Don't You Ever Let Me Fall

Sure I've said it before to her but this was a big deal for me. First of all we just had an intimate moment last night and second Jenna has told me a while back she's never the first to say I love you. She finds it scary and hard to do.

But this time, she was staring into my eyes and holding onto my naked body. "I love you. You know that already." I laugh in shock. "I'm sorry I've never really said it first yet I just..." She trails off and kisses me to keep from explaining.

I grinned at her and bit my lip slightly. "I HAVE WORK!" I exclaim shooting up. "Get a sub." Jenna pleads, pulling me back down. "Hand me my phone." I demand, tugging at my hair in panic. Jenna hands me my phone and I dial the school.

"Miss Fuentes?" The principal questions.

"Hey sir I'm not really feeling well and had some bad fish last night and oh my god..." I trailed off and made fake vomit noises as I pretended to drop the phone.

"Okay Miss Fuentes we'll find a sub ASAP. Feel better." With that the line went dead and I grinned. "You're good." Jenna comments, placing her hand on my neck. "Too good for you." I tease.

"Oh please!" She exclaims with laughter. I pouted and she kissed my bottom lip that was jutted out before sucking on it gently. "So, pride is in a couple months and I don't want to go alone so..." Her fingers found their way across my skin as she leaned into me.

"I'll have to see if I'm free." I smile before kissing her neck. "I have to go. But I will call later okay?" I stand and begin getting dressed. Jenna walked me out and I got into my car. "I love you." I kiss her lips before getting into my car and driving off.

Danielle isn't home and Vic is sitting at the table writing out lyrics most likely. I opened the fridge and pulled out a beer before popping it open. "So, I was thinking. Maybe you could actually try and find an apartment now?" Vic holds his breath.

Slowly, I turned to face him. "Are you kicking me out?" I scoff with a raised eyebrow. "Not really I just think you've moved on! I mean you've got Jenna maybe live with her now?" Vic hunches down and makes no eye contact.

"I just don't want you to think you can mooch off me forever." He murmurs. "MOOCH?" By the look on his face he knew he fucked up. "I make my own money. I buy my own food. I have a job. If you think that's mooching you are a dick!" I scoff before storming out.

Overreacting? Yes but I was pissed. I'm not mooching I buy my own shit and put it on the bottom of the fridge. Vic drinks my beer and he calls me a mooch.

As I walked towards my car of course I bump straight into Kellin. "WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS HERE GO HOME!!!" I screech at him. He steps back and widens his eyes. "Something's wrong. We're talking right now."

How the hell does Kellin read me like an open book? He sat me on the porch and I just let go. I sobbed into his shoulder as he comforted me and finally I started talking to him and confiding. I let go of what happened last night because he was there for me and I couldn't talk to Jenna about what I was feeling.

"And Jenna wants me to move to Australia with her next year and I just feel pressured and broke when Vic told me I should move in with her." I choke out. "Don't go to Australia." Kellin states as if it was a simple thing to say. "Why?" I whisper.

And then he kissed me.

Notes

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