Brothers&Mayhem

I was so glad my brothers were back, it felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Although things haven't been great. I'v been bunking school, missing deadlines and slowly slipping back into depression, and i'm sure they would find this out sooner or later. I couldn't bare to tell my brothers what was going on they were thousands of miles away and it's not something I can just say over skype. In the past vic has found my scars he sat me down and we talked, i stopped i really had but things got to me. Knowing that hurting myself would hurt him I'm keeping it to myself.

Mike threw me onto the chair and sat next to me swinging an arm around me.
"So how much have you missed us" Mike said in a joking tone squishing up next to me.
"Oh so much mikey I couldn't bare you not being here!" I cried out.
We all fell into another set of laughter.
" Jamie and Tony are going to be staying with us for a few weeks, we need to work on writing and stuff." said Vic sitting on the other side of me.
"When are they coming to stay?" I asked, honestly jamie and tony are practically my brothers as well.
" tomorrow, we will be just jamming and writing for a bit thats all" he replied.
" so even when your home you are still working" I huffed. i understand they love music and want to produce stuff for their fans but it is starting to get old them always doing it. They spend months away touring and then come back lock themselves away for writing and back of to tour again. I remember when they were just starting out and only played a few little gigs. We always used to hang out at the park they were always my best friends not just overprotective brothers. Now it seems like they are consumed in all this music. I imagine that my thoughts were shown by my face because I was pulled out of my thoughts by vic nudging me.
"Soph you know we need to keep writing stuff for an album" he said trying to persuade me.
" Yeah well it seems like i'm always pushed aside weather it is you two or mom and dad, no one gives a shit music business comes first eh" I said raising my voice i never get angry but it was true nobody cared about me.
"Soph its not like that" vic tried to reason
"its exactly like that" i replied getting up grabbing my skateboard and heading for the door.
"See vic you need to take a fucking break, you can't just push away our little sister for writing" i heard an angry mike yell.
By this time i was out the door and down the road, I needed to calm down before i got too angry and spilled everything. My brothers mean the world too me and music means the world to them.

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ALOHA. i have decided i will try and update everyday! enjoy
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