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Bulletproof Love

Not So Bulletproof

My dearest Emily Fuentes,

This is the single hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I am so sorry for ruining your life. This was all my fault and none of it would have happened if it wasn't for me. I don't regret meeting you I regret falling in love with you. I caused so many problems between you and Vic. I didn't mean for it to ever go this far but seeing you lay there lifeless was far too hard for me. You were the most amazing thing I have ever gotten to hold in my hands. You were my one love and always will be. This is so hard to write so if there are tears on this page just please ignore them. I know I’m such a pussy. I am such a sucker for your love. You gave out a spark that could ignite any fire. Everywhere you went you were happy. You lived a good life, a happy one. You were there, and no matter where you were, you were there and you were living. You will always be in my heart and I’m not sure if I can love anyone as much as I loved you.


When we started to talk about getting married and having kids my love for you grew so much more. I didn't even know it was possible to love someone as much as I loved you. You will never know how important you were and always will be to me. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I wished you could say the same but I know I ruined your life. I will never be over the fact that I have caused so much pain. I just want you to know no matter how much you went through, it hurts me more. Seeing you in pain just makes me hurt so bad. I said before I wanted to protect you from everything and I knew there were somethings that were inevitable and sadly this was one of them. I wanted to marry you so hard. I wanted to have kids and name them Peter James just like you always talked about and I wanted little Sarah to run around with us while we set up for Christmas in that home overlooking the city like you always said.


I hope you live out your dreams where ever you are. Your song was one to be heard and I really wish I could have heard it all the way through with you singing it at. Your voice will never leave my head. In fact it’s causing me a headache just replaying every world you had ever said to me. From the moment we met I knew you were going to rip my heart out but I never thought it would end, especially not this way. This is so hard. And to think that just two years ago we met on the hot San Diego warped tour. When I ran into you I should have just helped you up and let you go on your way. We would have never crossed paths again. I could have prevented all over this but I was selfish and I just really wanted you.


I wanted you so bad Emily Fuentes.


I know you needed a couple more lines for your song and I really hope this makes the cut. I know they aren’t as good as yours but they are something. “No more eyes to see the sun, you slide into bed while I get drunk, slow conversations with a gun, mean more than I’ve ever said to anyone.”


I guess our love was not so bulletproof after all.

I love you Emily. I always will. I will always have my bracelet, I don't know if you’ll have yours but I will always have mine. Always.


Goodbye,


Tony (turtle) Perry

Notes

This is it. Here is the last chapter of my story.

Comments

@Jokerdabae
I do have a sequel in the works currently! I am super excited about it as well but it will probably be a short while until it is posted up here. I have a couple other stories i'm working on in the mean time but I promise you will know as soon as I start posting the sequel!

Emmypin Emmypin
9/8/16

@Emmypin
Ok good, will you ever do a sequel to this story?

Jokerdabae Jokerdabae
9/6/16

@Jokerdabae
don't worry he didn't kill himself

Emmypin Emmypin
9/4/16

Tony killed himself or did he just leave? I probably read that note all wrong so I don't even know... I love this story btw

Jokerdabae Jokerdabae
9/3/16

updte
pleseeeee

tonysfavturtle tonysfavturtle
5/24/16