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This Love Was Out of Control

These Dark Dreams Gotta Me Something

*Vic’s POV*

"Fuck me really hard, please," I begged. He stared in my eyes before crashing his lips to mine. His hands slithered to my pants, pulling them down instantly without unbuttoning it. Just before pulling my boxers down, he sucked on my skin. He wrapped his hand around my cock and began moving his hand up and down slowly.

He looked at me. “The way you’re staring at me, it seems like you want something more pleasurable,” he winked. I nodded. He replaced his hand with his mouth and began sucking on the tip.

“Fuck…” I moaned. “That feels so good. Don’t stop.” I tightened my grip on the sheets and let my head fall back. He bobbed his head faster. He looked at me a couple times. “I’m about to…oh god,” I breathed out. “Make me cum!” He grabbed my dick and held it straight. He licked the tip and forced my cock down his throat. He bobbed his head even faster. I came a couple seconds later and he cleaned it up. He fell on my side.

“You’re a trip, Vic,” he smiled, snuggling me. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

“Shut up and kiss me,” I urged. He leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. I pulled away just for a second. “I love you so much. I can‘t live without you.”

…..

A huge pointy finger stabbed me in the shoulder. “Asleep in my class again, Fuentes?” Davidson said.

“Mm-hm,” I managed to mumble out. I kept my eyes closed and drifted back to sleep.

“Wrong answer. Now get up and go to your lab station. You don’t want your partner doing all the work now, do we?” he said sarcastically, walking away from me.

I tumbled out of my seat and slowly scrambled my way over to the back counter. I pulled out the sheet of paper we needed. I asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom. He nodded and I ran as fast as I could.

I turned on some cold water and splashed my face with it. Snap out of it, Vic. What is wrong with you? You‘re not gay so stop having gay dreams! It‘s wrong to be in love with a man; especially a man you don‘t know. I stared at my reflection.

I just realized something. I noticed that in my dreams, I never say the guy’s name nor could I see his face. I can’t make out the voice either. If I just listen closely, maybe I can figure out who the guy is!

These dreams are weird, but a good kind of weird. I’m so in love with this man and I’m into everything that we do. The sex is so amazing. But I feel like it’s not only sex. I feel like we have such a strong love connection and nothing can break us apart. But how can I feel that with someone I don’t know?

I’m thinking if I can picture who I’m with, maybe my dream will show me the guy’s face. But it’s gonna be so damn awkward picking out random people I’m sleeping with. I’ll have to start with people I know. Maybe I’m sleeping with the same guy that sent me that love letter.

The joy of happiness made my night yesterday reading it in the bus.

But for now, I need to go back to class because I hate when Davidson throws an argument in the middle of class.

I rushed my way back in the doorway and skidded to my lab station.

I have to talk with as many guys as I can today. I know it sounds creepy as fuck but I just have to know who I’m so madly in love with and why I’m so in love with this person. And the best thing to do is stare at all the guys in the room and picture me sleeping with them. I’m trying to make myself have visions in my mind.

I snapped out of my thoughts while Davidson took attendance. “Older Fuentes?”

“Here…and wide awake!” I joked. He gave me a look and continued.

“Younger Fuentes?”

“Here!” Mike yelled.

“Gaskarth?”

“Here.”

“Lawson?”

“Here.”

“Kaguez?”

“Here,” a softer voice sang. I looked over at Caesar and saw her standing with Austin. Was Kellin not here today? Austin and Kellin were partners and Caesar and some other chich were partners. I don’t think her partner is here either.

He went down the list of people’s names. He liked to call everyone by their last name.

“Preciado?”

“Here.” I glanced at the boy only for a second before turning my attention back to me Austin.

Maybe I should start off with him. He seems like he would be an amazing person to sleep with. He was tall and skinny. Who knows, he could be great in bed.

I pictured the dream I was having. Austin was actually a bit too tall; 6 foot 4 to be exact. The guy in my dream was only a little bit taller than me. And he wasn’t that skinny either. I’m not saying he wasn’t fit but the word skinny couldn’t come across him.

Time to cross off Austin from my list. But I can’t know for sure. I better think of something.

“Quinn?” the teacher spoke out. “Quinn…no Quinn,” he marked a check next to his name. I guess Kellin really wasn’t here. Now I have no one to hang out with after school.

Wait a second. I hang out with Kellin all the time! What if he’s the one I’m sleeping with in my dream? I hope not. Anywho, I pictured him being in bed with me. He was actually just as skinny as me so I don’t think it was him.

I should make a list of all the features the guy had so it will be easier for me to find out who the guy is.

1. Black hair.
2. Not as skinny as me.
3. Very passionate in bed.
4. Strong arms. (not as muscular like mine)
5. Very soft touch. (smooth hands)
6. Pinch taller.
7. Tight Abs.

Those are the qualities and features I picked up from my dream. I can’t really think of anything else. Now to start crossing people off my list.

I glanced around the room.

Austin isn’t going to work because he’s way taller than me. I can check him off.

Kellin isn’t here for me to stare at him creepily but I know him inside and out. He’s got the black hair. He is a pinch taller than me. In gym class, we had to hold hands to conduct the game we were playing and his hands are soft. He’s very skinny but not as skinny as I am. There’s only one thing I’m missing. Strong arms. Kellin is not strong at all. He can barely pick me up and I’m so as fuck. But then again, I lift a lot and muscle weighs more than fat. So he could be the one. I’ll still put him on hold for right now because the only way I can figure out if he’s passionate in bed is if I have sex with him. But the whole strong arms thing, he’s not strong. Now that I think about it, he doesn’t have tight abs either.

