I woke up to a white room. I could hear beeping and machines and I looked down at my arms. I had bandages on both my wrists. I looked over to my side and I saw 4 sleeping guys. Why is Mike here? Jaime heard me move and his head shot up. "Trinity!" He yelled and ran to my side. That made all the guys jerk awake and jump up. All but Mike ran over to me and gave me a hug. I looked down at my lap. "I'm sorry guys. I was just really mad and I wasn't thinking right." I muttered. "Hey, it's ok. We've all had shit happen to us. We still love you." Vic told me with tears in his eyes. "Don't you fucking do this to me ever again, love." Tony told me with tears streaming down his face. It made me started crying too and then Tony wiped my cheeks. "Um, guys. Do you mind giving me a Trin a few minutes alone?" Mike asked the guys and they all looked at me. I slowly nodded my head and they left the room. I looked back down to my lap and stared at it, waiting for him to say something. When he didn't after a few minutes, I looked up at him and he was crying. He was just standing there and was crying. I've only seen him cry a handful of times and it breaks my heart everytime. "I'm so sorry." He told me through sobs. "I'm so fucking sorry. I'm such a fuck up and I did this to you. I made my best friend, the woman I'm in l-love with, try to kill herself. I'm so sorry." I reached out my hand and he grabbed it with a shaky hand. "Hun, come here." I told him and moved over, patting the spot next to me. He slowly made his was to the edge of the bed and sat down. He kicked off his shoes and brought his long legs onto the bed. He laid down and put an arm around my shoulders. I turned around so my back was to him and got close to me. He wrapped his other arm around my body, being careful of my stiches. He nuzzled him face into the crook of my neck and kep crying. He just cried and held me. I used one of my hands to gently rub one of his hands to comfort him. "I'm sorry Trin." "I know you are Mikey." "I swear to god, I'm going to get clean. I'm going to go to rehab for you. I should've agreed to it when you wanted me to." "Thank you." I told him. "Anything for you." "What was that a little while ago? You told me that you love me." "Yeah, Trin. I love you." "I love you too, Mikey. Always have, always will." We were quiet after that and I felt him softly breathing behind me, knowing that he's asleep. I fell asleep right after he did.