“My life is a fucking shit show,” I muttered under my breath as I picked up all of the empty beer bottles up in my living room. The girls and Alec, seeing as he was practically the “gay” friend, had come over last night to drink. It got a little out of hand and messy, but I mean, it was fun... I just had a lot to clean today, thank god I was granted the day off of work.

“It’s a great shit show,” I felt a smack on my ass.

I turned around and raised an eyebrow at Lex, who was still in only a pair of lace underwear and my Sublime shirt, her blonde hair in a disheveled bun. She had a playful smirk on her lips as I brushed past her to throw all the beer bottles away in the kitchen. When I walked back out to the living room, she was picking up all the pillows and blankets that were strewn around and were folding them, placing them on the couch. I grabbed the rest of the trash out of the room and disposed of it, then picked up Diablo’s puppy pad, seeing as he used it, and threw that away as well. Lex had given me the great idea to go buy this thing for my balcony that they made for dogs, it was like grass, so that he could do his business in it and then I didn’t have to walk him constantly. It was also a lot more eco-friendly than the puppy pads that I would leave in the kitchen and my bedroom for him. We were going to the pet store today to check it out.

Lex walked into the kitchen and stood in front of me, smiling and wrapping her arms around my torso, “Why don’t you go shower and get your pretty little self ready? I’ll feed D and make you and I both some breakfast.”

“That’d be great,” I smiled up at her, putting my hands on the small of her back and pulling her closer to me. She leaned down as I leaned up, pressing her soft lips against mine for a millisecond. I pulled away and put my arms back down to my side, waiting for her to release me from her grip.

I walked into the bathroom, turning the water on and then walking back out into my room. I grabbed two towels, underwear and a bra. I set the underwear and bra on the sink in the bathroom, and the towels on top of the toilet seat. I closed and locked the door and then stripped myself of my clothes, throwing them into my hamper. The bathroom was already steaming up from the running shower, but I decided to give me a once-over in the foggy mirror. I pulled my long hair out from the ponytail it was in, letting it cascade down my shoulders and back. I had a small hickey on my collar that would be pretty easy to cover, and then a few dark ones lining my hip bones. I laughed to myself as I got in the shower, Lex always gave me hickeys down there. I let the hot water run over my body, like it was some cleansing of what I did last night. I didn’t exactly feel bad about hooking up with Lex. Mike was the one who said he wanted a threesome with her and I... that he always fantasized about us in high school. Hell, even on the phone lately he’s been joking around with me about if Lex and I hook up, he wants it videoed. I shrugged it off and washed my hair, letting everything that happened behind closed doors last night replay in my head.

After washing my body, shaving everything that needed to be shaved, and a little “me” time, I exited the bathroom with my underwear and bra on, a towel in my hair. I smelled bacon coming from my kitchen. I walked in there to see Lex cooking bacon on the stove, a plate of chocolate chip waffles sitting on the counter.

“Mike called you,” she said while looking over her shoulder at me. She looked at my hips and smirked, “Nice trophies you got there.”

“Shut up, Alexandra,” I teased and grabbed my phone off the charger, clicking Mike’s name and holding it up to my ear.

A few rings went by and he finally answered, “Hey, baby.”

“Hey, handsome,” I smiled at the sound of his voice. I missed him, but it wasn’t to the point where I was like, freaking out about it... I just missed his presence. “I miss you.”

“I miss you too, sweetheart. How was your night?” I could hear some noise in the background, like music and people talking loudly.

“It was good. I don’t have to go into work today, I got an e-mail late last night saying I could get off. Are you busy? Sounds like a party,” I laughed, it was one-thirty AM in Australia and only eight-thirty in the morning here.

He chuckled, “Yeah, there’s quite a few people on the bus right now. I snuck off outside to call you and have a cigarette.”

“Awe, I feel so special. Any hot girls?” I teased, knowing he wasn’t hooking up with anyone while he was on tour.

He laughed once again, “Tons. I have one waiting for me in my bunk as we speak.” I laughed into the phone and I heard him sigh, “That wasn’t very believable, was it?”

“It never is,” I smiled as Lex placed the bacon down on the counter and motioned for me to eat. “How much longer till you come home to me?”

“Ten days,” I heard his lighter light up his cigarette. “I’m hoping they go by as fast as possible. I just want to be able to boss you around again.”

“Excuse me?” I asked while putting a piece of bacon into my mouth, “I boss you around, Michael. You’re my bitch.”

“Shhh,” he laughed. “I told you, I’m only your bitch when no one else is around. I don’t want people to think I’m not manly.”

I rolled my eyes, “It’s obvious I wear the pants in the relationship, babe. I’m pretty sure everyone knows that.”

