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And I Just Fell in the Deep End

Well I Was Happy

After picking up Luna's dress, they headed back to their house. Vic drove since Tony had the day before. Two hours later they returned to the house and pulled in the driveway.

Luna carefully picked up the garment bag and went inside with it, then headed straight to her room to hang it in her closet.

Jaime was downstairs making lunch when he heard everyone come back. He saw Luna go up to the room and then greeted the boys.

Luna came back downstairs, yawning. She wrapped her arms around Jaime from behind. "Hi."

Jaime turned around and kissed Luna's lips. "Hello."

She smiled and kissed him back .

Jaime frowned. "Is that a real smile or are you acting again?"

Luna's smile immediately dropped. "Well I was happy and I was gonna tell you about how much of a good time I had but I guess not." Luna turned around and walked out.

Jaime sighed and ran after Luna. "Lu wait!"

"Why do you keep doing this to me?? The only thing that's making me upset now is the fact that you are and won't talk to me!" Luna stopped and stood with her fists clenched, but didn't turn around.

"I'm just scared Luna! I just don't know what to do when you get so upset. Do you know how terrifying it was to walk in and see you about to cut yourself? And then you tell me you want to die? I know what happened was terrible, I know that. But is that how you really feel? Do you really want to die? I'm so scared I'm going to lose you Lu. What would I do?" Tears formed in his eyes "I love you so much Lu... I can't lose you...." He stifled a sob with his hand and started crying.

Luna turned around and softened, sighing in defeat. "I'm not going to kill myself, I don't want to hurt you and Tony and Vic and Mike or anyone! I'm just broken and it'll take time for me to heal. You can help. I love you."

Jaime opened his arms to hug Luna. "I love you so much."

"You're going to have me forever and ever. And it's going to be official in 3 months." She went to his arms and kissed him hard. "Don't you worry."

Jaime smiled and squeezed her tight. "Tell me about your weekend baby!"

"I found a dress! And we went to Hard Rock, and then Tony and Vic fought over who got to sleep with me." She laughed.

"What’s it look like? Wait nope I don’t want to know I bet you look stunning though." Jaime laughed. "And who won?"

"Vic, I made them flip a coin." She said.

Jaime laughed then sighed. "I love you so much Lu you don't even know." He kissed her head.

"Come upstairs with me, I just wanna snuggle." Luna said.

Jaime took her hand and led her upstairs. He crawled into bed and pulled her close.

"I love you so much." Luna whispered, head against his chest.

Jaime pulled her closer and kissed her head. "I love you more. And I'm so happy you're home."

"I know I missed you so much.” Luna said.

"I'm so glad you had fun with your brothers." Jaime smiled.

Luna smiled back and kissed him. "Now I get to spend time with you. Maybe I can kick Tony out and make you dinner."

"Mmm you should make something good. I've had cereal and shit for two days because Mike can't cook for shit either." He laughed.

“Mike stayed here?” She asked.

“Yeah so I wasn’t alone.” He sighed.

She frowned and nuzzled into him.

***

A few days later, Jaime and Tony had to go to the studio to start recording. Luna was a little nervous about staying by herself since the Derek incident, but didn’t want the boys to worry about her so she pretended that she was fine. They knew she was nervous and didn’t want her to be alone so they arranged for Mike to “drop by” after they had left.

"Okay baby we’ll be back in a few hours" Jaime whispered against Luna's lips. "I love you."

"Love you LuLu!" Tony said as he hugged her before they walked out the door.

Luna sighed and started pacing as soon as they were gone. She stayed in the living room as far away from the front door as possible.

A few minutes after Tony and Jaime left, Mike pulled up. He unlocked the door and walked inside, loudly announcing it was him. "Luna? It's Mikey!" He said as he shut the door.

"Living room!" Luna called, from where she was curled up on the couch.

"Hey babe!" He said, and walked over and sat down next to her. "I need some Luna time."

"Okay!" Luna moved closer to him, smiling.

"Let's watch a movie." He smiled. "I won't even make you watch Harry Potter!" He laughed.

"But I like Harry potter! Let’s watch The Chamber of Secrets."

Mike smiled. "That's my girl." He put the movie in and then wrapped his arm around her shoulder.

Luna sighed and relaxed into him.

"How are you doing?" He asked after a while.

Luna shrugged. "I'm okay, still not 100%. But I got the bandage off my arm finally. And have you seen my dress yet?"

"I haven't! You whisked it straight upstairs the other day when Jaime was home." He said.

"Come on I’ll show you!" Luna stood up.

Mike smiled and paused the movie before following Luna.

Luna went into the closet and pulled out the garment bag, unzipping it to expose her dress.

