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You're My Gravity.

Never Coming Home

Sophia has started to blab on and on, until the said the word “daddy” again. Mike hasn't called in a month since our fight. Our little girl is turning one in a few weeks. Vic says Mike is getting better, but I doubt it. Maybe getting better into leaving me and going to his new girl toy.
“Momma. When is dad coming back? “ Alice asks.
“soon baby girl. He's touring, remember?” she nods,skipping to her room. Sophia continues to mumble and hit her toys on the floor, while repeating “Dadda” I sigh and turn on the television.

-

“He's freaking out. He doesn't remember where he left it. And has practically trashed the bus. “ Casey says, explain to me that Mike can't find the ring.
“Casey? “
“yeah? “ he asks, his voice with a hint of confusion.
“He gave me his ring.” I say, clutching it on my right hand “ I have it.”
“why? “
“he doesn't.” I pause to take a deep breath. “He told me he didn't want me anymore, so he took it off and gave it to me.” I sniff and Casey sighs.
“motherfucker” He whispers, and silence falls between our call. “he lied. Sandy”
“What do you mean? “ I look at the silver band that hung on a black chain.
"He lied. He told me about his plan.” Casey sounds like he betrayed someone, but somehow relived. In this case, that someone was Mike.
“What's his plan?” I ask. What is Mike up too? Why would he lie to me in such a harsh way. “
“he's going to rehab”
“excuse me?”
“Mike is going to rehab. A month after the tour. But if he gets better during tour, he won't.”
“I'm still lost. “ in all honesty I wasn't. I just could believe the words that were coming out of his mouth.
“in other words, Sandra. Mike isn't going back home. Mike is going to a rehab center for about 8 months.”
"that's an entire year without him” I whisper, looking at the wedding band. 8 months.
8.
“We’ll try to get him better, Sandy. But If not. Then I'm sorry. But Vic and the rest of the guys already talked this out. And it's the best for him and for you.” I rush towards the bathroom, to the toilet and threw up.

Notes

Sooo. This is the beginning of the ending for this story, I will make it a few chapters longer, but this is just the beginning of the giant rollercoaster Mike and Sandra will go through.
Why do you think she threw up?
Will Mike actually try to make it better for himself?

All these questions will be answered soon.

Song inspiration: The Ghost Of You- My Chemical Romance.

Comments

Finally!! They talked, yessss! This was so freaking necessary to have this conversation. I love that they can still laugh and joke admist all of this pain, despite everything they really do love each other

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/23/16

CRAP! now I wish she was pregnant. I completely forgot about her mom having cancer. Oh this is bad...
She can't die! ....right?
I swear if he doesn't respond to her I will beat him with his drum sticks.
I'm so paranoid right now

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/19/16

Wow.. okay Mike. Well I do agree he needs rehab but he should've had this discussion with her. He's only getting worse, so he desperately needs help.
And lovely. I can't wait for this big storm. Oh you're really trying to kill me
Wait don't tell me she's pregnant again..crap

piercingirisash piercingirisash
1/18/16

What the literal hell is going on? COREY! oh hell no! Go away..go far far far away

Good we needed his pov, thank you
And still wtf Mike! Vic is me.

He's destroying what he loves...I'll leave now