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This Love Was Out of Control

You Killed Who?

*Jaime’s POV*

She sits up high surrounded by the sun
One million branches and she loves every one
Mom and dad, did you search for me?
I've been up here so long I'm going crazy


I woke up to a beautiful voice sounding throughout the room. An acoustic guitar was strumming softly through my ears as I rubbed my eyes and stared at the person standing across the room.

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the windows
You screamed over the sound
And as we own this night
I put your body to the test with mine
This love was out of control
3-2-1 where did it go?


I smiled at him. He put his guitar down and smiled back at me. He pranced his way over to me and hopped into bed, cuddling up by my side.

“I said I had a surprise for you,” Vic smiled, kissing my cheek.

“I already love it. Your voice is so beautiful, babe.” I caressed his cheek before kissing it. “Finish it?” I questioned.

“Maybe later. We need to get ready for school,” he frowned. He stood up and threw on a pair of black skinnies with his white and red shirt. He bent down and fluffed out his hair, running his hands through it.

“My clothes are at home and the ones I had on before we had sex are dirty now,” I stated, looking at the ground.

“Hmmm…” He searched around in his closet and snatched a tye-dyed hoodie out from it. “You can wear this.”

“With no shirt under it?”

“You don’t need a shirt,” he winked. “And put those on. I swear they’re clean.”

I picked up a pair of grey skinnies and tried pulling them up my legs. “Ummm…”

Vic saw what the problem was and giggled at me. “They’re kinda tight on you.”

“KINDA?! My balls are choking and they need air!” I dragged them down my legs and stopped mid-thigh. “I think your jeans are stuck on me.”

“Do you need help?” he smiled, sticking his left foot in his American flag Vans.

I smiled at him and placed my hands together like I was about to pray. “Please?” He slipped his hands under the rim of his skinnies (the ones I was wearing) and I wobbled hazardously, jiggling myself to release the tightness on my thighs. “I feel fat now.”

“Oh, love, you’re not fat. Believe me, I know what fat looks like. It is not a pleasant sight,” he laughed. “Should we get the butter?”

I slapped my hands to my sides. “Vic?!”

“Haaa I’m just kidding!” he joked, sliding the jeans off me. “At least we got the pants off. I like when you’re not wearing pants,” he winked.

“Very clever, Fuentes. How about those?” I pointed to a pair of black sweat pants in his closet.

“Those? Actually, you can have them. I already have two more pairs of those.”

“Thanks.” I took his sweats and through them over my legs. I placed my red Vans on my feet. I took my phone in my hand and unlocked it. 8 missed calls. Shit. It’s Tony. He’s gonna fucking kill me.

“Did you hear my phone vibrate last night.” I asked him.

“No?” he looked at me confused. Why?”

“I have 8 missed calls from Tony and they were all in the middle of the night.”

Out of nowhere, my phone buzzed like crazy in my hand.

Tony.

I was not ready to be yelled at. It was early in the morning and Tony screaming at me…it just was not the time. “H-Hello?” I stuttered.

“Where the fuck are you?!” Tony shouted through the mouth piece. “Why didn’t you come home?! Get your ass home right now! Wait, where are you?”

Fuck. “I slept over at Vic’s place.”

“We’re gonna have a long talk when you get home from school. Come home and get your backpack. Then go to school and come right home!”

“Ok, damn!” I hung up on him. I am so dead. Literally.

“What did he say?” Vic asked, placing his bag over his shoulders.

“If I don’t go to school tomorrow, know that Tony beat the life out of me.”