This person has to have ALL the qualities for it to be true. So I guess Kellin is off my list.

I checked out my friend Alan. I can automatically cross him off because he has red hair. Same for Jesse. They’re both gingers so it’s not gonna work.

I took a look at Alex and Jack. Alex doesn’t have black hair. It’s more of a darkish lightish brown color. He’s checked off.

Jack looked about right; a little taller than me too. He had the black hair I was looking for and he had strong arms. I wouldn’t know about his touch though. I’ve never had to hold hands with him or anything with him. I barely talk to him. All I know is that him and Alex are best friends. And I don’t think he would work because he was skinny, just like me. I need someone not as skinny as me. So he’s checked off as well.

I can delete all the girls out of the room because I was the one being fucked.

I checked off Jack Fowler, Gabe Barham, Matty Mullins, Ricky Olson, and Justin Hills.

There aren’t that many guys in our class.

Who the fuck am I missing? Oh right…Jaime. I glanced at him for a good two minutes, examining the qualities and features he had.

He has black hair. He’s not as skinny as me. From where I’m standing, he has strong looking arms. He was also a pinch taller than me. I’m only missing three things out of him. I don’t know if he has tight abs because I‘ve never seen him shirtless. I’m not sure if he has smooth hands and I sure as hell don’t know if he’s passionate in bed. I crossed everything off except for these three things.

I know exactly how I can feel his touch so there‘s no trying on that one. But if I can just somehow get him to take his shirt off, maybe I can see if he’s ripped under there. What am I talking about? I’m fucking Victor Vincent Fuentes! I can just look at him and he’ll get scared. It works with everyone else so why not him? The whole thing in bed will have to wait because I don’t plan on having sex with him. But I have a way to put everything together so this should work out just fine.

~~~

*Jaime’s POV

Coach Fraser called me to his office earlier and he said that I made it into the team! I’m literally so excited! I can’t wait to start. He said to meet him after school tomorrow in the locker room.

4th hour was ending and it was time to wrap it up. Davidson said that we’re not going to work on our long assignment tomorrow because he feels we’ve been working really hard and he wants to give us a break. So he’s like we get to watch an “educational” movie. That’s such bullshit. But then we all voted on a movie we wanted to watch and most of us picked Bring It On: In It To Win It. He said it had to involve school and it kinda does.

~~~

Caesar asked if she could come over and talk with me about stuff. I agreed because I told her that she could talk to me about anything.

“So like, yeah, I don’t think Austin loves me that much anymore,” she said glumly. I rubbed comforting circles around her back.

“Why so?” I asked.

“He’s been hanging with his friend Alan a little too much and he never wants to spend quality time with me anymore. I mean in school it’s no big deal, but outside of school, all he does is talk about him. Alan Alan Alan is all I hear out of him.”

“So what do you suggest?”

She knelt her head down and sighed. “I think he’s cheating on me with him. I saw them cuddling and being all cute and shit the other day.” Tears flooded her eyes but she blinked them away.

“You’ll eventually get over him. I’ve had that problem with my ex before. He cheated on me but he wasn’t even that great.”

“Should I tell him about it? Like I don’t want Austin to deny it because I know that he feels for him. He hangs with Alan a lot and I know their best friends but sometimes it kills me when he doesn’t want to spend time with me.”

“Maybe a different day, love. Tell him how you really feel but when the time is right.”

The door swung open and Tony walked through. “Hey, Jaime! Oh, I didn’t know someone was over. Who’s your friend?” he asked, placing Burger King on the table.

We both stood up for a proper introduction. I let them stand in front of each other. “Oh uh, Tony, this is Caesar. Caesar, this is Tony.” They both smiled awkwardly to each other and shook hands.

“Your name is Caesar?” Tony asked, smiling widely. She blushed a little.

“Yeah, it is,” she said shyly.

“So is mine, sort of. I don’t like to be called Caesar. I prefer Tony.”

“Ok.” They both smiled.

I sighed at the fact on how cute they look. They were both a little shy. I didn’t know Caesar was shy in the beginning but she is. They were both a little awkward in their own cute way. And they seemed to like each other already. “Well, looks like you two will be hitting it off soon.”

They both gave me dirty looks. Geez, tough crowd.

Notes

*title credit: BOTDF...pls pls pls don't judge me, i couldn't think of a title that fit w/ this so pls i beg you....don't JUDGE ME. this fits perfectly so yeah.

Comments

Would really like to see a sequel :)

I just started reading this and im on chapter five then I accidently read the top comment about Jaime dying and now im pissed at myself

You little fucker JAIME IS NOT ALOUD TO DIE I CRYED FOR THREE CHAPTERS STRIGHT but it was nice that you put him memories at the end it's a great story

Ptvlover213 Ptvlover213
5/30/15

DUDE I READ THIS IN 3 DAYS AND RN ITS 1:52 AM AND BAWLING MY EYES OUT LIKE HELLA NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF THE ENDING BUT MY FRIEND'S GOLDFISH JUST DIED AND I COULDN'T HELP TO BE EMOTIONAL BUT GODAMN IT

@piercethevie

Sorry, I just really freaking love this story and I kinda lost it when you killed Jaime.