You can't leave me.

BRING BRING BRING
my alarm clock. Time to start another useless day.
I don't see why I even try anymore. There is no reason to
part of me always tells me that john would want me to keep moving forward to keep trying. I really hope I can keep this up... For John.
i sit up and grab my hair brush to fix my rats nest.
i sit there for a while just bushing my hair. It feels soothing because john used to brush my hair when I was stressed. That was one of the things he did to calm me down when I was sad. John was the kindest person you would ever meet.
drop your ice cream. John will give you his
falll? John would help you up
if you where sad John would comfort you
if you where mad John would hold a pillow for you to punch
if you where bored John would come over
thats just the type of person John was he was an angel on earth. Now he is an angel in heaven.
i sit up and get dressed in combat boots black ripped jeans a Mickey Mouse tee and my dark purple hoodie. My hoodie matches some of my hair. I feel like it fits my personality. Purple just seems to be my color it speaks for me well purple and black and blue. All those colors just speak about me. They are me. Do I know why? No. But do I allow the colors to speak? Yes.
I grab my book bag and head down the stairs trying not to wake my mother and father because they are most likely hung over.
i head to the kitten grab an apple and start my way to school on my skateboard
I pull into the school and to the school intrence
"HEY SLUT!"
shit
"HEY LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU, YOU FREAK!"
i turn around so I am face to face with Taylor
Taylor lite the girl who every one likes, the one with fake boobs hair and personality around adults. Ugh she is so
fucking fake. But every one believes her as for I, I see right through all her little lies.
"what do you want Taylor?"
"I want to know why you decided why you showed your face here again"
"is it bad I actually want an education?" She gives me a glare
"I don't know why you even try you will always be to dumb for anything any way, I mean purple is so out!" She laughs and walks into the school. I give a short huff and walk in moments after

Notes

soooo people.... Sup