it a secret from everyone until we wanted it to become 'official'. Mike, being Mike, had already told the guys that he was dating Charlotte.
"Okay, first, no sex on the bus..." Vic continued with the rules that I'd heard him say so many times before I knew them off by heart. I just mouthed along with what he was saying while Tony just laughed silently.
This was going to be a long summer...
"A week?!" I exclaimed, my eyes wide. Tony sighed sadly and nodded. "That's okay. It's only Warped, I'll survive, like all those other times." I told him, instantly becoming unsure of my answer. "That's exactly why I'm worried. I don't want to come home to you covered in blood again, because I'll be scared that I'll be too late this time." Tony stood up from the sofa and wrapped his arms around my waist gently.
"I don't want to lose you Siren." Tony sighed, resting his forehead on mine. It was amazing how much Tony worried, and at the end of the day, he was rght. God knows what would happen if he left me alone, because Tony knows that I'm dangerous to myself when I'm alone. "Well what else are we going to do?" I told him, resting my head on his chest.
"How about you go back on merch girl and tour with us?" Tony suggested. "Tony, I don't know." I sighed, pinching the bridge of my nose. "You know what? I'm not giving you a choice, pack your bags, you're going." Tony demanded. I sighed and rolled my eyes. Everyboy knew how Tony gets when he wants something. And demanding Tony is a hot Tony, just saying...
"Fine. But what about Charlotte?" I challeneged. Tony opened his mouth to say something but quickly shut it again. I crossed my arms over my chest and and smirked in triumph. I stepped out of his arms and sat on the bed, watching while he paced the room in frustration. "Tony do you know how simple it is?" I laughed at his frustrated face.
"I either stay at home with Charlotte or you build another freaking bunk into that bus." I explained. Suddenly, Tony's eyes lit up like a christmas tree while he stopped abruptly. "I know! She can stay with Mike in his bunk and the problem's sorted! She'll help you out with merch and stuff!"
"And how are you going to go about asking the tour manager all this?" I continued. Tony just groaned and sat down on the floor with his head in his hands. "Tony, trust me, I'll be fine on my own." I reassured, coming to sit down in front of him. "No!" He retaliated, slapping his hand against his knee. "You are coming with me no matter what happends!"
I just rolled my eyes and sighed. Tony was always a stubborn person. I could never stay alone without him calling me everyday because he was worried and mad at me because I refused to go on tour with them. The last time I went on tour with the PTV guys I ended up having a one night stand with one of the support acts and ahving to leave because I felt really awkward. So that was that, I never went again.
Tony has basically always known about my self harming. He's always been worried about leaving me alone. I could never tell him not to worry because that would just make him worry a whole lot more. So, I guess there was no getting out of this one. Even if Charlotte did have to stay here, or share Mike's bunk.
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"Siren, you don't know how glad I am that you're coming with us!" Vic squealed like a school girl while he followed me as I walked through the tour bus and into the bunk aisle to put my clothes in my bunk, which was the top right corner on the right side. It was right underneath Tony's.
Because the tour manager was in a good mood, he agreed to both me and Charlotte tagging along. It was exciting for her, of course, but for me, it was nerve-racking. I knew how these guys could get on tour but Charlotte didn't. And because I was an evil person, I hadn't told her anything about the previous tours I did with these guys. Anyway, this was Warped, so it was different. But after all, I didn't really care, I was only here because Tony wanted me to be here.
Once everyone had got settled in there bunk and alll our shit was loaded, we were on the road. Vic called everyone into the front lounge, and of course, I knew what was coming. "Guys, we need to settle some rules." He annouced as I sat myself down in Tony's lap since there were no spaces left. I groaned mentally. Here we go.
In reality, no one really knew that me and Tony were dating, and Tony and I had settled on trying to keep it a secret from everyone until we wanted it to become 'official'. Mike, being Mike, had already told the guys that he was dating Charlotte.
"Okay, first, no sex on the bus..." Vic continued with the rules that I'd heard him say so many times before I knew them off by heart. I just mouthed along with what he was saying while Tony just laughed silently.
This was going to be a long summer...
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12/29/13