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A Flair for the Dramatics

Don't bother cause this love is a lie

(Ashley's POV)

I woke up in the hospital, "Hey your awake" I looked and seen Amber "Hey what happened?" I asked "Ypu blacked out and the doctor put you on a bed just in case." She said I nodded "Can we leave?"I asked her she nodded and helped me out of the bed and back to the Hotel, where I was dreading to go.

I took a deep breathe before we went inside the room we were staying in, amber held my hand for reaurrance. I nodded and knocked on the dork but covered the eyehole, the door opened and stoof Jaime. He gave me a small smile "Kellin where is she?" I heard my brother yell, "I'm right here." I replied ther room went quite, and it was so tense in there. "Where is he?" I simply asked. Tony pointed towards the room that we were staying in I nodded "We have to head out but we'll see you guys in London" Kellin said giving me a hug followed by Jesse "text me if you need anything Ash" Kellin replyed I nodded and gave Amber a hug and watched them leave. "Don't go to hard on him, we already did the heavy stuff, we don't want to be stressing out now." Mike said pointing at my none xistant belly. I just nodded and went down the hallway.
I knocked on the door before I went in, Vic was sitting there changed into his clothes he was performing in today, "Hey" I said to him, He looked up and ran to me "Look I am so sorry, I don't know what happened, it was just all at once" He said to me I looked at him "I'm having a baby Vic, and you go and do this to me." I said to him He looked down at his feet "I'm sorry but I think we should wait on this" I said to him again and gave him his ring back. He took and looked at it and back to me with tears welling up, "I'm going back to San Diego after the show" I said again. "You're leaving me just when I thought you were mine" He said I looked down "I'm sorry Vic, I keep going on this tour like this, It's not good for me or this little peanut." I said again, He smiled a little and put his hands on my belly, "I hope he doesn't hate me" He said looking back at me "What makes you think penut id going to be a he?" I smiled, "Ash, I really do love you." He said pulling me into a hug "I know Vic, I know."

After the Show we all went back to the Hotel to pack up our stuff I was leaving back to San Diego In a few hours and the boys said they were going to sleep on the bus, but take me to the airport. "You guys didn't have to bring me" I said as we walked up to the terminal that I was flying out of "Just shush" Tony said pulling my beanie down onto my head more. We were at my gate, just barely boarding "Be safe okay." Tony said I nodded and gave my big brother a hug, I wasn't going to see these guys for another two months I gave Jaime and Mike a hug "Be careful out there in the real world shorty, this life changed you" Mike said smiling, I smacked in on his arm "Shut up Mikey" I said hugging him again. Then I got to Vic "I love you Ashley, be careful." He said I nodded trying not to cry we kissed each other and held on a little longer "Just wait till May" He smiled I nodded "I'll be waiting I promise." I said turning around to get on the plane. Now a long hour flight back home.

*2 Months later*

it's been a long two months, I'm starting to show a little. The boys are coming home in a couple weeks. It's been raining alot. and I mean alot, more than it usually does.
I was talking to Kellin on skype about going places outside of San Diego, I know I should'nt be talking about leaving I mean, yea i love it here but I want to leave. I found out weeks ago that Vic actually has been kinda cheating on me, He's not sleeping around just been hanging on to alot a girls when they go out and drink, He doesnt know that I know but Tony and Mike tells me everything. "Well, what about Peanut?" Kellin asked, "I don't know, I'm just stressing out, I mean look what he's doing Kells, Tony told me that I wasn't suppose to know, so basiclly it already seems like we're not even together anymore." I said I felt like I was going to start crying. "If I was there I'd give you a big hug" He said throwing his arms out I laughed "It's going to be okay, Hey you can come here" He said I looked at him "To Florida?" I asked He smiled "Yea, you can live with me and the guys" He said. "I'll think about it okay." I said "Hey, I have to go, I'm getting my contract passed onto another label, I'll talk to you later." I said to him "Okay Ash I love you, text me later okay." I nodded "I will and love you too." -end call- I sighed and got up to threw around some clothes and finally settled on an oufit, and left my house.

