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This Love Was Out of Control

Not Good Enough For Truth Or Cliche

*Jaime’s POV*

I carefully stroked Vic’s hair, hoping not to wake him up. It was still early and school didn’t start till another hour. I played with his hair. He fluttered his eyes open.

“Shit. Didn’t mean to wake you up. You just looked so beautiful,” I said smiling at him.

He moved closer to me and pecked me on the lips, sending chills down my spine.

“What time is it?” he asked, rubbing his eyes.

“6:10. Bright and early!”

“Bright and early my ass!” He turned over on his stomach and pulled the cover over his head.

I can see he’s not a morning person. “Get up! Or I’ll smack you on the ass!”

“Fuck no! That hurts! If your slaps are anything like Mike’s, I’m never coming over here again.” He jumped out of bed.

“Don’t worry, Vic. It’s just a threat. I wasn‘t really gonna hit you. And uh…” I pointed to his naked body. He rolled his eyes at me. “I’m gonna shower.”

“Hey, wait, I need to shower too.”

“Join me? We’ll save water.”

“Nerd…”

I jumped in the shower and he followed behind me. I turned on the water, making sure it wasn’t too hot.

“Get in…or are you too chicken?” I giggled, grabbing the soap.

“Me chicken?! The wonderful Vic Fuentes a chicken?!”

“Then get in,” I demanded.

He stepped in the shower, only to stare at me bathing myself. I scrubbed my back and swirled the soap around. I waved it in my hand. He turned around.

“What’s wrong, Vic?”

“Nothing. It just feels weird,” he said bashfully.

“Maybe this will make it better…” He rotated his head to see what I was talking about. I leaned him under the head of the shower. I went under it as well. I slowly rubbed his back all over and leaned into him. The water was starting to get steamy and it felt amazing.

He turned his whole body this time. His hair was soaked and it make him look sexy. I pushed it back with my fingers. I stared in his chocolaty eyes. His muscles were shooting out of his skin. I placed my hand behind his lower back and pushed him towards me. He rested his hand on my chest, pushing me away a little.

“What the fuck are you doing? I’m not gay.”

“Uh…you had sex with me yesterday,” I pointed out as-a-matter-of-factly.

“So?”

“So? So?! We made love last night and that’s all you got to say?”

“That wasn’t love. You were just another fuck.”

He left the bathroom and walked into my room. I quickly dried myself and hurried to my room as well.

“What do you mean I was just another fuck?”

“I don’t like you, Jaime. It was a mistake sleeping with you. Now get off my back.”

“But you said you were ready. You said you loved me,” I said sadly.

“Well, I say a lot of shit that I shouldn’t,” he shot at me angrily.

I started to tear up. “But last night-”

“Fuck last night! Fuck the sex, it was nothing! And fuck you, Jaime. You useless motherfucker.”

Tears fled from my eyes and dropped to the ground. I couldn’t believe what Vic was saying. How do you go from ‘I love you’ to ‘fuck you’ over night? What did I do?

“Wake up, Jaime.”

“Wait…what?”

“I said wake up!”

What the….

…..

“Jaime, wake up! School is gonna start in a lil,” Vic said, shaking my shoulders a pinch, rolling me over to the side. “Come on, love. You need to wake up. I can’t be late.”

I wasn’t budging. I’m too tired to wake up.

The room grew quiet and I felt pounds of muscle slam on my body, causing me to squeal.

“Wake up, Jaime! Wake up! Wake up! Come on, love!” Vic kept jumping on the bed, until I grabbed his leg, which made him slip and fall on top of me.

“What part of ‘shut the fuck up’ do you not get?” I asked, holding down his hands.

Why the hell is he being so sweet and fluffy around me? Wasn’t he just in my shower yesterday bitching about how he didn’t love me? How I was just another fuck?

He smiled at me. “You never said-”

“Leave me alone, Vic. Why are you in my bed and how did you get in my house?”

“What? You said I could sleep o-”

“I’m just another one of your fucks. You don‘t love me.”

