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And I Just Fell in the Deep End

I Want to See My Kid

Luna woke up around 11 the next morning, still in Jaime's arms. She snuggled closer to him and yawned, then waited for him to wake up.

Jaime woke up to Luna snuggling close to him. "Hey baby." He smiled and kissed her nose.

"Good morning." Luna smiled and kissed his lips. "Want breakfast? Smells like Tony is cooking."

"Mmm yes" Jaime sat on the edge of the bed and stretched before getting up. He threw on a shirt and went downstairs with Luna.

Tony glanced at them when they walked in. "Sounds like you had fun last night?" He smirked before turning back to the stove.

"Whoops. Yeah sorry we weren't very quiet" Luna laughed.

Tony shrugged. "I was already awake so it’s not like you woke me up." He laughed.

She laughed and sat down. "What are you feeding us?"

"French toast. Hime we have practice in a few hours, but then everyone's gonna come back here for a barbecue." He said as he put the French toast on the table. "You'll have to stay here though LuLu." He frowned at her.

"That's okay. I’ll do some laundry and cleaning around the house." Luna smiled at him.

"Okay." Tony smiled and ate his breakfast.

***

A few hours later, Jaime and Tony left for band practice. "I love you Lu we'll see you later." Jaime kissed her lips.

Luna kissed him back. "I'll see you soon!"

Tony and Jaime got in their car to leave for practice.

Luna did the dishes and straightened up the kitchen, humming Disasterology to herself as she went.

A few hours later there was a knock at the door. Luna went and answered it. "Can I help you?"

Derek tightened his fists when Luna opened the door. "Where's my kid?" He said.

"Derek? What are you doing here? What the hell are you talking about?" Luna asked.

"I saw the pictures Luna. We had sex enough. I can do the math, the kid's old enough, I know he's mine." He said to Luna.

"What pictures? I don't have a child?? And we didn't 'have sex'. You raped me. Brutally."

"You are such a liar." he said, pushing past her into the house, looking around. "Where's my kid! I want to see my kid. I have rights."

"I don't fucking have a kid! And get out of my house!" She followed him inside.

"Stop fucking LYING! Just tell me where he is!!" Derek screamed.

"I'm not lying to you for Christ’s sake! You're a fucking psychopath!" Luna said.

Derek whirled around, hitting Luna's face with an open hand. "Don't talk to me like that, bitch."

"What the fuck!" Luna stumbled backwards from the sudden impact. "Get the hell out of my house!"

"Not until you let me see my son!!" Derek said back.

"Oh my fucking god you don't have a son! I've never even been pregnant! Luckily because something spawned from a scummy person like you I would get rid of." Luna scoffed.

Derek's blood boiled when she spoke rudely to him. He pulled back and punched her straight across the face. "Don't fucking TALK to me like that!" He yelled.

Luna crumpled to the floor, holding her face. "Why do you do this to me?!"

"Because you're a lying fucking bitch!" He pushed her back to the floor and got on top of her, trapping her to the floor. He punched her again. "Tell me where the fuck he is!"

"I already told you I don't have a son! I'm engaged and not pregnant!" Luna cried.

He sat back. "You're engaged? What the fuck?" He attacked her again laying punch after punch on her.

Luna cried out in pain, struggling against him.

Tony, Mike, Vic, and Jaime all pulled up in the driveway. Tony noticed a car in the driveway that he didn’t recognize and thought that was weird but shook it off. They walked up to the door and opened it, Tony walked in first. Jaime, Mike and Vic trailed behind.

"Luna were home!!" Tony called.

Derek pulled out a knife and put it to her throat. "Give me. My. Fucking. Kid." He said, pushing the knife dangerously close to her neck.

"I told you there's no one!" Luna exclaimed, voice barely a whisper since he had the knife against her windpipe.

Derek took the knife and with a quick swipe, cut into her upper arm. "Fucking LIAR." He screamed.

Luna screamed in pain, tears springing into her eyes and rolling down her cheeks.

"What the fuck was that?" Jaime asked, running to where he heard the noise, the other guys trailing close behind.

He found where Derek and Luna were and screamed at him to get off her.

"That's Derek!" Tony shouted.

