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Nightmare

Sandra-

I drive to Vic’s house just so i can hang out with the sister in law and my nephew. Sophia is playing with her little rattle doll and she coos behind me. i look at my right and sigh, it already felt empty without Mike next to me, to talk to me about the plans the guys had for the fans and for the band, or the plans he wanted to do for Sophia’s first birthday which was a few months away.I arrive at the house in no time, since the traffic wasn’t bad as it usually is. i park in front of their car and turn off the engine. I fix my jacket to protect me from the September air. I open the back door and get out Sophia from the car seat and cover her with her purple blanket. Closing the door with my foot, i make my way to the doorway and knock slightly.
“GOING!” Danielle yells from the other side, and the door opens. “Sandy. come in.” She opens the door, and i enter the warm environment. I take off the blanket from Sophia and let her crawl to Melina. “How you feeling?”
“Worried.” She nods, and the two girls start to play with their toys.
“About?”
“Mike. I just don’t trust him with the guys that work for them, He keeps on promising.”
“Vic is worried too, he already talked to the crew, but is taking the big brother name to the extreme this tour, he’s afraid that you’ll put him in rehab.” I shake my head.
“No. no. I wouldn’t… as long as he doesn't try anything.” “What do you mean?” “I don’t know, he has changed, and it’s slowly showing.”
“He hasn’t tried into..”
“no.” i say, cutting her off. There’s no way he would become that man. No. Never in our 7 years of marriage as he laid a hand on me that is in a negative way. Never. I don’t think he ever would..
Would he?
No.
He wouldn't.
“You okay?”
“I’m fine.” She smiles and offers me a cup of hot tea, I, of course, take it and follow her to the kitchen, our daughters following behind us, but still in their own little world. I listen how Danielle explains her ideas for Melina’s first birthday coming in December. I just smiled as she spoke, so it would seem that i was happy, but internally, i was doubting if Mike was going to turn into the man in my nightmare.The man who has been haunting my mind for 2 years.

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Finally!! They talked, yessss! This was so freaking necessary to have this conversation. I love that they can still laugh and joke admist all of this pain, despite everything they really do love each other

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/23/16

CRAP! now I wish she was pregnant. I completely forgot about her mom having cancer. Oh this is bad...
She can't die! ....right?
I swear if he doesn't respond to her I will beat him with his drum sticks.
I'm so paranoid right now

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/19/16

Wow.. okay Mike. Well I do agree he needs rehab but he should've had this discussion with her. He's only getting worse, so he desperately needs help.
And lovely. I can't wait for this big storm. Oh you're really trying to kill me
Wait don't tell me she's pregnant again..crap

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/18/16

What the literal hell is going on? COREY! oh hell no! Go away..go far far far away

Good we needed his pov, thank you
And still wtf Mike! Vic is me.

He's destroying what he loves...I'll leave now