“Of course I do! I wouldn’t have had sex with you if I didn’t love you. Are you ok?”

Then it hit me. It was only a dream. Vic did love me. Shit. I feel terrible now.

“Oh shit, Vic. I’m so sorry. I guess I was dreaming. It wasn’t a pretty one.” I sat up and he sat next to me.

“I forgive you,” he smiled, resting his head on my shoulder. I kissed his cheek and leaned my head on his. “Do you mind if I use your shower? Last night got me really…sticky,” he chuckled and then winked at me.

I smiled widely and blushed. “As long as I can join you.”

~~~

“Get with your partner and work on your project for the rest of the hour. I have nothing else for you guys to do,” Davidson said, sitting at his desk and staring at the computer monitor.

I stared at Vic and he nodded at me. We all got up out of our seats and parted to our lab tables towards the back room.

“Hey,” Vic said shyly.

“Hey,” I responded.

I realized what Vic was doing. Every time I would try to get closer to him, he would keep his distance from me.

“Vic…you don’t need to be that far from me,” I suggested.

“I know. I just don’t want anyone knowing.” He turned away from me and stared at Mike, who was already looking at him.

I sighed and moved closer to him. “Well we need to be close in order to work on this project.” He stepped a bit closer but made sure our bodies weren’t touching.

Kellin approached our table. He whispered something to Vic and then looked at me before walking away.

*Vic’s POV*

Kellin came up to me and whispered, “I need to talk to you later. Your house…if you can.”

I was a little skeptical of meeting up with him. I’m actually nervous and I don’t know why.

“Vic?” Jaime said, waving his hand in my face to get my attention.

“Y-Yeah?” I said, snapping out of my thoughts about Kellin.

“You ok?”

“Oh…yeah. I’m…fine.”

~~~

“Hey, Vic!” I heard Jaime yell across the hall, waving his hand in the air.

6th hour just ended. I had to meet up with Kellin later. Pretty much right after school was done.

“Vic,” I heard someone say, grabbing my arm and pulling me to the side, breaking my eye contact with Jaime. Kellin pushed me against the wall but very lightly, not in the aggressive way. “Sorry to pull you over. I just don’t want you to forget later. I really need to have that chat with you.”

“I know, Kells. I haven’t forgotten.” That‘s all I‘ve been thinking about since you mentioned it 4th hour to me. “Later, my place, ok? But for now, I need to catch my bus before it leaves me. I’ll see you later.” I walked away from him, not caring what he had to say next, if he had anything to say after I was done.

I saw Jaime walking over to me. Before he could say my name, I quickly hurried past him, pretending I didn’t see him approaching me.

