You're My Gravity.

“Sandra.” I feel someone push my slightly. “Sandy.. Wake up.” I open my eyes as the ground’s coldness travels through my body. I sit up, and rub my eyes.
“What the hell?” I look at my sister’s green orbits, and i mentally prepare myself for the big sister lecture. I look around at my surrounding. I would be mad if i ever found my sister like this as well. The empty wine bottle is dripping the last drops of the alcohol, the glass i used was right next to my hand, lipstick stains along the top.
“What happened?”
“Nothing, Willow.. nothing.” I get up and almost slide off the counter, if i didn’t have Willow next to me, i would’ve probably bump my head or something. She makes me stand up straight and i walk to the bedroom without anymore help. “Where are the kids?”
“With Vivian and Victor.” I open the door to the clean bedroom, and hold my breath as the strong scent of Mike’s cologne invades my nose.
"Sandra, what happened?” I close the door to the bathroom, which meant that i needed some space to myself. She knew that. I turn on the water and wash every single part of my body, i didn't bother shaving. I wouldn't be getting anyone’s attention at this moment. I was my hair and massage my fingers on my scalp, letting my body relax. I stand a while longer under the running water. I had to go talk to my sister. I let out a heavy sigh and turn off the comfortable water, wrap a towel around me and my hair. I open the door and Willow is sitting on my bed, looking through my wedding album. I open the drawer to my undergarments, and take out a pair of black cotton boyshorts and a black sports bra. “so what's wrong? I have never seen you like this. “
“nothing… “
“doesn't seem like nothing.” I roll my eyes as I put on my leggings and a loose band shirt that belonged to Mike.
Why?
Because I can.
I don't bother to do my makeup, I had no plans into going out today. Maybe just to pick up the kids, but that's later on today. “Sandra.” Willow grabs my arm and spins me around. “you have a bruise.” she touches a side of my cheek and I wince. I didn't notice it. I can't escape from it now. “what happened?” “Sophia hit me with her sippy cup.” I say, way too quickly. Willow stares into my eyes.
“Mike.” I tense and she shakes her head. “what did he do to you? “
“it's nothing… I went to surprise him and he accidentally hit me with excitement.” I say like it was nothing to it. Why was I feeling so guilty into lying to my sister, it's not like it's the first time I've ever lied to her. She's my sister.
“well.. You took quite a hit. “
“I did. “ I got drunk out of the hit sis… if you only knew the truth.
"well, change. I wanna go get breakfast with my little sister, and then we can go pick up the kids. “
“sounds good.” she smiles and kisses my bruise, but I can't help feel super guilty.

Notes

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*looks like Sandra is stuck in the guilt hole.. Will she ever tell Willow the truth?

*its been some time since I updated. Finals are this week and then I'm freeeeeeeee!!! So you shall see more chapters! But I wanna see those comments as well.. Soo keep them rolling! Thanks for reading!
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