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Palm Springs

Chapter 7

Vic’s POV
Jaime was right, as she talked about Eric, my feelings started to eat me alive with the fact that America was talking about kissing and feeling something towards this guy. I had to leave, I feel like an ass for doing so but I had to leave immediately because I would have poured my heart out to her right then and there.
She was calling after me but I just ran until I got to the Sleeping With Sirens bus, when I ran into Katelynn. She smiled at me and I smiled at her before she called Kellin out.
“How have you been, Vic?” She asked, and I smiled.
“Pretty good, how about you?”
“Glad to see Kellin today, he was more excited to see Copeland though” She stated, we both laughed and then I saw Kellin come out with baby Copeland in his arms. He kissed Katelynn on the cheek and in my head, this family picture was snapped.
All I could think of was a family, teaching my kids how to draw or how to play guitar. I found myself in this world where there was a white picket fence and I had just stepped off the tour bus. And my kids would come running out of the door screamed “Daddy!” and I drop all my stuff just to give them all hugs. I would walk up the pathway to the house and the most beautiful girl I have ever seen would be standing there. But It wasn’t Ray or any other girl, it was America standing there waiting for me to run up and kiss her.


“Vic, dude you okay?” Kellin’s voice rang me back into reality and I instantly became overwhelmed.
“Uh, yeah I just need some advice”
“Is this about Amy?” He asked, and I rolled my eyes. “It so is”
“I hate you for being right”
“Is this the girl I see you with?” Katelynn asked, and I shook my head.
“That’s my current girlfriend Rayvn” I stated and Kellin was now rolling his eyes.
“Vic’s genius plan to get rid of his feelings for his best friend America”
“Vic, if you have feelings for her, you should talk to her instead of hide them” Kate explained and I nodded.
“Vic let’s go for a walk” Kellin said, kissing Kate’s cheek and leaving Copeland with her. I followed Kellin down a trail that happened to be beside the lot that Warped was set onto. “What’s the matter Vic?”
“She’s here”
“Good, you can talk this out with her” Kellin stated, stepping over a tree trunk and sitting on it.
“Kel, I can’t she doesn’t like me – she likes this guy named Eric”


“How do you know she likes him?”
“She kissed him, but he never called her back” I stated and Kellin laughed.
“Sounds like a typical boy, but does she still like him?” Kellin asked and I shrugged.
“I don’t know, we were talking and she explained how she felt like they had a connection”
“What did you say?”
“I told her I had to go to see Ray, then left” I muttered and Kellin hit me up side the head.
“For someone older than me Vic, you’re one idiot” Kellin said. “Was she asking for advice? What did she say about the kiss?”
“She said, I should know that she takes kisses seriously and asked why males are idiots”
“Wait, back it up – what does she mean by you know that she takes kisses seriously?” He asked, and I shrugged. “Think hard Vic, because by the sound of it she was doing the old implying thing that girls do to hint at something we’ve done wrong”
“I mean we kissed before she went back to Canada for a year”
“Ayo, there you go – what did she say about it?”
“I mean we never really talked about it, I kind of pretended we never kissed because I fell for Cara” I explained and Kellin nodded.
“Look Vic, if Amy takes kisses seriously maybe she does like you but she’s afraid you’ll hurt her and leave her hanging like you did before”
“Why does everyone say she likes me!?” I exclaimed.
“Because you’re too wrapped up in your own feelings to consider her own, you only care about preventing yours but in the process you’re hurting your best friends – Vic you’re screwing this up for yourself and in time you’ll regret it” Kellin explained, then hopped off the trunk leaving me to reminisce in what he just said.
Did Amy really have feelings for me? Does she still think about the kiss?
The kiss was her first, I placed my lips on her soft ones and I can’t even remember now what they felt like. I placed my fingers on my dry chapped lips and tried the hardest to remember but I couldn’t. I put off all that time and now I want to feel her again.
I needed to find her.
“Kellin, I need to go”
“Go get her” He stated and smirked at me. I gave him a quick hug before running out of the bus, running to our bus and climbing on. I searched the bus and saw nobody on it but Adam who was sifting through some photos.
“Have you seen Amy?”
“Yeah, her and Mike went to the main stage to see We The Kings” Adams stated and I nodded before running back out. I felt bad as I bypassed fans who shouted my name but I had to get to the stage.
And just my luck, We The Kings had just stopped playing so the crowd was now swarming me and I had to push through until I got to side stage where I caught Mike and her talking to Travis, I ran up.
“Hey guys!”
“Hey Vic!” Travis said and we bro hugged.
“Vic, where did you go?” Mike asked and I looked at Amy.
“Look Amy, I think – “
“One sec Vic, my phones ringing” She said, pulling her phone out of her pocket and she read the screen, her face dropped. I thought it may have been her family but I thought wrong. “Hey Eric”
Amy turned away from us and walked a few meters in front of us. My heart dropped, he called her back just in time for me to finally realize what I wanted. I wanted purely her, just standing near her made me want to be closer to her. I’m staring right at her, her crimped hair blowing in the humid wind and her nose scrunched up as she hung up, she looked at me and somehow I felt like music was playing as she walked up towards me.
“Everything okay?” I asked and she nodded.
“Eric told me he wasn’t interested, probably found or is looking for something better” She scoffed, in her eyes I say insecurity and fear.
“He is looking in the wrong direction then” I said, a smile towards her and she smiled back. A smile I would never forget. “Look, Amy I think we should talk”
“Yeah, that would be nice – and no running away, okay?” She said.
“You could tie me up if you wanted too”
“Interesting idea my friends, interesting idea”
God, I love her.

Notes

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