"Fearless wants me to photograph for them? They do realized that I'm pregnant and can't travel right?" I said sternly to Dan "They understand, so they just want you to do local shows." Dan replied, I sighed "Fine, I'll do it." I said giving in maybe I'll have a change in scenary. "Great they want you to come by next week, but I'll let you know" He said smiling I smiled a little. Before I left Dan handed me my last check and told me to save my photos from the show few nights ago and give them as part of my portfolio to Fearless. I walked out to my car, the rain was getting worse, I got in and started my car, and my phone started ringing, I looked at it and smiled "Hello?" I answered "Hey sis, sorry I haven't called lately, we've been pretty busy" "Its okay Turtle, How are you guys? Where you at now?" "Uh, Leeds.. I think?" "Leeds, I thought you'd be in London by now?" "Oh, yeah, I think that's where we're at, sorry days are messed up sis." "It's okay, you guys meeting with Sleeping today then?" "Yea.. so kellin told me you had a meeting with Dan... What was it about?" I sighed nervously wondering if I should tell him "I'm getting transferred to another label." "They know your pregnant right?" He laughed, which caused me to smile "Yeah, I'm doing local shows like i've been doing." "how's mom?" "Call her yourself you mamas boy." "HEY! that's not nice." I laughed again, "Hold on Ash, What? Ashley, No. wait jus-" The line went kinda quite hearing some muffled laughs and yelling "ASHLEY!!! HIIIIIII!!!!!" I laughed "Hi Jaime!" "I MISS YOU!!!!" "I missed you too Jaime! Put my brother back on the phone" I laughed as I heard pouting and faint "She doesn't love me!!" "Don't mind Jaime he misses home, and I don't blame him" Tony said "Hey Tones I have to go, call me later okay I love you." I said "I love you too Ash. I'm gunna call mom." We said our goodbyes and hung up. "two more weeks" I said to myself patting my small belly.
I was heading home, but I had a sudden urge to go to my mom's house, so I missed getting on the freeway and just went straight. As I was driving I felt a little pain on my side, I pulled down the familar street and pulled into my mom's house. The pain eased down and I shurgged it off as nothing.I walked up the path to my mom's front door and knocked. It took awhile but she answered "Ashley, what are you doing here, it's raining like crazy out here." I smiled "I wanted to come see my mama, I missed you." I said she chuckled, "I seen you yesturday silly girl, come in" She said as I followed her into the kitchen.
We chatted and how excited we were for the boys to come hom, then the pain crept up on me again, but it was even more painful, I clutched my side, and winced in pain, "What's wrong honey?" mom said coming around the island "I don't know it's new, I felt this earlier" I replied, "You better go see a doctor and make sure baby is okay." she said, I nodded "Do you want me to take you dear?" she asked, I nodded cause I couldn't talk it hurt to much.
I got into my mom's car and waited, I heard my phone go off and seen a text from Vic "Hey Darling, sorry for not calling or texting, we been really busy. Tony said he got ahold of you earlier. I love you I'll call you later after the show." I just rolled my eyes, "I love you too, also we need to talk." I hit the send and put my phone down. "IS it still hurting honey?" My mom asked getting in I nodded, "Yeah it is" I said holding my side. Unfortunatly mom lived on the other side of San Diego so we had to take a short way on the freeway to get to the hospital. We stopped at an intersection and waited till the light turn green, "Did Tones call you today mama?" I asked her, she nodded "Yes, he did. I can't wait for him to come home I miss my son." She said I nodded.
The light turn green, and we started to go, I noticed a car coming from the opposite side not slowing down to it's redlight, I felt my eyes widen "MOM! LOOK OUT!" I screamed, but it was too late. I braced for impact, this was the worst feeling, the pain got worse, "Mom?" I said I looked over I didn't see her then I looked out my window, "Hold on honey we'll get you out." She said trying to get my door opened. I got pulled out and notice that the car collided into our on my side. I just felt a sharp pain in my stomach. All I thought while grabbing onto my sides "I lost the only person that mattered to me." Before I blacked out I heard the abulances singing down the road. Then I heard my phone ring His voice singing "But I couldn't let you go, No, I'd never let you go my dear, So keep talking cause I love to hear you voice."

