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The Academy

A New Form Of Pep Talks

I was laying down on the couch, throwing a ball I found up and down, as my eyes followed it.

The door opened up, and I instantly sat up, knowing who it was.

“Hi sir, did you have a good show?” I wondered, not really caring.

“Yeah, it was pretty good. Did you think about what I told you?” Chris replied.

No, of course not.

“Of course.” I answered back.

“Then go ahead and start talking.” Chris urged me.

“I’m just a bit confused on what you want to know though, sir.” I admitted.

“Sorry, I guess what I’m going for is more of a conversation between us just to clear things up. I’ll start, why have you changed?” Chris asked.

“It’s just easier to give in I guess, harder to fight against something you know won’t change.” I answered.

“So you’re still not fully happy?” Chris questioned.

“Please don’t take offense to this sir, but this isn’t the lifestyle I chose. I don’t have my friends and family, I’m being told that I’m basically yours. Never mind that, I guess what I’m just trying to say is that this isn’t me. I’m not used to this, and I guess that’s it.” I explained.

“You’re scared.” Chris stated, staring me right in the eyes.

“Yeah, you could say that.” I whispered back.

“Come on baby, come here.” He cooed, sitting down on the couch and patting his lap.

I took a step back and said, “Please, no, I just need some time.”

“Bella come over here.” Chris snapped.

I wanted to punch him and his fantastic eyebrows so badly but I was so close to breaking my facade.

“I’m sorry.” I apologized going over and sitting on his lap.

“You’re doing so well princess, you’ve come so far. I know deep down you’re fine with this, and I know you’ll accept it soon. Just let your mind go and you could be so much happier with us, and yourself.” Chris told me.

Wow, fuck him. Who the hell said I wasn’t happy with myself.

Here comes the bullshit again.

“You’re right. I’m sorry.” I apologized.

A knock at the door, threw us for surprise.

“Hey, our set just finished, but I thought I might take Bella back.” Ben explained, walking into the bus.

“Yeah, Bella go on ahead, I want to talk to Ben for a minute.” Chris stated.

“Okay, goodnight sir.” I said, waving goodby.

“Go ahead and get into bed.” Ben instructed me.

I left MIW’s bus and went straight to Asking’s bunk.

I had gotten absolutely no word from S, since the first letter.

I was getting worried.

I could tell the guys were getting anxious, and I was getting very nervous.

They said that they’d help me, and I would hold whoever it was to it.

I needed to get out now.

I felt like I was on the verge of crying my eyes out, but also violently killing every single one of them.

It was a strange feeling.

I couldn’t show weakness or anger, either one would get me into trouble.

“Sexy, I’m home.” Ben called walking.

“Fuckface, I’m here, obviously.” I muttered, making sure he couldn’t hear me.

“Ready for bed?” Ben asked me.

“Yeah, only if you are.” I responded.

“Don’t worry about me.”

He slipped into bed next to me, which was above Danny’s bunk and across from James’.

“Listen, I talked to Chris and I know that you’re worried, but don’t be. We’ve got everything under control and like we’ve all said countless times, we won’t hurt you, ever. We’ll give you what you want, you might not know it at first, but once your body tells your mind that it’s wrong everything will be okay.” Ben told me.

“Goodnight, sir.” I responded.

“Hey, look at me.” Ben stated, grabbing my arm and rolling me over to him.

“Trust me, you will be okay. Don’t let your mind corrupt your body. We didn’t pick you for no damn reason, you are perfect, yet you seem to be the only one who doesn’t know it. You’re still with us for two more nights so I suggest overnight you let this message sink into your brain.” Ben continued.

I softened my eyes and looked at him longingly.

“I will I promise.” I lied, believably.

“Good girl, now go to bed before my body teaches your body a lesson.” Ben threatened.

Oh no, gross, not going to happen.

“Fine, night.” I muttered, rolling over.

As per usual he rolled me right back towards him and up against his chest.

“Sleep tight pet.” He whispered.

(3 hours later)

“Oh no!” I panted, waking myself up from the nightmare.

“What’s wrong?” Ben questioned me.

“Nothing, bad dream, I’m going back to bed now.” I answered him.

I lied, it wasn’t nothing.

I needed S now more than ever.

At least I figured out who S was.

Notes

Hello, it's me back again with yet another chapter where you don't know who S is.

Bella does now, and soon will you.

Here we go again with the hints ~

Somewhere I've already given you a huge hint

Either their first or last name starts with an S

This person has had 2 names

Chance does NOT know this person

It is NOT Bryan Stars, Sabrina Howard, or Sam Bettley.

(New Hint) This person is not in or related to MIW, so that means no Ghost :( sorry.
I'm actually surprsied that no one guessed Ryan, but it wasn't right so that's okay.

Hope you liked it and if you did please continue to comment, subscribe and vote.

Good Luck guessing :)

Comments

I just started reading this and I am loving it, good job.!

The part where A was revealed as Austin then Justin was in the room too I would have just been like yes take me.,both of you

Jesse Provau Jesse Provau
1/3/18

@Kellyrages
Wow, that's quite a bit of reading. I'm glad you liked it enough to read all of it in one morning. I hope you like the sequel, and to be honest in about 10 chapters or less with the sequel I'll be starting up the third book :)

Thanks for reading!!!

Welp, I'm a little behind the times, but I legit just spent my entire morning reading this story. Now on to the sequel!

Thank you :) And I cant wait for the sequel.