"Oh god Luna it’s so pretty!" Mike said. "Can you put it on? Pleeeease? Your brother and Vic got to see!"

"Okay okay!" She laughed and went into the bathroom. She put it on and came back out a few minutes later.

"Oh my god, Luna. Wow. I can't believe how perfect it is. It's like it was made for you." He said, taking in every detail.

"I know, I put it on and was like, ‘holy shit this is my dress!’" She grinned.

"How many did you have to try on before you picked that one?" Mike laughed.

"Two, but I looked at 12 and narrowed it down. She said.

"Wow nugget I'm proud of you! Decisive for once." He laughed.

"Oh be quiet." She laughed and went back to change out of it.

Mike walked into the hallway towards the stairs, waiting for Luna before he went down.

Luna returned to his side after putting the dress safely back into her closet.

Mike walked back down the stairs. "Hey did you want lunch?" He said, looking at his watch.

"Ooh yeah." She said.

"What do you want? Actually. I suck. You should make food." He laughed. "I can't cook for shit."

Luna laughed. "What do you want then?"

"Make me your famous enchiladas?" He smiled wide.

"Okay!" Luna grinned and set to work

"Tony and Jaime might be back soon, do you think maybe you should make a bunch?" He suggested.

"Good idea! They'll be hungry." Luna grinned and made a bunch of them.

Just as Luna was finishing up her enchiladas, Jaime walked in the door, followed a few minutes later by Tony who had Jaxin in tow.

"We'll good thing I made extras! Tony brought his lover." Luna smiled.

Tony blushed and shut the door behind him and Jaxin. He walked into the kitchen. "Mike have you met Jaxin?" He said as he hugged Luna. Jaime wrapped his arms around Luna from behind.

Mike said "No I don't think so," and held his hand out for Jaxin to shake it "Nice to meet you man."

"Nice to meet you." Jaxin said, shaking Mike’s hand.

"Hey baby." Luna turned around and kissed Jaime.

"Do you like enchiladas?" Tony asked Jaxin. "Because it looks like you have no choice in this house full of Mexicans." He laughed.

"Yes I do, and apparently that's a good thing!" Jaxin laughed.

Luna smiled and put the food on the table. "Dig in boys."

Tony smiled then pulled Jaxin gently to the table and had him sit next to him. All the boys got food and put it on their plates before digging in.

Jaxin smiled and sat close to Tony.

"Where’s Vic?" Mike asked.

"Oh he's still recording I think." Jaime said.

"Of course." Mike replied.

"I'll bring him food after I'm done." Luna said.

Tony put his free hand that he wasn’t eating with on Jaxins leg, facing up indicating he wanted to hold his hand.

Jaxin smiled and put his free hand in Tony’s, intertwining their fingers.

Luna finished and stood up then put some enchiladas in a box. "I'll be back in a bit."

Mike decided to see if his brother needed anything, and said bye to the boys. Jaime went to do some yard work.

"Do you want to watch a movie or something?" Tony asked Jaxin when everyone had gone.

"Sure!" Jaxin smiled and followed Tony into the living room. "You have the entire Star Wars collection?!"

Tony laughed. "Of course!" He held his knuckles up so that Jaxin could see his 'Star' and 'Wars' tattoos and then the 'Jedi' and 'Sith' tattoos under that. He laughed "I'm a little bit obsessed."

"Me too!!" Jaxin grinned. "It's the best."

"Ugh. You're perfect." Tony said, laughing. He went to the couch and pulled Jaxin down with him.

Jaxin chuckled. "I try." He leaned against Tony happily.

Tony turned Jaxin’s chin and gently placed his lips to his. "I'm glad my sister decide to force us together." He said quietly and chuckled.

"Me too." Jaxin replied with a smile after he kissed back.

Tony wrapped his arms around Jaxin’s and held him tight, resting his chin on Jaxin’s shoulder while they watched the movie.

Jaime came inside after a while. He glanced at Tony and Jaxin and smiled then sat on the chair next to the couch to watch with them.

Jaxin smiled and turned his attention to the movie, leaning happily into Tony.

Luna came home awhile later. "Hey guys I'm ho-awwwww!!!" She exclaimed as she entered the living room and saw her brother.

Tony smiled and blushed. "Hey LuLu." He said, not moving his head from Jaxin’s shoulder.

"Hey ToneTone." Luna smiled and went over to Jaime, she turned and settled into his lap.

After the movie was over, Tony stood up and took Jaxin’s hand, and lead him towards his room.

"Hime do you wanna go sit outside and look at the stars?" Luna asked.

Jaime nodded and followed Luna.

Jaxin followed Tony willingly.

Tony got onto his bed and pulled Jaxin into his arms, he wrapped his arms around him and just held him.