(Tony's POV)
Today felt good, I finally called my sister and my mom, I couldn't wait to get home. "Hey Tony, wanna go get some food?" Jaime asked coming into the front area "Sure" I said getting up and grabbing my hat off the couch.
"Can't wait to get home." Jaime said as we walked to this little resturant. "Yea, I'm so ready for a regular bed." I replied. "How was pablo, did Ash say anything about him?" Jaime asked, I chuckled, "We are not nameing the baby Pablo." I said to him in a serious tone. "awh, why not!!" Jaime pouted "It's funny and cool!" He said smiling his big grin, I shook my head "Whatever man." I said pulling the door open. We got our food and sat down to eat, we just talked about what we were going to do when we got home, and wondering what we were going to do next.
Wwe were about to leave when my phone rang. I looked at the unfamilar number but answered it "Hello?" "Hello is this Antonio Perry?" "Yes, it is, may I ask whose calling?" "Yes, sorry, this is Dr. Williams at the San Diego Hospital." My heart sank, and I looked at Jaime, with a worried face "What's happen?" I asked afraid of the answer. "Well, Mr. Perry, Earllier this afternoon, Your mother and sister were invloved in an car accident, the car struck the passengers side, unfortantly your sister was on that side, cause her to recieve the most damanges. I understand that you are currently out of town at this moment, but because you are on both emergency contact, we called you." I was still trying to process this. "Thank you for calling me I'll be on plane back home." I said and hung up.
I looked at Jaime, "What happened Tones?" He asked worried, "Mom and Ash were in a car accident." I said, "Is the baby okay?" He asked I just shrugged afraid of what that answer might be. We both ran for the bus. "Chris!" I yelled as I went to the bunk and grabbed my backpack and shoved some clothes in it. "What's up?" Chris said coming into view. "I need you to give me a ride to the airport." I said to him, He looked at me "Family Emergency" I explained He just nodded "I'll get you a ticket ready while you pack." He said dissapearing into the front.
After I got everything packed, Vic and Mike were up front "Okay if we leave now, you'll be able to catch the L.A flight." He said I nodded. "Wait, why are you going back, Is there something wrong?" Mike asked, I looked at Vic, "Did you get a hold of her earlier?" I asked He shook his head. "She didn't answer." He replied I sighed, "Mom and Ash were in an accident." I simply said, "I'll explain later. We have to go." I said walking off the bus with Chris.
"Three days right?" Chris asked I nodded, He printed the tickets off the kiosk "Better hurry it leave in thirty mins." He said I nodded "See ya when I get back." I said to him and took off towards my gate. "This was going to be a long flight home."

Notes

Honestly, this was a hard chapter to write.

the car crash part. happened in real life. so I thought It could maybe fit in here. so sorry to cause any tears or anything.

Anyways sorry for the long wait to update. I've been so busy with work, and my son is getting to the point where he need attention more than anything. but i'm slowly updating :)

I'm writing a new story too, so keep a look out for that one :)

p.s the long chapter makes up for not updating for so long :)
-Turtle

Comments

@ptvolivia
thanks <3

alittlebaozi alittlebaozi
8/21/15

I'm sorry you feel sad, your story is still great tho, I hope you feel better soon

ptvolivia ptvolivia
8/21/15

@#87662
Thanks, i try and get em up as fast as can write them.

alittlebaozi alittlebaozi
8/13/15

You want comments...all I can say is hurry up an write the next chapter! I love it, you don't get much better than that!!

Bmthptvsws Bmthptvsws
8/12/15

@Alleigh Byrd


Thanks <3

alittlebaozi alittlebaozi
8/7/15