Don't You Ever Let Me Fall

I stared at Jenna in actual disbelief. She sighed and chuckled lightly and for a moment I thought she was joking. "Not until next year, love." She reassures. This means I have the rest of this year to think about it. "So I can think about it?" I question quietly.

"Yes, silly." She giggles. "Oh okay, I'll be sure to think real hard." I chuckle nervously. "Anyways, I have to get going, Marina and I are going to make sundaes at home. You coming?" Jenna explains, standing from her spot.

"No, I have lessons to plan." I nod them off and Marina waves at me. Once the front door closes, I sit on the couch and run my fingers through my hair. Australia. That's pretty far and too much. What will my job be? Where will we live? So many questions like how is Marina going to see Jenna?

This is all too much. I decide to trudge upstairs and lock myself in my bedroom. Hopefully until I'm dead.

-

I woke up awfully early and got ready for work before grabbing a travel mug of coffee and driving off. Jason avoided me at all costs and honestly I'm glad. He's a jerk and doesn't deserve my attention at all. I'm happy with Jenna.

I got to my classroom and closed the door and set my mug down. On the table, a bouquet of flowers sat with a small note. Smiling, I picked the note up and scanned my eyes over it.

Im sorry for being an absolute and utter prick. I'm letting Katelynne go if it means we can still be friends if we ever were friends in the first place. If not, I'd like to start.

-KQ

I couldn't help but smile. That was actually pretty sweet of Kellin. I smelled the flowers before sliding the note into my pocket. For the rest of the day, I found little sticky notes taped on places that I would see daily. I knew they were from Kellin and it was really sweet.

They consisted of "you're beautiful always will be" and "your smile is like the sun." It was awfully sweet and I was grinning like an idiot all day. After the day ended, I traveled home and slumped onto the couch.

It had been a long day and my cheeks hurt so much. "You're home!" Kellin smiles, entering from the kitchen. I screamed loudly and jumped back. "Oh relax." He laughs, placing Copeland into his lap as he sat on the couch next to me. "Thanks for the flowers and notes. Made my crappy day." I smile.

"I just want things to go back to normal. How about we rent movies, get drunk off our asses, and pass out on my roof? I'll even call the babysitter." He suggests. "Well, Jenna is out of town, hell, let's do it!" I grin, standing up.

At Kellin's house, we sat watching various movies while having chugging and shot contests. It was all fun and games until around midnight my tongue was shoved down Kellin's throat. All my drunken mind could think was,

this isn't Jenna.

Notes

Dramamamamma! Thoughts? xo