Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

When I first thought about creating this journal I was in a dark place. I used it as a tool to cope with my feelings. Things have been going pretty well lately; which is good, but since things have been actually good I haven’t really felt like writing in here much. I always feel bad about it I not exactly sure why. I just am. Living in this world I have learned that anything can change at a moment. I don’t want to waste my time writing in here when I could be spending precious moments with my family and friends. I could be dead tomorrow and the only regret I would have is not spending my last day on earth with my loved ones.
I think I’m going to ask Danielle to marry me. Is that weird since I we can’t legally get married? I hope not because I honestly couldn’t care. I love her. I love my beautiful son that she gave me and as crazy as it sounds I love the life we have together right now. Our life is perfect even though the world around us is far from it. We have been so close lately. I can thank my baby boy for that. He’s the reason. I know her is. Speaking of Ciel I love him so much. I never knew I could love someone the way I love him. It’s a type of love you can’t even imagine. You don’t understand it until you hold you’re child in your arms for the first time. He is such a good baby. I wish my dad and Mike could see him. They would have loved him so much. I really miss them at times and it breaks my heart that Ciel will never get to meet them.

Anyway we have been slowly but surely making our way towards D.C. Right now we’re in Missouri. I think were going to be resting here for a while because it feels like we’ve been on the road for days. It’s weird though because the closer we get to the East Coast the less of the dead we see. I don’t know why this is but it’s actually kind of weird. Not that I was actually complaining it’s nice…peaceful almost.

I just looked up and I saw Danielle smiling at me. I asked her what she was doing and she told me that she loved me, which of course I returned to her. The more I think of it the more it becomes realistic to me. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with this girl. She was my soul mate and she’s still staring at me I can feel it she wants something and that means I have to stop writing now and go see what she wants.

Notes

So I'm not one to make inappropriate chapters or really stories at all. It's just really not my thing but that ending was not really hinting but in my head was totally hinting towards a little bit of loving between Vic and Danielle. Just saying. cause you probably didn't pick up on it, but thats okay.