“You’re embarrassing me,” he muttered. “You’re embarrassing me in front of all of my tree friends.”

I bursted into laughter, “You are totally high right now. Tree friends, Mike? Really?” Lex started snickering from the table, listening to our conversation.

“Are you making fun of me?” He whined, “There’s nothing else out here but me and trees.”

“And squirrels, and birds, and bunnies, and snakes, and spiders...”

“That’s enough,” he sighed. “I’ll let you get back to your lesbian time with Lex. Send pictures.”

“Michael Christopher,” I shook my head, laughing.

He laughed, “I love you, Rae.”

“You too, Mikey. Get a good night’s sleep,” I teased and then hung up the phone.

“What are you waiting for, slut? Come eat with me!” Lex yelled from the table and motioned for me to come sit down with her. I had just been stealing pieces of bacon off the plate as I was on the phone.

I sat down and grabbed two waffles, putting them on my plate and smothering them in syrup, cutting them up and the putting bacon on top of them, ripping the bacon up of course. I took my fork and stabbed through the bacon and waffle, putting it into my mouth and sighing at the flavor. It was so good. I had been eating pretty clean for the past week, so I didn’t feel like this was such a bad thing. I looked at Lex’s plate, which was almost finished. She stood up and walked over to the coffee maker, making us both a cup of Cinnamon Roll coffee and putting in sugar and creamer. She came back over to the table and placed a cup in front of me, smiling. I smiled back at her and then grabbed the cup, letting the warm liquid go down my body. She was always like this, ever since high school. We’d hook up and then she’d take over this wife-like position, cooking and cleaning and taking care of me. I didn’t mind it, not one bit. I guess this is how Mike felt when I did the same for him.

“Do you want to take Diablo to the pet store with us?” She asked as she sipped on her coffee, taking her time drinking it. “We could go to the park afterwards, and then you can go take care of Mike’s stupid hamster.”

I laughed and put my fork down, “That sounds good to me. I actually have to bring Michael Jackson to Jesse’s. Mike is giving him to Kayla because he’s pretty much going to be touring non stop for the next year.”

“That’s probably best. I still think it’s weird that he would get a hamster at twenty-two years old, but that’s just me... oh... another question... Have you gotten Mike a Christmas present? Christmas is this weekend.”

I sighed deeply. I hated that all of the boys, not just Mike, were spending their Christmas in Australia. Lex had elongated her stay so that she could stay at her Mom’s for Christmas. I was going to go to my mom’s house on Christmas Day, but to Mama and Papa Fuentes’ house on Christmas Eve. I also had to somehow fit getting to the Preciado household somewhere in that mess. “I’ve ordered him a few things online. I just feel like shit because I know he’s going to go overboard with Christmas presents for me, and I don’t make enough money to get him everything I want.”

“I’m pretty sure he’d be happy if you just gave him a kiss for Christmas, Rae,” Lex laughed. “Are you done eating? I’ll put all the dishes away, you go get ready.”


We walked around the pet store with Diablo sitting in the cart. For some reason he felt the need to get in the cart every time we came here. God forbid the little prince were to walk around like all the other dogs. The first thing we looked for in the store was the little grass, Potty Patch. Lex then decided that we should get Diablo some Christmas presents, which I was totally game for. We walked over to the dog clothes section and I got him a few new sweaters, and some reindeer antlers to wear on Christmas. Lex also got him a little camo jacket with a fur-lined hood. She said that it was the “icing on the cake” to show that he was Mike and I’s son. I also got him a few toys that he was eyeballing and placed them in the cart as far away from him as possible. He loved to shred toys, and I really didn’t need him doing that before I even purchased them. We made our way through to the other side of the store, where a small feral cat rescue was holding an adoption today.

“Oh my god, Rae! Look how adorable she is!” Lex cried out, pointing to a small calico kitten.

I shook my head, “Absolutely not. I hate cats. Mike hates cats. I have a dog that likes to chase squirrels and bunnies... I do not need a cat in my life.”

“But she’s so cute,” she whined and stuck her bottom lip out. “Can’t you just go look at her?”

“No,” I smiled and pushed the cart away from the area, walking towards the check out.

“You suck,” Lex huffed from behind me.

I paid for all of Diablo’s things and then put everything in the trunk of Mike’s Escalade. It was a good thing he left me his keys because I would rather drive this than my car any day. I drove the next ten minutes to the nearest park so that we could walk Diablo around and enjoy the day. We walked along a wooded hiking path, just making small talk about this upcoming weekend and what time Lex’s flight is going to be, and how we need to decorate my Christmas tree tonight. She told me she’d help me with wrapping presents as well, because we both needed to do this for each of our families. I just had like a huge pile of presents sitting by the tree and my couch, unwrapped and a mess. After the park, we got in the car and drove to the Fuentes’ household, where I ran inside and grabbed Michael Jackson and all of his belongings within three minutes, then drove off in the direction of Jesse and Marianne’s house.