Jaime pulled him off of her and punched him straight in the face. "Don't FUCKING touch her!" Jaime said.

Vic quickly scooped Luna up and ran her into her bedroom, locking the door to keep her safe. He dropped her gently on the bed and looked at her face and the cut on her arm. "What happened darling?" He asked gently.

In the hallway, Mike was beating Derek's face in and Tony was calling 911.

She was shaking so hard her teeth were chattering. "He barged in and started yelling at me about where his son was and I said we didn't have one and he attacked me. He's fucking crazy" she was so upset she couldn't even cry. "I think I might puke..."

Vic rubbed her back and made her put her head between her knees and breathe.

The commotion in the hallway stopped so Vic unlocked the door carefully and looked outside. Mike was sitting on top of Derek who was face down and Mike was pinning Derek’s arm behind his back. Jaime saw Vic and ran to see Luna. Vic took his place in the hallway. Tony was hanging up his phone. "They'll be here in a minute." Tony said.

Luna was sitting on her bed, silent except for her shaking. Blood was running down her arm still since they couldn't fix it until after the police took Derek away.

"Lu honey..." Jaime said, wrapping is arms around her gently. "Why did he come here..." He asked cautiously.

"He thought I had his son... I told him I didn't and he flipped out... I hurt so bad." She whimpered.

"I know baby. I am so sorry this happened. I would clean you up and take care of the pain but it’s all evidence and I can't." He felt so defeated. He couldn't do anything for her and it killed him. He heard sirens outside and a couple of minutes later he heard the chatter of police walkie talkies coming up the stairs.

Mike told them Derek was the one he was on, and the police took him.

One officer went into the bedroom to take Luna's statement.

The officer in the hallway asked who punched Derek. Jaime and Mike said they did, so they had to talk to another police officer to say why they did.

Vic went in with Luna so she wouldn't be alone

Luna had gotten more upset from talking to the police, and was now curled up staring at the wall blankly.

The police had sent a medic up to look at Luna's face and arm after they took evidence. The medic cleaned her up and bandaged the cut on her arm.

Vic laid down behind her and wrapped his arm around her when she laid down.

Luna didn't move or speak, just laid in Vic's arms and tried not to shake too much.

Vic just held her, trying to get her to stop shaking.

Eventually the police left after talking to everyone. Tony came running into Luna's room and hugged her gently so she wouldn't hurt, but tight so she knew he loved her.

Luna hugged him back and sat up. "I'm going to take a shower." She said, in a dead and emotionless voice. She stood up and wandered towards the bathroom.

"Okay" Jaime said sadly.

Luna turned on the water and dug through the drawers until she found a razor, she undressed and got in the shower with it. She stood in there staring at it for quite awhile, and then raised it over her thigh to make the first cut.

Jaime was still sitting on his bed with Vic and Tony waiting for Luna to come back. It had been quite a while that she was in there so he got up to check on her. He opened the door to the bathroom and went inside. He saw Luna holding a razor to herself. "Luna NO!" He screamed.

Luna jumped and dropped the razor, it clattering to the floor of the shower. She was silent for a moment, and then something clicked inside her and she started to violently sob. She collapsed into a sitting position. She wanted to scream and run away, but most of all she just wanted to die.

Jaime grabbed a towel, shut off the water, and climbed in with Luna, wrapping the towel around her shoulders. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her head, pulling her close.

"I just want to die." She sobbed, barely understandable through her tears.

Jaime’s heart dropped. He pulled her onto his lap and held her tighter. He didn't know what to do.

Luna didn't calm down at all, just sat there in Jaime's arms crying.

Tony came running when he heard Jaime scream ‘no’ at Luna. He ran into the bathroom to see Luna collapsed in the shower sobbing, Jaime soaked holding her. His eyes were wide.

Luna was still sobbing, face buried in Jaime's shirt.

She lifted her head a little when she heard Tony enter.

Jaime waved Tony over so help him. Tony climbed into the shower and sat on the other side of Luna.

"Lulu..." Tony started.

Luna looked at him, eyes wide from the shock of everything.

He wrapped his arms around her and held her close.

She eventually quieted down, she was trying to get her breathing back to normal and was holding Jaime's hand.

