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I'll Be Your Secret

Chapter 32

I rolled my eyes and looked down. This wasnt fair. This is MY day, MY birthday... And I have to deal with this bullshit. I knew from the second I kissed Vic I would have to choose eventually, but not today.

I looked back up and swallowed the knot in my throat before I spoke, "You guys have got to be fucking kidding me..." I whispered.
Tony and Vic both looked down at the floor. Im pretty sure they both know they've fucked up, and I wanted to emphasize on the fact that fighting right now especially on this day, just wasnt right.

"Out of all the fucking days you guys!" I yelled, "I cant believe yall..." I trailed off.
I felt a tear roll down my cheek.

"Babe, im sor...-"

"Save it Tony! I dont want your fucking apology." I cut Tony off and he sighed, looking back down at the floor.

"Leah, please jus-..."

"Dude, if I cut Tony off what makes you think I want to hear you talk now?" I snapped.
Vic's eyes widened and he sighed as well before looking back down at the floor.

Mike chuckled, "Ill just leave you guys too it." He walked towards the garage door and placed his hand on the door knob.

"No, Mike!" I said grabbing his arm. "You have to stay, what if they go at it again... Im not strong enough to stop them."

He sighed, "Ugh, fine." He crossed his arms and put his back against the wall.

I paced back and forth before I spoke. I didnt know what to think, everything just happened too fast. I stopped in my tracks and faced the two assholes in front of me.

"I want you guys to leave."

"But Leah, I-..." They both started to say. I put my hand up, shutting them both up.

"You guys already fucked up my birthday, just leave." I pointed to the door and avoided contact with them. They sighed and headed towards the door, "Just try to avoid Jaime on your way out."

"Uh Uh!" Mike said, moving his body in front of the door. I shot him a dirty look, why could he just let them leave?
"Leah, enough stalling. Fucking choose already." Mike looked more frustrated and annoyed than I did.

I sighed. "I cant think right now Mike, how am I suppose to choose?"

"Oh, well I have an idea," he placed his hand on the door knob, "Dont choose. Save a friendship, and a fucked up heart break." He turned the knob and let himself out of the garage, I didnt bother stopping him this time.
I turned my attention back to the two boys that were standing across from me. With both of their heads down, they looked like a couple of elementary kids that got in trouble for fighting over the new box of crayons.. I, being the crayons..

I sighed and cleared my throat, "I dont know..."

I turned to Tony, his eyes droopy and the frown he had on his face ruined his perfect smile. He looked at me and mouthed out the words "im sorry." I nodded and he walked towards the garage door.

"Ill give you time to think, see you at home.. I love you..." He opened the door and walked out. Leaving Vic and I alone.

I looked at Vic, his face expression equaled Tony's which only disappointed me more. How can I come between a friendship? How can I, just a stupid kid, change someones life and matter so much to someone else?
Vic... was something special. Something that would make me an idiot for letting go, but then there was Tony. Tony gave me a feeling a didnt know how to describe. He was a person that made me feel happy no matter what the situation was, and if he really means everything he tells me, then this boy is really in love with me. But on the other hand, Vic was there for me when Tony wasnt. When Tony was busy with Stephanie, Vic was right by my side. And by the way he talks to me, by the way he comforts me, then he could love me just as much as Tony does... Maybe even more?

My eyes met Vic again. He was standing there, waiting for me to break the silence. His busted lip and sad eyes made my heart ache. Vic is such a sweet guy, I shouldnt put him through all of this pain. His eyes met mine and my heart fluttered. Even though we both knew he was in pain and that he was hurting inside, he still managed to put a smile on his face when he looked at me. I smiled back and walked over to him. I placed my hand on his cheek, stroking it softly and making my way to his lip. I gently wiped the blood away from his cut and wiped it on my pants. I leaned in for a hug and threw my arms around him and he did the same.

"You deserve better." I whispered in his ear.

He pulled away from the hug and looked me in the eyes. "I dont want better, I want you."