Jaxin pressed his lips to Tony's gently. "Goodnight, Tony."

Tony kissed Jaxin back for a little longer. "Goodnight Jaxin." He finally said when he broke away.

Jaxin fell asleep in Tony's arms.

Tony held onto Jaxin for a while. He smiled when he heard him quietly start to snore, then he closed his eyes and fell asleep quickly after too.

***

Luna eased into one of the chairs. "Remember our first date?" She smiled.

"How could I forget?" Jaime smiled and settled into the chair next to her.

Luna reached for his hand. "You've just blown me away from the time we started going out. Just everything. The dates, the proposal, Christmas..." She reached and picked up the pendant of her necklace with a smile.

"It's just because you deserve the best, Luna. I love you so much sweetie" he leaned over and kissed her on the lips.

Luna kissed him back, wrapping her arms around his neck and tangling her fingers in his hair.

Jaime lifted her out of her chair and pulled her onto his lap. He wrapped his arms around her lower back and pulled her close.

“Come on, let’s go upstairs?” He suggested after a while.

She nodded and let him lead her up the stairs.

Luna cuddled right into his arms once he had laid down. "Goodnight, love." She whispered.

"Good night I love you." He whispered, kissing her head.

Luna fell asleep, only to awake a few hours later from a nightmare.

Jaime stirred when Luna woke up.

Luna sat up, wrapping her arms around her knees and started to shake.

"Hey." Jaime said, sitting up, suddenly fully awake. "Hey what's wrong?" He scooted over to her.

"Nightmare." She mumbled between tremors.

He lifted her and draped her across his lap. "Shh its okay..."

Luna was quiet except for her uneven breathing, her whole body shaking.

Jaime wrapped his arms around her protectively. "What happened? Do you want to tell me?”

"Derek was attacking me, and then you came, but then he pulled a gun out and I couldn't get to you... I woke up just as he pulled the trigger." An intense shudder went through her and her breathing quickened.

"Sh sh honey it's okay... That asshole is in jail for a really long time he can't get you. I'm fine. I'm here. It's okay." he tried to calm her down.

Luna buried her face in his shirt and tried to take deep breaths.

"Do you want to see tony?" Jaime suggested, knowing he was good at calming her down.

Luna nodded. "I need my brother." She whimpered.

"Okay honey go see him." He kissed her head and let her get up.

Luna stood up and shakily walked to Tony's room, she opened his door and whispered his name.

Tony woke up and looked at the door. "Hmm?" He said sleepily.

"Tony I need you." Luna said in a weak voice.

"What? What happened?" Tony said, more alert.

"I had a nightmare." She whimpered.

"Aw honey, come here." He said, removing his arms from Jaxin.

Jaxin rolled over and stirred, but didn't wake up.

Luna walked shakily over to Tony.

Tony scooted over closer to Jaxin so that Luna could lay on the edge of the bed. He opened his arms for her to join him.

Luna crawled into his arms, shivering still.

"What happened honey?" He said into her ear.

Luna told the same story she told Jaime and tried not to cry.

Tony wrapped his arms around her tighter. "It's okay. Everyone's okay. You're okay. He can't hurt you."

She sniffled and shivered. "It was so scary and real."

"I know. But it's okay now.” He started singing in her ear.
She sits up high
Surrounded by the sun
One million branches and she loves everyone
Mom and dad did you search for me
I've been up here so long and I'm going crazy...
" He kept singing.

Luna's shivering stopped by the time he got to the bridge.

Tony rubbed Luna's arm soothingly.

"I'll let you sleep in peace now..." Luna sighed.

"You can stay if you want to." Tony said.

"I don't think it'll be comfortable... Hime needs me anyways." She kissed Tony's cheek. "Thanks for fixing me."

"Any time baby." He rolled over and wrapped his arms back around Jaxin.

Luna went back into her room, still a little shaky but a lot calmer.

Jaime had fallen asleep but woke back up when Luna came back in. "Honey?"

Luna crawled in bed with him, curling up into his side.

Jaime wrapped his arms around her.

Luna closed her eyes and fell asleep after mumbling a sleepy “I love you.”

"I love you too baby." He drifted back to sleep.

Notes

I won't have internet access for a few days and warped tour on sunday! so an update will be next week. thank you for the reads and subs!

Comments

Please update! Please. Please. Please.
I need more omg
@ofmiceandkim
In my story yes, in real life no haha
amdlove33 amdlove33
7/26/13
holy shit the thought never crossed my mind..
is tony fucking perry gay? oh my godd
ofmiceandkim ofmiceandkim
7/26/13
@Props_and_mayhem
I'll try to upload one tomorrow! And don't worry there's plenty of tony and jaxin to come :D
amdlove33 amdlove33
7/11/13