He laughed. “Oh, Jaime,” he winked.

~~~

I strutted my way into 4th hour and saw that everyone was standing in a circle around someone. They gasped in fear at the sight of a boy on the ground, not moving or breathing. Vic was screaming and yelling, standing above the boy that lied helpless on the cold floor. He tried getting help from someone but everyone was too afraid or shocked to move. There were no teachers in the room at the moment and that only made it worse.

“Oh my god,” I placed my hand over my mouth. “What happened to him?” I asked Vic while throwing my backpack near my chair.

“I don’t fucking know! I just walked in and Jenna yelled for me because my brother is on the ground, completely passed the fuck out!”

I knelt down to Vic’s level to see why Mike was on the ground. I checked his heart beat; it was very slow. I flipped his eyes open, one by one. Vic was still by my side, looking worried as ever. Not that everyone else wasn’t scared but he was most frightened. While I tried to help out Mike, Kellin started hugging Vic and rubbing comforting circles around his back. Vic snuggled up to him in the crook of his neck. I stared at Kellin for a second and he patted Vic’s back, smirking at me with his evil little grin.

Well then…

Vic left the school to go to the hospital with Mike. They even let a staff member go with them and that’s not fair. I should be the one going with them. I’m the one that stepped in when no one else would. Fuck that.

We all sat back in our seats and talked about what just happened. No one cared about the assignment we had ready on the board.

“So does anyone know what happened to Mike?” Alan asked everyone sitting around him.

I listened in on their conversation. This pretty much means for the next 40 minutes or so, I won’t see Vic. It made me sad because this is the only hour I have with him and I have to bolt home after school, only because of Tony. He doesn’t know that I tried to kill myself yesterday. If he knew, he would flip a shit on me. Literally, he would be like I have to come home right after school unless I have practice or work.

Jenna responded by saying, “He looked really dizzy when he walked in the room. Then he kinda just fell to his knees and collapsed on the ground. I finally yelled for Vic when he popped his way through the door and he ran over to him.”

There was a lot of chattering throughout the room. I didn’t speak a word. All I did was listen.

I popped both his eyes open, they were extremely red looking and bloodshot; his hands were cold as well. I wish I could examine him more. Look at me, sounding all scientific and shit, thinking I know what really happened to him. I think he was drugged, judging by his eyes and how cold his hands were, not to mention that he fainted out of nowhere. Maybe I’ll visit the hospital after Tony is done giving me a long boring lecture. Or at least, I’ll hope he’ll let me leave if I explain the situation.

The teacher made us all focus on our assignment. He said that we shouldn’t talk about Mike in class and that we should talk about it after school or during passing time. We all agreed but it was very difficult for me to focus on my work. All I could think about was Vic and Mike. Mostly Vic. I wanted to know if both of them were ok. I know Mike was the who passed out in the middle of the class but Vic looked like he was going to have a panic attack.

~~~

Tony picked me right up from school today. Obviously, he started off by giving me a disgusted look.

“What?” I asked, already knowing what he was going to say.

“You know what. If you’re going to stay at your boyfriend‘s house, you need to check in with me first. You can’t just run off out of nowhere and not tell me! I was really worried, Hime. Please, you can’t do that.”

Now I felt selfish as fuck. I honestly thought Tony would go ham on me, but he didn’t. He was just worried about me. I’m so happy that I didn’t reveal to him that I almost made myself fall from a bridge because if I did…wait, I don’t even know what he would do.

So we had our talk in the car. I’m not aloud to leave the house for a week straight. I am a little sick of Tony acting like a father figure to me but he’s just looking out for me. If I was an asshole, I wouldn’t bother to obey him, but I will.

~~~

It’s been a week already. I’m so glad that Vic and Mike are ok. Mike was drugged. So due to my expertise, hahaha, I was technically right. He was at a party the day I slept over Vic’s place and someone slipped something into his drink. It was some kind of drug that makes you sleep for a couple hours and then you wake up. That’s exactly what happened to Mike. I know for a fact that Mike smokes a shit load of weed and probably does other shit but slipping something into his drink is just so low to do to someone.

I’m super excited to see Vic later today. He said that he would finish singing me the song he wrote for me. Tony is letting him come over our house! That’s a fucking surprise, I’m not gonna lie.

~~~

“Vic!” I shouted, running up to him as he stepped one foot out of his car. I grabbed him by the waist and pulled him in for a tight hug. “I’m so freaking glad to see you!”

“Jaime!” he smiled, holding me tightly in his arms. “I’m glad to see you too but we just saw each other two hours ago,” he laughed. He let go of me and we walked into the house. He placed his shoes on the mini carpet thing we keep our shoes on.

“Tony, you’ve met Vic before,” I started, introducing them for the second time. “Vic, this is Tony, Tony this is Vic.” They only stared at each other before saying “hi” in a I-don’t-give-a-fuck-who-you-are look.

“Before you two go upstairs, I need a favor from you, Hime,” Tony said.

Vic gave me a confused but adorable look. “Hime?”

I blushed a little before answering him. “It’s uh…it’s my nickname...sort of.” I turned my head away from him but he forced my face to rotate back to him.

“I think it’s adorable…Hime,” he chuckled.

“Shut up,” I blushed, pecking him a kiss on the cheek.

“Ewww, not in front of me please,” Tony said, unlocking his phone. “I need you to sign this paper, Jaime. It’s for the guy I’m working with.”

I gladly signed his paper. I grabbed Vic’s hand and sprinted up the stairs with him. We were cut off by the last step when Tony yelled, “By the way, if ya nasties are gonna get it on, can you PLEASE not do it so loud? I’m gonna read a little.”

