I need you, I love you
The First Punch
“Charlotte, come on in. Vic your ex is here to help.” How he said that was so loving and caring. Why did he even invite me he knew I broke up with Vic this best not be one of his tricks.
“Nice to see you too Mike” It was a lie sure I like him but he gets so annoying sometimes and wants to get involved. It was obvious sarcasm “Hey Vic, nice to see ya, you been okay?” But it actually was nice to see Vic. Sure I still really like him maybe even l-l-lo-v-v-ve him. God it’s even hard to think about that word let alone say it aloud. I can’t keep doing this to him so it’s better to keep my distance.
“Yeah I’ve been good. Look Charz I’ve been thinking can we at least talk about this.” I had no idea what to say about the whole thing all it was, was me pushing him away and he needed to accept that. I know it’s cruel but I’m protecting him from more hurt later on.
“I gotta go.” I rushed outside before anyone had the chance to see me starting to reply. I heard the door open and someone step outside. “Go away!” At this moment I honestly wanted to talk to no one. I wanted to go home and die. Maybe not die because well let’s face it I’m scared. Scared to know what happens after death. Do you just stay in the ground forever?
“Shit I’m sorry.” I looked up and there he was the one who put me through hell and back, Toby. Vic was the only one who knew about everything that happened with Toby and I really didn’t want Vic’s help right now. “Charly babe, wanna come to my house?” The fucking arrogant prick, he thinks he can get me by the fucking snap of his scummy little fingers.
“Fuck off.” Anger built up inside me all I wanted to do was latch on to his hair and rip it off and punch him right in the face. Before I could say anything his fist came I contact with my face. The bastard hit me that was when I heard a group come over. It was Vic, Jaime, Kellin, Justin, Alex, Jack, Austin, Tino and Alan. There were a couple others but I didn’t know their names. I think one was Jeremy from Paramore and Josh or something like that from You Me At Six.
“You wanna stop that or I’ll fucking punch you!” Kellin shouted as he run. Toby still hadn’t let me go he hand was so tight around my wrist I thought it would snap.
“Austin don’t fucking punch that low life, same as you Kellin.” Tino tried to stay as calm as possible given the fact of the last time Austin got in trouble. You could see the rage fill in his eyes though and you really could tell he wanted to punch him.
“Ha you really think you fucking emo fags can stop me? Come on Charlotte.” I had always hated how he said my name. Just after Toby started pulling me into his car more people came around the vehicle from inside where the party was going on. I couldn’t help but scream. That’s how unsafe he made me feel. He made me want to kill myself yet I still found some kind of attraction to him.
Before I let out another scream Vic’s fist collided with his face making him let go of me instantly.
“You wanna fucking punch me again, midget?” It was true Vic was small compared to most people. I never go to see what happened to Vic though because before I could pull him back or yell at Toby, Siren pulled me into the house. I wasn’t that close with Siren, come to think of it I was only really close with Jenna. I was having a slight panic attack about everything and I wouldn’t say or do anything but sit and cry. I felt bad for Vic because I knew something was going to happen to him.
An hour, or at least that’s what it felt like I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. The door open and there he was covered with bruises, Vic. Why did he have to punch Toby and stay there after? His perfect face was covered in cuts and dried blood. It made me want to cry. He looked so innocent, the poor guy. This really did prove though. I did love him.
“Vic?” I said leaning over to kiss one of the cuts by his lip.
“Yeah Charzy.” I loved it when he called me that, I don’t know why but I did.
“I love you.”
“Nice to see you too Mike” It was a lie sure I like him but he gets so annoying sometimes and wants to get involved. It was obvious sarcasm “Hey Vic, nice to see ya, you been okay?” But it actually was nice to see Vic. Sure I still really like him maybe even l-l-lo-v-v-ve him. God it’s even hard to think about that word let alone say it aloud. I can’t keep doing this to him so it’s better to keep my distance.
“Yeah I’ve been good. Look Charz I’ve been thinking can we at least talk about this.” I had no idea what to say about the whole thing all it was, was me pushing him away and he needed to accept that. I know it’s cruel but I’m protecting him from more hurt later on.
“I gotta go.” I rushed outside before anyone had the chance to see me starting to reply. I heard the door open and someone step outside. “Go away!” At this moment I honestly wanted to talk to no one. I wanted to go home and die. Maybe not die because well let’s face it I’m scared. Scared to know what happens after death. Do you just stay in the ground forever?
“Shit I’m sorry.” I looked up and there he was the one who put me through hell and back, Toby. Vic was the only one who knew about everything that happened with Toby and I really didn’t want Vic’s help right now. “Charly babe, wanna come to my house?” The fucking arrogant prick, he thinks he can get me by the fucking snap of his scummy little fingers.
“Fuck off.” Anger built up inside me all I wanted to do was latch on to his hair and rip it off and punch him right in the face. Before I could say anything his fist came I contact with my face. The bastard hit me that was when I heard a group come over. It was Vic, Jaime, Kellin, Justin, Alex, Jack, Austin, Tino and Alan. There were a couple others but I didn’t know their names. I think one was Jeremy from Paramore and Josh or something like that from You Me At Six.
“You wanna stop that or I’ll fucking punch you!” Kellin shouted as he run. Toby still hadn’t let me go he hand was so tight around my wrist I thought it would snap.
“Austin don’t fucking punch that low life, same as you Kellin.” Tino tried to stay as calm as possible given the fact of the last time Austin got in trouble. You could see the rage fill in his eyes though and you really could tell he wanted to punch him.
“Ha you really think you fucking emo fags can stop me? Come on Charlotte.” I had always hated how he said my name. Just after Toby started pulling me into his car more people came around the vehicle from inside where the party was going on. I couldn’t help but scream. That’s how unsafe he made me feel. He made me want to kill myself yet I still found some kind of attraction to him.
Before I let out another scream Vic’s fist collided with his face making him let go of me instantly.
“You wanna fucking punch me again, midget?” It was true Vic was small compared to most people. I never go to see what happened to Vic though because before I could pull him back or yell at Toby, Siren pulled me into the house. I wasn’t that close with Siren, come to think of it I was only really close with Jenna. I was having a slight panic attack about everything and I wouldn’t say or do anything but sit and cry. I felt bad for Vic because I knew something was going to happen to him.
An hour, or at least that’s what it felt like I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. The door open and there he was covered with bruises, Vic. Why did he have to punch Toby and stay there after? His perfect face was covered in cuts and dried blood. It made me want to cry. He looked so innocent, the poor guy. This really did prove though. I did love him.
“Vic?” I said leaning over to kiss one of the cuts by his lip.
“Yeah Charzy.” I loved it when he called me that, I don’t know why but I did.
“I love you.”
I love this :P
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