"Come on honey, let’s get you dressed." Tony said as he stood up and picked Luna up with the towel around her. When he moved her he saw the razor. He closed his eyes and put his head back. "You didn't, did you?" He asked.

Luna shook her head. "He walked in." She said quietly.

'Thank god' Tony thought to himself. He carried her to her bedroom. Jaime stayed put in the shower. He put his head on his knees and started to cry.

Tony sat her on the bed and started going through her drawers to find her something to wear.

Luna sat in silence, watching him.

Tony pulled out sweatpants, his turtle shirt he gave her yesterday, and her bra and underwear. He handed them to her. "Do you need help?"

Luna nodded, standing up shakily. She reached for her underwear and pulled them on under the towel, then dropped it. She got her bra on but fumbled with the clasp.

Tony helped her with her bra and then pulled the turtle shirt on over her head and had her step into the sweatpants.

Luna sighed, staring at him. She couldn't seem to make herself move or say anything.

Tony sat Luna down on the bed and kneeled in front of her, taking her hands. "Baby. I never want you to think cutting yourself is the answer to anything. Especially ruining you being clean for so long because of that douche bag. Right now you’re in a house filled with four guys who love you more than life itself, you could have talked to any one of us before going to the blade. You do not need to do that to yourself. Ever. And this isn't your fault, what happened today. He's a psychotic asshole, Luna. It's not your fault and never has been. We love you Luna. So much. Please don’t ever feel like this is the answer.” He said as he looked into her eyes.

Luna bit her lip and nodded, wrapping her arms around Tony's neck and hugging him tightly.

Tony wrapped his arms around her back and lifted her up. "Mike and Vic are cooking are you hungry?"

Luna shrugged. "I'll come sit outside with you guys though. Where's my Hime?"

"Hmm. I don't think he followed us out of the bathroom." Tony said. "He might be in there still."

Luna stood up. "I'll get him." She went towards the bathroom.

Jaime had stopped crying but was still sitting in the same position and made no effort to wipe the tears away.

"Hime?" Luna asked quietly.

Jaime looked up at Luna.

"Come downstairs with me?"

Jaime nodded and climbed out of the shower. "Hold on." He said quietly. He went to their room and changed his pants and shirt since they were soaked. He returned to Luna and walked with her downstairs quietly.

Luna reached for his hand as they walked, wanting to be close to him.

Jaime took Luna's hand as they walked outside. He went over to the lounge chair and sat on it, pulling Luna between his legs gently.

Luna leaned against his chest. "Hey Tony?"

"Yeah hun?" Tony said.

"Can you get me the acoustic?"

Tony nodded and jumped off the table. He went inside to get his guitar from its stand and quickly returned and handed it to her.

Luna smiled. "Thanks." She tuned it and started playing a medley of a couple of Pierce The Veil songs.

Jaime smiled a little bit, listening to Luna play their songs

She played Hold on Til May next, and started singing softly to herself.

All of the boys looked over at her and smiled, but then went back to cooking and sitting. Jaime held her tighter.

When she was done with that, she started playing One Hundred Sleepless Nights, singing a little louder this time.

Vic stopped cooking and looked up. "Wait. Luna bear, how'd you figure out how to play that acoustic?"

"I dunno I just kinda started playing chords." Luna stopped singing and shrugged with a smile.

"Show me??" He asked, gesturing to Tony to help Mike cook while he sat with her.

Luna showed him the chords she was playing. "Does it sound good?"

"So good! I should use this on the next tour! If you wouldn't mind of course." Vic said.

"Yes do it!! The fans will love it." She replied.

Mike and Tony put all the food on the table and told everyone it was ready. Mike went inside and took the beers outside.

Luna stood up and sat at the table, and set the guitar gently on a chair.

Everyone took a beer and burgers and hot dogs and dug in.

Luna picked at a hot dog, drinking ginger ale instead of beer.

Mike and Vic had decided to stay over, and only had one beer each so they wouldn't be wasted to help with Luna.

They decided to have a fire in the fire pit for a while. They all sat around it just talking.

"Hey LuLu bug? Do you want to stay home from shopping tomorrow? Maybe we can go next weekend?" Tony asked.