“Rae Rae!” Kayla squealed as she saw me walk in the front door, the hamster cage in my arms and his other things tucked in a bag under my armpit.

“Hey, Kay,” I smiled down at the small girl. She looked like the female version of Vic, it was hysterical, but then again Vic and Jesse looked so much alike. Mike was like the weirdo that was super tall, with dark hair and paler skin. Jesse and Vic both had lighter brown hair, were short, and had tan skin. “Where’s your Papa?”

“Right here,” Jesse smiled as he walked into the room, putting his phone in his pocket. “Sorry, right when you pulled up I had gotten a business call. Is this everything?”

“Yep... well, everything that Mike had put together for me to grab. Knowing him he’s still got a few things lying around the house,” I smiled. “Where’s the cage going?”

“My room! My room! Please, Daddy!” Kayla yelled while bouncing up and down in front of her father, batting her long, dark eyelashes.

“Yeah, please, Daddy?” I smirked at Jesse, knowing he was going to cave. Kayla was like his little princess. He’d do anything to keep her happy.

“Of course he can go in your room, Kay,” he smiled. “Right this way. Kay, can you grab the bag from Rae?”

Kayla looked up at me and held her arm out. I bent down so that she could reach the bag, and then she took it, dragging it behind her as she ran to her room in front of her father. I followed Kayla into her room and put Michael Jackson’s cage down on her bedside table. She took a seat on the bed and shot me a toothy grin as she poured out the contents of the bag. It had his food, treats and pink hamster ball in it.

“Can I hold him, Daddy?” She looked at Jesse who was standing at the foot of her bed. He nodded and then she looked at me, “Can you teach me how to take him out?”

I nodded, “Look. You see right here?” I pointed at the top loft of the cage. “When he’s sleeping up here you can grab him here... but when he’s sleeping down here, where he is now,” I pointed at the lower part of the cage, “You open this door and grab him.” I showed her how to open the door and let her try it out.

“But how do you know he’s down here? I don’t see him anywhere!” She whined while peeking in all corners of the cage.

“Look,” I pointed to a corner with a little bit of motion. “He likes to hide under his bedding. Kind of like how you hide under your blankets when you don’t want to get up in the morning. When you see it move up and down, that means he’s under there. Just brush the bedding off him to wake him up. You don’t want to grab him right away because it can scare him.”

She nodded and then reached her little hand inside the cage, brushing the bedding off of Michael. He twitched his nose and looked at her before she scooped him into her hands.

“Both hands, Kayla,” Jesse commanded.

“I know, Daddy,” she smiled and held both hands together, Michael Jackson sitting in the middle of them. “He’s so cute! Thank you, Rae! Can you tell Uncle Mikey thank you for me?”

“Of course I will tell him,” I smiled and kissed her forehead. “I’ve got to head out, though. Take good care of the little guy.” I stood up and walked over to Jesse, hugging him and then saying my goodbyes. Then walked back out to the car and drove back to my apartment, eager to eat some dinner and get all of this wrapping and decorating out of the way.


“Rudolph with your nose so bright, won’t you guide my sleigh tonight,” Lex sung out loud to the music as she strung my Christmas tree with white lights. “Then how the reindeer loved him. As they shouted out with glee.”

“Yippie!” I shouted from the couch, making us both laugh. I finished wrapping my sister’s first present and then set it on the floor with my mom’s presents. I stood up from the couch, stretching. I looked over at Lex, “Do you want some hot chocolate? I feel like it’s perfect for tonights festivities.”

“Can I get a kiss along with that hot chocolate?” She smiled and reached into my box of Christmas decorations. They were the same decorations that Jaime and I used... it was the same tree that Jaime and I used every year, but since he was gone this Christmas I took it for myself.

I blew her a kiss and walked into the kitchen, mixing us both some hot chocolate. I turned up the Christmas music that was coming from my iHome in the kitchen. Once the hot chocolate was made, I let it cool on the counter as I checked the cookies that were in the oven. They were almost done baking. They were just those normal, Christmas oriented sugar cookies that you’d buy pre-made, but it helped me get in the Christmas spirit. I hummed along to Winter Wonderland, a frown falling on my face. As much as I loved Christmas time, and decorating my tree, I wished that Mike would have been here to do it with me. It would have been nice to be spending our first Christmas together, but the band has to come first. I sighed and sent him a quick text telling him I missed him, and then took the cookies out of the oven. I placed them on a cooling rack and then grabbed the mugs full of hot chocolate, bring them back out into the living room.

