A Flair for the Dramatics

*Month Later*
(Ashley's POV)

"Hello San Diego!" I heard Vic yell into the mic, It was the first day of the tour, with SleepingWith Sirens. They guys were worried about me travling since i had a broken arm, it sucked cause i couldnt take pictures, well i could try at least.
I was standing off to the side stage with Kellin and Jesse everthing was going good until, the bad happened, during Tony's solo part, some guy made his way up unto stage and tried to take Vic's guitar, at first He was confused and realized the guy was drunk when he tried to get secerity, the guy turned around and punched my brother, the music stopped and the fans booing at the guy, I seen Mike jump over his drums and grabbed the guy off Tony, full with rage I got out there went up to the guy and punched him in his face I started wailing on him, I know i hit someone else too. I was getting pulled away by a couple people, "LET ME GO!! THAT ASSHOLE DESERVES IT!!" I screamed towards him, soon as I was backstage my anger level went down, and i seen Tones getting attention and i turned around to see who dragged me off stage, my heart dropped when i seen it was Vic and Kellin, I almost had tears in my eyes when I seen Vic with a bloody nose and Kellin with a busted lip. I did that to them, i fell to the ground with Vic kneeling and Tony following after, he hugged me and whispered "You let your rage out again." i looked to my brother and nodded, Vic got up when Chris called to him He kissed my head and walked off, I looked at my casted arm when i started feeling the pain creep up on me, I winced at the pain

Vic went out to apologized to the crowd but, they had to cut the show short, and that if they keep their tickets the can get in free at their next show. I was just sitting there in pain, I told Jaime that i needed my pain meds, so me, him, Mike, and Tony started walking out to the bus, "What happened out there?" Jaime asked braking the silent I just looked down, then my brother spoke up "You need to tell them" He said resting his arm around my shoulder, i nodded "Kellin and the guys should be here too" I said getting on the bus.

Later that night, everyone from SWS and PTV were here, the crew took the vans to get a headstart to the next venue, I was sitting next to Vic holding hands talking to Mike, Tony got everyone to settle down, we were drinking go figure right? "Guys theres a reason why were all here" he started, I sighed and got up." Okay, I'm pretty sure everyone seen my little episode earlier... but i have very, very bad anger problems." Everyone was just looking at me, Mike stood up "I knew this about her, besides Tony" he said looking at Vic who was kinda mad and upset. "I'm sorry i never mentioned it before, this is probably the third maybe more times that this happened" I said, "The last time was back when we were in school still" i started but then Jaime got up "This is when i broke up with Amber right?" He started "Yes Himes, but i didnt start that fight and you know it, you knew that i was getting bullied during the school year... you knew that it was her that did it." I said looking at him he looked down and came up and hugged me "I'm so sorry i never noticed it before, i didn't realize that it was you that she was always talking about, till I seen you on the ground that day" He said to me.
I looked at Hime and told him that it was okay cause it did leave her a black eye after all, we all laughed even the guys that didnt go to school with us, "All I ask if for no one to get me pissed off enough, cause i dont want to hurt no one" with that said i looked at Kellin then to Vic, "I'm so sorry guys" and Kellin went up to hug me, "It's okay Perry you didnt do no harm" He said smiling, "Well guys lets get back to our bus and head off to the next event?!" He told the rest of SWS and they all said bye and left, so it left Mike, Jaime, Tones, Vic, and myself left, "Let's get this show on the road" Mike said to the driver. I walked up to Vic and aplogized to him, all he did was look into my eyes and kissed me "Darling, you'll be okay" with that we went into the back to get some sleep.

It's been a couple weeks since the incident in San Diego, we had two more dates, and then about 4-6 month break we were all stoked to go back home, but we were also upset cause Kellin and the rest of the guys had to go back to Florida, so we decided to make the last day memoriable. boy, was it. the night before the last day was "amazing" i never had the post nightmares from my crash happen like the doctor said, but tonight... they wanted to make an apperance, I was so tired that i just went to sleep after the show in Pheonix, that's when it happend.

*dreaming the day of the crash*
"Yea, I'll be there soon" I said into the phone, "Be careful Darling" Vic replied, we hung up, I was getting papers signed and whatnot for Chris so I can get a Media Pass to do photgraphywork on tour, it was hard trying to get it done since i wasn't in school, but i knew what i was doing so i was able to get a pass, this tour was going to be amazing, I walked out of the bulding, and into my car, soon as I got in my car i put in my music and My Chemical Romance started playing, i started out driving. After awhile the boys song "Yeah Boy and Doll Face" started playing out loud into my speakers, then I seen it, the drunken car going back and forth, It almost hit me the first time, I honked, I didnt like the idea of being behind this guy, that's when i felt it that same feeling in my stomach , I fished out my phone as fast I could I called Vic, "Hello?" "Vic? I'm sorry, I love you.." before i could hear a response, the druken diver must've passed out at the wheel because it crashed right into me, The last sound I heard was Vic screaming my name thru the phone. My car must've rolled twice cause I felt myself upside down, I managed to pull myself out of the car. How ironic for that song to be playing during all this.
I heard someone yell out "Someone call 911" I seen people coming up to me asking if i was okay, and what my name was, before i knew it I felt like I was slipping, hearing police sirens coming, all I wanted was my brother and Vic, I wondered if that drunk driver was alive or dead, I wanted this pain to go away so much, my breathing was becoming heavier. What seemed like hours, I heard a scream so familiar, a guy yelling "That's my fucking sister" Tony I thought, I felt someone pick me up softly and crying "Ash, don't you do this to me" I opened my eyes "Vic? I'm sorry" was all that i got out, "Ashley, I love you, please don't leave me" with the last words on my mind, i felt like i was slipping, I heard my brother saying "Ashley, don't you leave me!" after that i slipped, I know I was fighting for my life, I had so much to live for, My brother, Jaime, Mike, my wonderful boyfriend, the band, my mother. Then everything went black.~

I woke up in tears, i got up and sat in the back lounge, I know Tony, must've heard me cause i heard him jump down from his bunk and follow me to the back "Hey, are you okay?" I shook my head and started to cry and told him what happen he took my hand " It was just a dreambaby sister, you're here with us. I honestly don't know what we would have done if you didnt make it." He said, I seen tears coming out of his eyes, I gave him a hug. "Yea, I don't know how you guys would've made it without me" I said giggling a bit. we both smiled, I loved my brother, he, besides Mike and Jaime, He was my best friend.
We looked up seeing Vic in the doorway, Tony got up and kissed my head and said he was going back to bed, Vic walked over and sat next to me grabbing my hand "Darling you'll be okay" his sweet words makes my heart melt, I smiled and asked him to sing to me, I was about to fall asleep in his arms, when we stopped, the driver must've been tired, we were halfway home.
Vic stood up and had me stand up too "meh, Vic im tired-" He hushed my lips and kissed me, not how we used to but more loving, "Ashley, from the moment I looked into your eyes, I just thought, how is this girl making me fall for her, how is this girl making me love her, I was stupid to think that you wouldn't have felt the same." with all that he kneeled down on one knee, i had a hand to my mouth, Oh My God, i just got a sudden feeling of fear and excitement "I know we only have been dating for six months but..." i gasped "Vic!"

"Ashley Lynn Perry, will you marry me?"

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