Torn deeper then the heart.

Jaslyns POV~

He stared into my eyes and before i knew our lips were connected, i didn't stop him his lips were so soft but i just couldn't let this happen, not yet not now, we've only known each other for a week and i didn't even know if i liked him or not, he was fairly attractive but i don't know, i pulled away and looked at him trying to find some sort of expression on his face, he looked confused, not at me but at himself he also looked disappointed in his decision
"I'm so sorry, i shouldn't of done that" he finally spoke
"It's okay, i just don't know how to feel about that"
"You don't have to feel, just... forget it even happened yeah? "
"Sure" i replied to his idea
I heard the door open and my mum yell she's home so we left that at that and went downstairs to greet my mum, although i've been hanging with Tony a lot he still hasn't really met my mum which from what i could see and sense made him feel awkward when we made our way to her which i found quiet adorably funny how shy he turned, guess when you get to know him he comes out of his shell, like a turtle, Tony the turtle, that's it, that's his nickname from now on, Tony turtle.
"Hey mum, this is Tony, i'm pretty sure you've met him once before"
"Yeah, hey Tony, nice to see you again" she nodded at him as she put her bag down
"Nice to see you to Miss Nicholas"
"Please call me Kerry, are you staying the night"
Tony looked at me
"Yes he is mum, and we ordered pizza so you don't need to worry about dinner for us"
and with that we went back up stair and waited for our food and ended up just watching movies for the rest of the night.

Tony's POV~
I woke up to feel someone in my arms totally forgetting where i was but when i looked down i quickly remembered i was at Jaslyn's house, she looked so adorably awkward when she slept, her hair was everywhere she forgot to take off her make up so i could just see the smugged eye liner under her eyes and she had one of her arms over her face, i could get used to waking up with her in my arms but i really shouldnt get too used to it, i looked up at the black ceiling, i didn't know how to feel about her, the kiss earlier i shouldn't of done but i couldn't stop it, she didn't really stop it much either mind you but she was the first one to move away, i just wish i knew how she felt right now, but i should really give it about a monthor so just so we can really see. I layed there for a few minutes before i slowly crept my arms out to pick up my phone to see thetime, it was only 3:46am so i rolled over and went back to sleep.

I woke up tasting the disgusting taste of my dry mouth and not feeling Jas's body next to me, i opened my eyes to then see her sitting on the floor besides me eating cereal well watching cartoons on the tv in her room
"Morning sleepy butt" she turned to me with a welcoming smile
"Morning" i said in a sleepy voice
"Did you sleep alright?" she asked
"Yeah i did, hey do you mind if i have a shower to get rid of the smell of sleep on me?"
"Yeah sure, its down the down the hallway on the right if you walk past a bedroom you've gone too far"
"Thank you" i got up only just remembering i was in boxers because i wasnt going to sleep in jeans and it turns out i had 'morning wood' (nd if anyone doesnt know what it is, its a boner in the morning) i quickly looked at Jas who could see my embarrassment and started laughing, i ran down the hall quickly to the bathroom and hoped in, i spent about 5 minutes in there before hoping out luckily my morning wood had gone down,i grabbed the towl and put it around my waist then realizing i'd forgot my clothes so i walked back into Jas's room seeing her still watching cartoons
"I forgot my clothes"
she turned around "Yeah i know, you ran out of the room so fast man" she laughed, i could see her looking me up and down with her eyes looking hungry
"Someone likes what she sees" i wiggled my eyebrows
"No i dont, i mean yes, no, you have a very nice body okay?"
"You're not too bad yourself"
"Go get dressed dumbarse its already 11:52"

It was 12:30 and Jas decided to walk me home, we got to my front door and for some reason there was a bit of awkward tension in the air
"Well thanks for having me for the night, i'll see you monday yeah?"
"Yeah i guess so" she looked up at me and all i could see was lust in them so i leanedn an placed my lips on hers, we separated after a few seconds
"Tony.." she drifted off
"I'm sorry"
"No, don't be sorry, i just... dont know my feelings right now, its too early to even think about this"
"I understand, can i just do one more thing before you leave?"
"Yeah?"
I kissed her again just softly
"Bye Jas" she looked at me, i could see she just wanted to jump into my arms and thats why i did it, hopefully that will make up her mind i laughed at myself in my head
"Bye Tony Turtle"

Turtle? whats that meant to mean.

Notes

this took me 2 and a half hours to write because i just kept getting distracted ahaha. hope yous like it. c:

there are a few grammer mistakes but thats only because this computer is stuffed and is annoying to use.