Jaime finally came back from vacation.
Its good that hes back, it means he could help with the new album.
I sat on my bed for awhile.
Im letting everything stress me out.
The new album, the song writing, the secrets, the betrayal, everything.
Thank God for Jaime coming back. Jaime always tends to keep people from going crazy. I dont know, he just understands.
I sighed and stood up, making my way to the living room.
I stayed quiet, I heard Mike on the phone .

"Tonight?... Your place?" He said into the phone.
Mike looked at me and back down at the floor.

"Hold on, let me ask Vic... Hey Tony and Jaime are throwing a party tonight down at their place, wanna go?"

I nodded.

"Okay dude, we'll be there in a bit."
Mike hung up the phone.

"HELL YEAH! Gonna get fucked up!" Mike yelled, throwing his hands in the air.

I laughed. I think getting fucked up is kinda what we all need right now.

Hours past and Mike and I were driving down to Jaimes house.
We pulled up to his house and before I opened the car door, Mike pulled me back.

"Dude, dont think about anything. Just have fun, please." Mikes voice sounded desperate.

I smiled and nodded.

I walked into Jaimes house, to see Tony and Leah on the couch. They kept their distance. Leah was looking down, and Tony was looking at her with a look that obviously read "im sorry".

"Hey guys.."

Tony broke his stare away from Leah and looked at me.

"Hey Vic."

Leahs head shot up and smiled at me. Her smile made me smile.

Jaime walked into the living room, forcing everyone to act casual.

"VIC!" Jaime was now running towards me.
He tackled me into a hug. We fell on the floor.

"I missed you bitch!" Jaime yelled out.
I laughed.

"I missed you too Hime!"

Mike walked into the house, and stopped at the sight of Jaime and I on the floor.

"Whoa, what the fuck?"

Jaime looked up, "MIKE!"
Jaime got up and tackled Mike, causing him to fall.

"I missed you Mikey!" Jaime yelled.

"I missed you too, now get off of me you faggot!" Mike yelled back.
We laughed.

The door bell rang and Tony got up to open the door.
Jaimes house suddenly filled up with a bunch of old friends. Stephanie walked in and kissed Tony.
I could basically hear Leahs heart break from across the room.
I looked at Leah and gave her a half smile, but she just looked down.

"Well, lets get this party started!" Jaime yelled out, followed by cheers from everyone.
Mike went to the kitchen and brought out the whiskey.
The drinks started coming.

A hour past and Ive only had one drink.
Mike was already drunk, and so was Jaime.
Leah was sitting on the couch the whole time, watching a drunk Tony all over Stephanie.
Leahs eyes never came off of him, she was hurting herself.
It mad me mad that Tony would do something like that to someone he claims he loves.
You dont do shit like that to people you love, you just dont.

I stood there and watched Tony.
His lips on Stephanies neck, his arms around her waist, this wasnt right.
I saw Stephanie whisper something into Tonys ear. A smirk formed on Tonys lips and they both stood up, walking in the direction of Tonys room.
Fuck.
I looked at Leah, her blue eyes turning cloudy from tears. She stood up.

"Tony!" She said desperately.

Tony looked at her, "Hi Leah." He waved at her and continued walking with Stephanie.

I saw a tear roll down her cheek. She quickly wiped it away and ran out the back door.
For some insane reason, I followed.

"Leah!" I yelled out.

She was sitting by the pool, her face in her knees, she was violently crying.
I walked over to her and sat next to her, pulling her into a hug.

"You saw what he did, how could he do this to me?" She sobbed out.

"I think its best if you move on Leah." I didnt mean to say that, the words just slipped out.

She looked at me, "Move on? Ha! I would if I could, but I cant. Hes my everything."
Her voice cracked.

Her eyes shined from the moon light. The water from her tears on her cheeks made her skin glisten.

"If I were you, I would move on its for the best. You cant keep hurting yourself like this."
I wiped her tears away.

"If you were me, you would do the same, cause I cant take anymore..."

She was still talking, but I drifted off.

Shes beautiful. Her voice, her eyes, her smile. Theres something about her that makes me go crazy inside. Something that makes me so fucking jealous of Tony. A feeling I cant control, no matter how hard I try.
A sudden urge kicked in.

I zoned out of my thoughts and made my way back to her voice.

"Everythings not alright, and I would rather..."

I cut her off.

I grabbed her face and placed my lips on hers.
She was stiff, but then relaxed and kissed me back.