Lex was almost done with the three, “This looks great, babe.” I smiled and handed her the mug of hot chocolate. She looked at me with a blush and pressed her lips to mine. “The cookies are cooling,” I mumbled against her lips and then pulled away.

“I’d like to have another cookie in the mean time,” she winked and then took a sip of her hot chocolate. “How about you take a break from wrapping? I only need a half hour.”

“Alexandra,” I smiled, my cheeks turning crimson.

She placed her mug down on the coffee table and then took mine from my hands, putting it next to hers. She wrapped her arms around me and pressed her forehead against mine, “Come on, Rae. You know you want to.”


I couldn’t control myself any longer, I placed my lips on hers in a hungry kiss. I grabbed her waist and pulled her as close to me as possible. Last night wasn’t a complete blur, but I wanted this sober. I wanted to remember this better. Her mouth opened up, her tongue slipping out and licking against my bottom lip. I opened my mouth at the first touch of her saliva, allowing our teeth to clash and tongues to begin a battle for dominance. Her hands slipped from my sides and down onto my ass, grabbing at it and pulling it up. Once she got a good grip she lifted me into her arms and carried me towards my bedroom. Inside, she pulled her lips from mine and set me on my bed, crawling on top of me as fast as she could.

My shirt was discarded, my bra was discarded. Her hands and lips were all over me, kissing, sucking, and nipping different places. There was always that one reason why I liked sexual encounters with Lex. As a female, she knew what females wanted and what they liked. I didn’t have to tell her to kiss here, or lick there, she just knew. That was something Mike didn’t catch on to until we fooled around for a few months. Her mouth stayed on my pierced nipple, sucking and biting at it softly as her hand trailed down towards my leggings. Her index and middle finger ran over my soaking wet area, through the fabric. I knew she could feel how wet I was. It didn’t help that I didn’t have any underwear on, either.

Her hand slipped into my leggings, her index and middle finger now making small circles on my clit as I let out breathless moans. She detached her mouth from my skin and I reached up, grabbing her shirt and pulling it off her body. I ripped her bra off right after and then placed each of my hands over her chest, massaging at the giant pair of breasts that sat in front of me. She groaned as I pinched and pulled on her nipples. Her hand slipped lower and she inserted two fingers into me. I let out a wimper at the feeling of her and her manicured nails feeling against my walls. She placed her lips back on mine and I moved my hands to her hair, tangling my fingers in the curly, blonde mass. I could tell that she wanted more than what she was receiving as she grinded herself against my right thigh.

I pulled myself away from her completely, pushing her onto her back and then up higher on the bed. She settled, shirtless, into my pillows, her blonde hair falling everywhere. I positioned myself at the end of the bed, then grabbed her legs, hoisting them into the air. I pulled her sweatpants and panties down her long, perfect legs, and then replaced them with myself. She cried out as I ran my tongue over her southern region, up and down her lips and then letting the tip slightly slip into her hole. I repeated the action over and over again, making her and myself hornier than before. My tongue flicked against her clit as she began to squirm. I wrapped my arms around her thighs and held them into place, my hands resting on her hips. I moved my mouth onto her entrance, practically devouring everything in my reach.

“Rae,” she moaned out my name while she pulled on my hair. “Oh, baby. I’m gonna cum.”

I moaned against her, knowing it would send electric shocks all over her body and awaken all her nerves. I took my index finger and made small circles on her clit as I continued to pound into her with my tongue, lapping up every last drop from her orgasm. Her body shook as I pulled my mouth away from her. I smirked to myself while noticing her tremble with aftershock. Her shaky hands grabbed at my shoulders, pulling me up to her. My lips were soon back on hers as she yanked my leggings down. As soon as my pants were off, she sat me on her face and I braced myself for the bliss I was about to receive.

Notes

First off, I want to apologize for not updating.
I've been slightly busy as well as suffering from writer's block.

Secondly, I want to apologize for offending anyone.
I know that some people may not be okay with girl-on-girl.
I am very comfortable with my sexuality and see nothing wrong with writing it.
It's actually kind of fun to break away from the normal penis/vagina sex here and there.
This is the only chapter with girl-on-girl action, so don't worry about future happenings ok.

I picture Lex to look like Candice Swanepoel, btw.

I know all of you called that Rae was going to cheat on Mike.
Yadda yadda yadda. We all knew it from the moment she saw Lex.
But what's up with Mike's teasing and acting like he'd be accepting of it?
How do you guys feel about them spending Christmas apart from each other?
Mike comes home in ten days! Is Rae going to tell him about her and Lex's sex?

I'm really going to try to update this again within the next few days.
I need to get an update out on Running, too, because I'm REALLY slacking.

I hope you guys enjoy. Give me feedback, people.
xoxoxoxxoxo