"No! That's the only thing I have to look forward to..." She frowned. "It'll make me happier to find my dress."

"Okay then we'll make sure we shop until we find that dress!" Vic laughed.

Jaime frowned when Luna said that was the only thing she had to look forward to, like she's given up hope on life. After a few minutes he went inside quietly. He was too overwhelmed and didn't know what to do. He went and sat on the couch by himself. After a few minutes he put his head in his hands and started to cry.

Luna knew what he was going to do, but she stayed outside with the rest of the boys for awhile longer. "So did we tell you the wedding is gonna be on the beach?"

"Is it really?" Vic got really excited.

"This wedding is going to be kickass." Mike said.

"Yeah! I don't want one in a church, I feel like that's kinda boring. And we are far from traditional sooo. Hmm what kind of cake should we have?" Luna pondered.

"Definitely chocolate." Tony said.

"Sometimes it's just really obvious that we're related." Luna giggled and reached across the table to high five him.

Tony smiled and high fived back.

After a while Jaime couldn't take listening to her pretend like nothing was wrong. He got up and went upstairs to their room and slammed the door out of frustration. He took off his pants and shirt and let out a scream of frustration and then laid down in bed and tried to sleep

"It's getting late... I'm gonna try and sleep I think." Luna stood up. 'Im tired of being awake with my thoughts' she added to herself.

"Okay darlin sleep well.” Vic said.

"Come give me a hug LuLu.” Tony said.

"Night babe.” Mike said.

Luna went over to Tony and wrapped her arms around him. "Goodnight." She murmured.

"I love you baby. Tell us if you need anything." He whispered.

"I will." Luna hugged him tighter for a minute before going upstairs to her room. She didn't undress except removing her bra.

They all sat outside for a while. Eventually Vic got up and went to the guest room. A while later Mike got up. "You good Tone?"

"Yeah I'm gonna stay here for a while." He responded.

"Ok I’ll be in the living room." He said before leaving.

Luna climbed in bed and lay there in the dark for awhile, but soon it was too much for her so she got back up and headed down to the kitchen.

"Babe?" Mike called from the living room when he heard someone in the kitchen. "Is that you?"

"Yeah." She replied, getting a mug and hot chocolate mix out of the cabinets. She filled it with water and put it in the microwave.

"Wanna come sit?" He asked.

"Yeah hang on." She finished making her hot cocoa and wandered into the living room.

"Can't sleep?" He said when she sat.

"Nope." Luna shook her head with a sigh.

"Wanna cuddle?" He asked.

"Yeah." Luna put her half empty mug on the coffee table and curled up next to Mike.

He put his arm around her and pulled her close. "Want me to get you some weed?" He stifled a laugh.

"MICHAEL." Tony yelled at Mike from outside.

Luna snorted, giggling. "According to Tony, no."

"Aww maybe some other day." Mike whispered, chuckling. He put a pillow under their heads and pulled her closer. "Wanna try to sleep here?"

"Mm maybe. When Tony comes in I can guarantee he'll steal me though." She closed her eyes and tried to relax.

"I think he might be out there a while." Mike mumbled against her head. "Just try to sleep." He closed his eyes for a minute. "Unless you wanna do something besides sleep." He whispered in a playfully sexy voice.

"Michael!!!" Luna slapped him gently and laughed, but closed her eyes and relaxed.

Mike smiled. He stayed up until he heard her breathing even out and he knew she had fallen asleep. Then he let himself fall asleep.

Tony came in a while later and saw Luna and Mike sleeping. He smiled and went up to his bed to sleep.

Notes

poor luna :c
but the next chapter they go shopping yay! and derek is in jail now for a long time so he won't be bothering her any more.

Comments

Please update! Please. Please. Please.
I need more omg
@ofmiceandkim
In my story yes, in real life no haha
amdlove33 amdlove33
7/26/13
holy shit the thought never crossed my mind..
is tony fucking perry gay? oh my godd
ofmiceandkim ofmiceandkim
7/26/13
@Props_and_mayhem
I'll try to upload one tomorrow! And don't worry there's plenty of tony and jaxin to come :D
amdlove33 amdlove33
7/11/13