I was contently listening to FFDP when Jaime, came in.
''Hey can I talk to you for a sec?" He seemed nervous.
"Yeah sure what's up?" I tried to seem chill but I was a bit worried.
''I ummm uh-'' he sat on the bed next to me." I just... Fuck it.'' His lips suddenly collided with mine, I was so shocked...He's nice and he likes me, I never knew. His lips were so soft and warm I found myself getting lost in him, it was late and the moon is out so don't worry Jess, just go with what life hands you since the night is your world just enjoy it.
I kissed back a bit more forcefully, he was begging for entrance at this point so finally I let his tongue slip into my mouth and the way he explored it and moved his tongue perfectly against mine sent shivers down my spin. He moved our bodies closer and I began kissing down his jaw to his neck, I began sucking and nibbling then he suddenly let out a raspy moan and it drove me crazy.
I tangled my hands in his hair and he began to move his hands down to my lower area, he starting moving one hand over the area over my jeans and I let out a moan. It felt so good I just wanted him so bad.
I pushed myself on top of him as we fell back on to the bed. I ran my hand inside his shirt and he was ripped out with muscle it such a turn on. My legs were on either side of him and I began dry humping him to tease him a bit, he sucked inn air through his teeth and gripped my thighs hard.
I could tell he wanted me just as much as I wanted him. He bit my lip and I let out another moan. It must have pushed him over the edge because he rolled on top of me and kissed my like I was his breath I wish this would never end he's so-''Jess?" I turned to see Vic looking hurt.. Fuck.
Suddenly Jaime, jumped off of me and I awkwardly sat there.
"Hey Vic, do you need something?"MY voice was dead of emotion because deep down I really don't feel unless it's the adrenaline of the dark wind on my face.
"No, sorry.'' He seemed like he was about to cry, poor Vic, I feel a bit guilty.
"I think I should leave.'' Jaime, looked at the ground and walked out without another word.
Well fan-fucking-tastic.

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Everyone was asleep and I needed to feel weightless so I hoped out of my bedroom window and started running down the street, I need feel something real again.
I stopped at the old park and laid on the broken up concrete.
the wind was blowing not to hard but not to soft, it was perfect.
It was telling me secrets I couldn't understand and sharing what it means to love.
I felt so.....weightless.
I closed my eyes and entered my mind, I want to fly like the birds and be free like the wind.
The wind holds so much beauty and no one ever appreciates it but I do.
I knew how it felt, so gone yet here.
Just like me it had its own little world. Happy being alone, it's so peaceful.
The world disappears here. No worries, no problems.


If only it could be like this forever.

Notes

sorry haven't updated in a while but school is bleh


xoxoxoxo