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Hold On

“Cancer? “ I nod, and Danielle sighs, not saying a word. “Does Mike know?”
“I texted him when I found out” she stares at me blankly. “What? “
“text? Sandy, you just don't text your husband that you were diagnosed with cancer.”
“I texted him when I found out I was pregnant with Sophia. I do it all the time. “
“Getting pregnant is great news… Knowing you have cancer isn't” She hands me her phone and I look at mike's number under ‘Brother In Law”
“fine. Fine. Just because you seem to have your panties in a twist.” She rolls her eyes and I press the green phone button. “Hey Dani!” he sounded so happy, and it hurt me to kill his good vibe.
“Hi baby, it's Sandy”
“Sandra, hi. I was thinking about calling you. I just read your text.”
"yeah.” there was an uncomfortable silence between us, until I hear him sniff.
“Mike?”
“so it's true.”
“I wouldn't be joking around with this topic you know that.” “That's why…. nevermind” silence again. “type? “
“Colon” he whispers a small fuck.
“how long? ‘
"how long of what?”
“how much time, Sandra. How much time till… “
“don't know yet. I have a doctors appointment on Sunday.” Silence. then a weep. he was crying, and nothing broke my heart more than hearing my husband weep, and I'm not being able to do anything to be with him
. “I'm fucking sorry, baby. “ he cries. “I'm so sorry.”
“Michael”
“No listen to me, Sandra. I'm going to rehab for 8 months. Maybe even less or maybe even not at all, but if I go, I want to see you and our three kids standing outside, waiting for me. I can't lose you while I'm fixing a problem I shouldn't have gotten into. “
“Mike…” He interrupts me again, and I let him.
"If you die.. I don't know what I'd do. I won't be the same, I would never be the same. I'll stare at the stars and think about the say you told me about your mom. I'll try everything in my power not to go to rehab just so I can be with you.” at this point, I was in tears. Danielle hands me a napkin and I wipe my nose.
"I'll try everything so this thing doesn't kill me.. But you can't go thrashing yourself.”
“Vic, Tony, Jaime and I went to burn and throw away all the noise. Sure it caused an explosion, but no more. This is for you and those three kids you pushed out of your vagina “ I laugh, and HE does too. that's one thing I loved about Mike. he always made me laugh. no matter what situation we were pushed into.
“Don't do this just for us… But for you too.You're the one that gave us the last name, not my parents.. Well my mom did, but you get my point ”
“Anything to have you near me again, my queen. “ Danielle rolls her eyes and I let out a high school cheerleader giggle. “I love you. Sandra Fuentes “
“I love you Mike Fuentes, with all my working and tumored organs.”

Notes

They're so cute.

If you like painful romantic books, I just read a book called BLEED LIKE ME So painful. such emotion. Much tears.

Song inspriation for this chapter is Wonderless by our favorite Mexicans, Pierce The Veil.

Do you think Mike is gonna change after what Sandra confirmed? Will he still go to rehab?
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Comments

Finally!! They talked, yessss! This was so freaking necessary to have this conversation. I love that they can still laugh and joke admist all of this pain, despite everything they really do love each other

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/23/16

CRAP! now I wish she was pregnant. I completely forgot about her mom having cancer. Oh this is bad...
She can't die! ....right?
I swear if he doesn't respond to her I will beat him with his drum sticks.
I'm so paranoid right now

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/19/16

Wow.. okay Mike. Well I do agree he needs rehab but he should've had this discussion with her. He's only getting worse, so he desperately needs help.
And lovely. I can't wait for this big storm. Oh you're really trying to kill me
Wait don't tell me she's pregnant again..crap

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/18/16

What the literal hell is going on? COREY! oh hell no! Go away..go far far far away

Good we needed his pov, thank you
And still wtf Mike! Vic is me.

He's destroying what he loves...I'll leave now