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I'll be the Brightest, You'll See

Oh, Sweet Catastrophe

I've never panicked so much in my life, if I'm pregnant then it's game over for me. I mean yeah it's not the end of the world but me and Vic are over, things aren't good for us. I mean we are barely even talking anymore.

Mike is forcing me to tell Vic that there's a chance I could be pregnant, I don't know how to deal with it. That's why I don't wanna tell him, but here I am sitting awkwardly in front of Vic with Mike by my side. "Why are you two sitting there awkwardly, with nothing to say?" Vic asked, looking between us.

I looked at Mike with sadness and fear in my eyes. "I have to speak to you about something." I mumbled, tearing my gaze from Mike back to Vic.

"And what's that?" Vic asked sarcastically, folding his arms across his chest.

"I think I might be pregnant." I blurted out.

His eyes widened and he unfolded his arms. "What?" He screwed up his face.

"I keep throwing up and feeling bad like the last time, I don't know what to do." I ran my hand through my hair.

"Have you taken a test yet?" Vic asked, looking at me with fear in his eyes.

"No, I haven't yet." I said feeling kinda dumb.

"Well maybe you should take one?" He suggested, it wasn't in a sarcastic or condescending tone. It was serious.

"I guess." I frowned. Mike rubbed my hand for support.

"Do you want me to go and get you a test?" Mike asked. I looked at him with a grateful look.

"Thanks Mike." I smiled at him weakly. He got up and left the house. The realisation hit me that maybe it wasn't a good idea for Mike to leave, now it's just me and Vic together and alone for the first time since we split up.

Every time I looked at him, he looked away awkwardly. "So." I spoke up.

He looked at me with a sheepish look. "So." He repeated.

"This is awkward." I laughed nervously.

"I don't understand why but it really is." He sighed loudly. I don't like this, right now I just wanna go over there and hug him. I love him so much but right now everything is so broken.

"Are you still angry at me?" I looked down at my hands as I fidgeted with my hands.

"A little but I guess it doesn't shock me." He said softly. I looked up at him with raised eyebrows. "What I mean is that if I was you, I probably would have done the same thing, maybe." He explained.

"My sister got me drunk, I didn't have any control over myself. Whatever happened that night was totally out of my control. I woke up the next morning literally, 5 minutes before you came in. I have never regretted anything as much in my whole life." I told him.

"So you didn't mean to sleep with Alex?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Of course not, I honestly can't believe it was him." I rubbed my face. "With how I felt, so broken and dead inside. It's honestly not the worst I could have done." I told him.

"I'm glad you didn't do anything worse." Vic smiled a little, and that little smile gave me hope.

-

"How much longer do we have to wait." I heard Mike ask from the other side of the door.

"In a minute." I told him.

"Just hurry up." Vic groaned from outside the door again.

I opened the door and then looked at them both. "You can come in now." I let them into the bathroom.

"Now tell me, which end did you pee on?" Mike asked as he eyed up the test.

"I put the cap back on, there's no pee on it." I rolled my eyes. The beeping from my timer indicated that it was time.

"What does one line mean?" Vic asked as he stared at the test.

"Not pregnant." I mumbled.

"Then you're not pregnant." Vic told me.

I looked at the floor and that's when I realised I kinda wanted to be pregnant. "Are you okay?" Mike asked me, placing his hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah, of course." I told them as convincingly as possible.

"Are you disappointed?" Vic asked me. I looked at him and I could see in his eyes he was.

"A little, are you?" I returned the question.

"Yes. Probably because of everything that's happened with Aria." He looked at the floor. Mike quickly left the bathroom to give us a minute.

"A baby wouldn't fix that." I tried to sound reassuring.

"I know it wouldn't but honestly it'd be a reason to stop trying so hard to find our child who is probably long gone into the other side of the world by now." He told me.

"So you wanna give up on that?" I frowned at him.

"Not give up, just..." He paused for a second. "I don't wanna keep up this painful journey. I think it's breaking both of us." He put his head in his hands and sighed loudly.

"I know, if it happens it happens." I agreed. "So what about us?" I felt so awkward asking about my relationship with Vic.

"Time will tell." He looked up at me. I felt myself smile a little but it was the piece of hope I was asking for. Thats all I can ask for.

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Comments

@Colourfultears
I love all of your stories you're such a talented writter whatever u wanna do I won't protest

freedom_writer freedom_writer
3/29/17

@freedom_writer
I have been thinking of like redoing it - spice it up abit

Colourfultears Colourfultears
3/29/17

I re-read this all the time it's my fav fanfic still to this day

freedom_writer freedom_writer
3/29/17

WE NEED ANOTHER ONE AH

RestInHellx RestInHellx
11/8/15

What the fuck.!!!! Her parents did it again.!!! And two years.! And what.! It was really good.!