I just want to go home. I didn’t want to ignore Jaime but I did. I hope he’s not mad at me. I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone. Ever since Kellin told me earlier that he had something to tell me, it pestered me all day. I didn’t want to cope with Kellin right now either. I just don’t want to be here. And thank god, I can leave this god awful place.

~~~

“Vic, get the door!” Mike shouted from the bathroom.

I cooled down for earlier. Like I said, I was pissed and not in the mood. But I’m ok now. I actually had some good laughs with Mikey earlier. You know, the laughs where you laugh uncontrollably and squirt milk out of your nose? Yeah those.

I walked to the door, not wearing a shirt because I was changing. I didn't have time to grab one before reaching the door. I twisted the knob and pulled it open.

Oh great. Here we fucking go.

“Hey, Kellin.”

“Hey…Vic…” He looked at me with confusion. “Where is your shirt?”

“In my ass. Wanna pull it out?” I turned around and fluffed my butt in his face. He giggled at me. At least he laughed because he looked so up tight. “Come in,” I directed him inside.

“Oh, hey, Kellin! My other main homie!” Mike popped his head out of the bathroom.

“Mike!” Kellin yelled, running up to him. He fist-pounded him and then walked back to me.

“You wanted to talk?” I asked, placing my hands on my hips, trying to get this over with.

“Uh, yeah. Upstairs maybe?”

We headed up the stairs and into my room. I shut the door behind me.

“I’m just gonna say it…” I gave him a weird glare. “…You need to leave, Jaime. He isn’t right for you, I’m sorry, but he isn’t. He doesn’t love you. You don’t understand. When you’re gay, there’s no such thing as real love. A boyfriend is only temporary. But when you realize that he doesn’t love you, you’ll leave him and it’ll be over. There are no relationships when you’re gay. You’ll be just another fuck of his. Gays sleep around…a lot. Believe me, I’ve asked Austin and he’s like ‘if anyone is willing to get with you, just sleep with them’…and there you have it. Another fuck. Please understand what I’m saying, Vic.”

“W-What?” was all I said to him. I was speechless.

“I am NOT repeating what I said,” Kellin said, obviously frustrated. “That was a mouthful to say.”

“No, I mean…I don’t know what to say to that,” I said puzzled.

“He’s not right for you, Vic,” he said, coming closer to me. “He doesn’t love you. He‘s using you.”

“Are we really going to go over this shit again?”

“Vic…please…”

“No, Kellin. Get out. I don’t wanna hear it.”

“No, Vic! He doesn‘t love you. Understand me! He doesn’t love you the way I do!”

I stared in his eyes. “W-What did y-you just say?” I walked closer to him.

His face had the look of shock on it, not so much mine. He slowly started to back away from me, aiming for the door. He slammed himself against the wall and didn’t move. I immediately ran up to him, pinning my hands on each side of his head, blocking his way of breaking free.

“Kells…did you just say ‘he doesn’t love you the way I do?’ towards me?”

“N-No.”

“Yes, yes you fucking did!…are you only saying that so I could break up with Jaime?”

“Oh…yeah…I was. I was just s-saying it so you could break up with him.” He knelt his head down in disappointment. “I don’t really love you. I lied.”

I released the pressure off my hands from the wall and placed them on my sides. Before I could back away from him, he pushed his lips to mine. Without hesitation, he slid his tongue into my mouth with a little force.

What was I suppose to do? Let him kiss me and not do anything back? Uh…Nooooo. I couldn’t hold it in. I’m a horny teenager.

I slid my hands up his shirt, rubbing his sides. He moaned into my mouth. He lightly tugged on my hair. He pulled away.

“I…I’m so so sorry, Vic. I didn’t mean t-” I didn’t let him finish his sentence.

I shoved my tongue into his mouth, craving for entrance. We coiled our tongues around. Our bodies moved as one against the cold wall. I sucked on his skin and placed deep kisses all over his neck. He delved his fingers into my back. It actually hurt a little because my shirt was already off and he has, legit, fucking, claws.

We broke away for a second, allowing me to pull his tight shirt over his shoulders. I chucked it across the room. His hands glided down to the buttons on my jeans. He started to undo the first button and I pulled away from him promptly.

“Oh my god…I’m sorry,” I said, holding my head up.

“No, I’m sorry. It’s my fault! I shouldn’t have came onto you. You have a boyfriend,” Kellin said with his head down.

He picked up his shirt from the floor and threw it over his skinny body before leaving the room.

My god. Kellin Quinn is in love with me.

Notes

*title credit: Escape the Fate;)

Comments

Would really like to see a sequel :)

I just started reading this and im on chapter five then I accidently read the top comment about Jaime dying and now im pissed at myself

You little fucker JAIME IS NOT ALOUD TO DIE I CRYED FOR THREE CHAPTERS STRIGHT but it was nice that you put him memories at the end it's a great story

Ptvlover213 Ptvlover213
5/30/15

DUDE I READ THIS IN 3 DAYS AND RN ITS 1:52 AM AND BAWLING MY EYES OUT LIKE HELLA NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF THE ENDING BUT MY FRIEND'S GOLDFISH JUST DIED AND I COULDN'T HELP TO BE EMOTIONAL BUT GODAMN IT

@piercethevie

Sorry, I just really freaking love this story and I kinda lost it when you killed Jaime.