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You can't leave me.

Star Wars

Once we get to Tony's house he cleans my lip and gives me an ice pack for my face. Even though I had told him a hundred times I could do it myself he was being stubborn. After my face was all cleaned up we went to the living room.
"Can you tell us what happened?" I was sitting next to Tony on the couch while vic and Kellin sat on the ground in front of us. I shake my head no "please Mary." He looks me dead in the eye but I just turn my head and shake it no again. He sighs. "Fine but you will tell me at some point" I don't respond just look at the tv which is playing some random cooking show. "We should watch a movie." Kellin was also looking at the tv. I nod. Tony looks up at the tv then back to me "do you like star wars?" I look at him and nod "it's my favorite movie" I smile a little. The biggest smile I have ever seen grew across his face. It reminded me of how exited John would get. It was his favorite movie to he would OBSESS over Star Wars.
"Really?! I have all of the movies and even behind the scenes clips!" I laugh at his excitement as he run out of the room I believe to get the movies. "Oh god you got him started." Vic said putting his head in his hand. I laugh again "yeah I HAVNT seen someone get that exited over Star Wars since- " I didn't finish my sentence
FLASHBACK
"OHHH I WIN!" I jump up with the controller still in my hand
"no fair you cheated!" John pouts from the game chair he sat in. "How did I cheat?" I laugh "well you-" John was cut off my my mother telling from down the stairs. "John! We got something for you!" Of course they did they always get him things but I'm not going to complain it is fun to see john happy.
john grabs my hand and runs down stairs where my mom holds out a plastic bag filled with something. John drops my hand and takes the bag. The second he opened the bag he screamed. And I'm not talking like a regular scream in talking high pitched little girl bloody murder scream. He runs all around the house yelling "HOLY SHIT ITS MARATHON TIME!" He comes back to where me and mom where standing and pulls me up the stairs. "What did you get?" John empties the bag on the floor . Inside the bag was ALL of the star wars movies and extra bonus features. I laugh a little at how exited he got. "WE NO LONGER HAVE TO BUY THEM FROM ON DEMAND!" I laugh again as he quickly scurries to get a bunch of pillows and blankets. Once we are all set we watch ALL of the movies. The whole time john was jumping up and down in his seat. near the end of the movie I had a coughing fit. "Are you okay" he puts his hand on my forehead. "You feel a little warm after we finish the marathon you should get to bed." I nod then continue watching the movie

that was the last time I watched star wars with my brother
END OF FLASHBACK

"hey hey Mary! Earth to Mary!" I look up and see vic waving his hand in front of my face. "Are you okay?" Kellin asked concern written all over his face. I nod and realize I'm crying again. I can't keep doing that when I think about him. I look down and Tony walks into the room "okay so I have-" once he notices in crying he puts down the movie and walks over to me. "What did you to do?" He looks at Kellin and vic
"nothing she just started to like zone out and cry" vic raises his hands in defense. Tony sits back down next to me "where you thinking about him again?" I nod and he pulls me into a hug as I continue to cry. "It's my fault." Tony pulls back and looks at me. "Mary I may not know the whole story but I will tell you no matter what happened it's not your fault." I nod and Tony hugs me again "do you still wanna watch the movie? I could understand if you wou-" "yeah I still wanna watch the movie." Tony nods gets up and puts in the first movie.
Vic and Tony still look confused but decide not to question it and look at the Tv. Tony sits back down and I snuggle into his side.
It was my fault.