We reached my room and I pounced on the bed. I fluffed out my arms and knotted them behind my head, resting my body. I stared at Vic who was looking all around my room.

“You have an acoustic guitar in your room? I thought you only had a bass. That’s so cool!” Vic said happily.

“Take it out. Go fucking nuts with it.”

“Can I finish the song for you that I sang the other morning? Or actually…can I just start over?”

“Sure, Vic. Go ahead. Your voice is amazing anyway,” I smiled.

He blushed a little, making his face turn a bright pink. “Ok, here goes nothing…”

She sits up high surrounded by the sun
One million branches and she loves every one
Mom and dad, did you search for me?
I've been up here so long I'm going crazy

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the windows
You screamed over the sound
And as we own this night
I put your body to the test with mine
This love was out of control
3-2-1 where did it go?

Now don't be crazy
Yes now of course you can stay here.
Been in a touring band for going on ten years.
Big deal she said I guess you're official
I only said it 'cause I know what it's like to feel

Burned out
It gets you down
We've all been there sometimes
But tonight I'll make you feel beautiful once again

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the windows
You screamed over the sound
And as we own this night
I put your body to the test with mine
This love was out of control
3-2-1 where did it go?

If I were you, I'd put that away
See, you're just wasted
And thinking about the past again
Darling you'll be okay

And she said,
If you were me, you'd do the same
'Cause I can't take anymore
I'll draw the shades and close the door
Everything's not alright and I would rather...

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground
I heard the train shake the windows
You screamed over the sound
And as we own this night
I put your body to the test with mine
This love was out of control
Tell me where did it go?


I was in awe at the song. I wanted to jump up and just kiss him, deeply and passionately like we haven’t kissed in ages. His voice was perfect. The way he played the acoustic guitar was perfect. He was just so perfect.

And that’s something I’ll never be.

"What's the song called?" I asked.

"Hold On Till May," he replied. He placed my guitar back down where it was. I patrolled him as he took a quick glance at the posters around my room. And one of them was a photo in the newspaper I didn’t want him to see. He turned his head sideways to read the fine print.

Jaime Preciado Arrested For The Murder Of Amy Lucas…what is this? I didn’t know you went to jail.”

FUCK! I didn‘t want him to know about that! “What?! Oh my god, give me that!” I hurried my way over to him, trying to snatch the newspaper out of his hands.

A killer of a young teenage girl passing by in a neighborhood. A shot was fired from a window nearby, killing the girl.” Vic was reading from the newspaper and it started to piss me off.

The only reason why I kept that newspaper was because it reminded me of the day I murdered someone. But like I said before, it was an accident and my stupid asshole friend blamed EVERYTHING on me. The gun was his, not mine.

“Stop it, Vic! Stop reading from it! Give it to me!”

“Why didn’t you tell me you killed someone, Jaime?” Vic said softly, grasping the newspaper tightly behind his back.

I didn’t know how to respond. I didn’t even feel like unraveling all the details to him. This was personal shit and no one knows about it, only Tony and my mom. I was hoping to keep it that way but it seems like Vic is on my ass about it at the moment.

“I…uh…oh fuck it. Yes, I killed someone. It was a girl that I didn’t know, ok? Are you happy now?”

“No, I’m not happy. Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because it was none of your business. I don’t want to be mean but I’d rather not talk about it.”

He handed me the newspaper. “Please tell me…I promise I won’t tell anyone.”

If I tell him, he better not tell anyone. I don’t want my old shitty life to follow me here in San Diego. “You promise you won’t tell?”

“I promise,” he said, popping a squat next to me on my bed.

“Ok, here’s the story…”

Notes

*lyrics credit goes toooooooo...........PIERCE THE VEIL;D
*You Only Live Once reference;) Poor Mitch:( i miss him so much.

Comments

Would really like to see a sequel :)

I just started reading this and im on chapter five then I accidently read the top comment about Jaime dying and now im pissed at myself

You little fucker JAIME IS NOT ALOUD TO DIE I CRYED FOR THREE CHAPTERS STRIGHT but it was nice that you put him memories at the end it's a great story

Ptvlover213 Ptvlover213
5/30/15

DUDE I READ THIS IN 3 DAYS AND RN ITS 1:52 AM AND BAWLING MY EYES OUT LIKE HELLA NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF THE ENDING BUT MY FRIEND'S GOLDFISH JUST DIED AND I COULDN'T HELP TO BE EMOTIONAL BUT GODAMN IT

@piercethevie

Sorry, I just really freaking love this story and I kinda lost it when you killed Jaime.