A couple weeks later, I was running backstage, grabbing guitars and throwing them to Tone when he needed them. I've been their guitar manager since they started Pierce the Veil in Mike and I's Senior year in High School. I gave Tony that last guitar that he is going to need for a while and walked over to Casey, the drum tech and Mike's best friend. He smiled at me and threw his arm around my shoulders. I leaned into his side and we swayed along to the music. Mike looked over from playing and saw us standing there. He smiled at us and mouthed, "I love you," to me. "I love you too." I mouthed back, and he went back to playing. "So, how are you and Mike?" Casey asked me. I looked at him. "Fantastic actually. It was hard to forgive him for cheating on me, but I realized that I can't live without him. It almost killed me last time." "Well I'm glad, because I know that it kills Mike when you guys aren't together." I smiled at him and gave him a friendly kiss on the cheek. I was making small talk with Casey after that when I felt my arm being pulled. I looked and I saw Jaime grabbing my arm and dragging me towards the stage. I looked at Casey and he was grinning like a fool. Jaime pulled me up onto the stage and next to Vic. I gulped when I saw how many people were in the crowd. Jaime kissed my forehead and ran off, giggling like a madman. I raised my eyebrow and just shook my head at him. I turned my attention to Vic. "Hello Ms. Matthews, how are you tonight?" Vic asked me with a smirk. "Confused and scared shitless 'cause you know I fucking hate crowds." The fans laughed along with Vic. He turned to them. "If you've been a fan of ours long enough, you will know that this is Trinity Matthews, our guitar tech. But what you don't know is that she is one of the best motherfuckers that I've ever met. She not only helps all our shows run smoothly every time, not only somehow puts up with the four of us, but she has saved my life and my brother's too. When I was about 17, Trinity and Mike were about 16, I was going through the worst time of my life. I was suicidal, depressed and I self harmed. I was bullied and beat up everyday, but this wonderful person was here for me everyday. She held my hand through my struggles and helped me overcome my demons. I remember one of the worst days that I had. I had come home from school. I was bruised, swollen and bloody. I had tears streaming down my face and I only had one thing on my mind: the pills I had in my cabinet. I was just about to take the entire bottle when Trinity busted through the door. She found me crying, sitting on my bed, with the bottle in my hands. She walked over to me and sat on the bed. She grabbed me into her arms and I cried into her for what seemed like hours. I felt a shift in the bed and looked up to see Mike crying on Trinity's shoulder. I hated having my brother seeing me like that. It killed me. 'My boys, I love you so much.' She said to us as she kissed our foreheads. This made me start crying harder because for once in my life, I felt like someone was 100 percent there for me. 'God will never give us more than we can handle.' She told us, and I live by that saying everyday. She saved my life and I can't thank her enough. I love you Trinity. I almost lost her 5 months ago, and it about killed me. I didn't almost lose a friend, I almost lost a sister." He finished up and I was crying so hard. Vic was too as he grabbed me into a hug. He rubbed my back as we cried into each others hair. "I love you so much, mi hermano." I told him. I turned to the crowd and everyone was either crying or taking pictures/videos. "May I steal her from you?" I heard Mike say from behind me. I turned around and smiled at him. "Of course." Vic said and he gave me a smile. Mike walked up to me and looked me into the eyes. "Trinity, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are my best friend, my lover, my soul mate. You were my first, well everything, and I will fight with all my power for you to be my last. I am totally and completely in love with you. You helped me through my addictions, you saved my hero, my big brother. I know I have been the worlds biggest douche to you, and I can't express how sorry I am for everything that I've done to you. I'm so thankful and lucky that you're still standing here after all I've put you through. I can't imagine my future without you and our children running around in it. You're so perfect to me. All the scars, imperfections and flaws that you think you have, they just make me fall in love with you even more. You're beautiful and you're my hero. I need to stop rambling now." Mike knelt down and pulled out a black box from his pocket. "Trinity, I almost lost you 5 months ago, and I won't lose you again. I'm asking if you will forever be mine and become my wife." Mike finished up and I nodded my head as fast as I could. He slipped the ring on my finger and jumped up. He kissed me with so much passion and I started giggling. "What?" Mike asked me with a smile. "Well, either the wedding will have to be in the next couple months, or in like a year." I told him. He looked at me with a confused look and I heard Tony start freaking out as he figured it out. "Holy fuck, no way!" He yelled and Mike turned to him. "What?" He asked again. "Mikey, I'm pregnant." I told him and he broke out into a giant grin. He pulled me into him and kissed all over my face, and finally on my lips. The second he kissed me, I heard acoustic guitars start the song that they wrote for me. (I know that this is about cancer, but it could also be about self harm.) "Next we're going to play a song that you all know, and we wrote it for Trinity." Vic said and started A Match Into Water.

I kissed the scars on her skin
I still think you're beautiful
And I don't ever want to lose my best friend.
I screamed out, "God, you vulture,
Bring her back or take me with her"

Tear it down, break the barricade
I want to see what sound it makes
I hate this flavor with a passion and I fucking hate the aftertaste

How does it feel? How does it feel?
Well it feels like I'm on fire!
Wake up, I know you can hear me.

Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave
Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it's done, we can say that,
When it's sudden death we fight back

Pretend like I don't entice you
I've seen you circling the sky above my head
You traitor

I will never be taken for granted again
Keep digging holes in the desert
Say a prayer for you

I know that you're in pain
But if we die at the same time does it still scare you?

Make me a promise here tonight. Let's go!
Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it's done, we can say that,
Oh my God we're not gonna make it

We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave!

We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
We will bring the tidal wave
And nothing will remain

She's mine
You stay away from her
It's not her time.
'Cause, baby, I'm the one
Who haunts her dreams at night,
Until she's satisfied.

Make me a promise here tonight, love like a tidal wave
Dreamless in early graves, I never want it to be this way
The chemicals will bring you home again
This is it, when it's done, we can say that,
When it's sudden death we fight back!

Fuck it!

Notes

Holy fuck, oh my fucking god guys. I'm soooo sorry it took me so long to update. First I was having family issues and then I went camping and then my network adapter for my computer decided to be a bitch and turn off on me. I've been wanting to update so badly, it's been killing me, so please forgive me. <3

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Also, I'm writing another Fanfiction about Jime-Time and I forgot to tell you guys about it! Enjoy: The Chemicals Will Bring You Home Again