I made a confused face. "Ahh wait thats not what I ment! You are better, and I want you, im just ahh im sorry." His cheeks turned red.

I chuckled. "Vic, youre just too cute." I kissed his cheek and.they turned redder.

He looked down, "Leah?" He asked, avoiding eye contact with me.

"Victor?" I replied.

"Im not trying to rush you or anything but have you chosen?"

I lifted up his chin and looked into his eyes, "Actually, I think I do..."

~

Hours past and my party finally came to an end. Jaime was drunk, so Kayla was going to take us home.
I spent the whole night laughing with Kayla, Vic, Johnny and Casey. Jaime and Mike stayed around the bar with a bunch of their guy friends and now they're pretty wasted.

"You guys ready to leave?" Kayla asked as Jaime and I got off the couch.

"Yeah, just let me go tell Mike and Vic bye!" I ran up the stairs and walked into Mike's room.

"Hey Mike I just wanted to say b-..." I smiled. Mike was sound asleep on his bed in what looked like to be the most uncomfortable position ever. I walked over to him and kissed his cheek gently, "Sweet dreams my little whiskey hands." I whispered and walked out of his room. I made my way to Vic's room with a smile. I knocked before I walked in.

"Come in!" He yelled. I opened the door and he smiled big.

"I just came to say bye." I said returning his smile. He walked up to me and threw his arms around me, pulling me into a tight hug.

"Bye Leah." He whispered into my ear. I kissed his cheek and pulled away from the hug. I made my way towards his door to walked back down stairs but his hand touched my shoulder. I turned around and face him.

"One last kiss before you leave?" He asked with a half smile.

"Sure thing!" I said.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and brought me close to him. I placed my hands around his neck and gently brushed my lips against his. His warm touch on my lips sent a warm feeling throughout my body. It was a feeling I sure was going to miss.

"Goodbye Leah." He said, pulling away from the kiss.

"See you later Victor." I replied walking out of his room and back downstairs.

"What took you so long? I want to go to my warm bed." Jaime slurred out.

"Shut up Jaime, your drunk." Kayla said lifting him off the couch.

"Uh uh boo boo!" He slurred once again.

I laughed. Jaime's even funnier when hes drunk. We left Mike's house and drove down to my house.

"If you dont mind, im going to take Jaime to my place," Kayla said stopping the car in front of my house, "Hes going to wake up with a hangover and I need to take care of my baby." She looked at Jaime's passed out body in the back seat of her car and smiled.

"Okay, take care of my brother girl!" I said getting out of her car.

"Of course! See ya later Lee!"

"Bye Kayla!" She drove away and I made my way inside of the house. The living room was dark and the only noise you could hear was the sound of a t.v. coming from down the hall. I followed the sound that led me to Tony's room. I took a deep breath before gently knocking on the door, then letting myself in. Tony looked over towards the door and smiled when he saw me walk in.

"How did the rest of the party go?" He whispered.

"It was good, I hung out with Kayla, Vic, Casey and Johnny. You didnt completely ruin everything." I replied taking a seat on his bed.

He sighed, "Im sorry Leah..." He looked down and his eyes grew sad again. I could tell he felt bad.

"I made my decision Tony..." I whispered. His face shot up and his eyes widened.

"Well...?"

I reached over and grabbed his face. I stroked his cheek and admired every perfect feature that was on his face. I smiled to myself, this is what I want. I brushed my lips on his, and I felt his lips curl into a smile under mine. I pulled away and looked him in the eyes.

"Tony..." I whispered, "Youre all I ever wanted, and more."

Comments

@violin with no hands yes! there is a sequel and its called "She's Mine, You Stay Away From Her." I hope you like it as much as you enjoyed this one! and thanks <3
TiffanySykes_ TiffanySykes_
6/10/13
Ok please tell me theirs more to this !!! I think I'll die if you don't add more your An amazing writer I loved your imagination and how you thought of this story line all the ups and downs and the sweet and sexy moments just pure genus !!!!
The story was fucking ADORABLE
Absolutely LOVED this!! <3
missnice454 missnice454
5/27/13