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Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

February 1, 2016- Danielle Perry

Mike is dead.
Mike is dead.
Mike is dead.
Mike is dead.
MIKE IS DEAD!

It’s my fault. I knew it was coming. I should have stopped him. I didn’t. I could have saved him. It was on me. No one else knew. I did. I knew. I didn’t stop him. I should have stopped him. Why didn’t I stop him? Why? Why? Why?

After that fucking gunshot my water broke and I experienced the most painful thing I had in my entire life. I felt like my body was tearing apart from the inside. I remember hearing people talking around me and trying to tell me things but I couldn’t hear them. All I felt was pain. It was so excruciating and in that moment I thought I was going to join Mike. I wanted to join Mike. I remember Vic telling me to breath and Katelynne telling me to push. I can’t really tell you much else. After what felt like years the pain let up and I was able to breath. Something warm was placed in my arms and I looked down to see the most beautiful sight I had ever beheld.

A little boy with a headful of jet black hair was looking up at me. He gave me a curious glance before he let out a shrill cry. I looked around in panic unsure of what to do. Katelynne gave me a sad smile and helped me get my shirt off to feed him. He suckled and I felt warm tears spill from my eyes. I felt a kiss on the top of my head and looked up to see Vic crying too.

“He’s perfect,” he whispered looking at him.“He looks like you,” I pointed out, my voice hoarse from hours of screaming.“What are we going to name him?” he asked.“Ciel Michael Victor Fuentes,” I said without a second though.“C-el?” he pronounced looking down at me. I nodded. “I love it,” he said with a small smile.

He didn’t bring up the rest of the name. The wound was still too fresh. Of course the baby would become the namesake of the father, hence the Victor. However, I had to add Michael. He needed a namesake. He would never get the chance to have kids. His memory deserved to live on. Even if Vic didn’t fully agree, or anyone else for that matter. There had been a chance that the child could have been his and he deserved so much more. Katelynne and I had found out that the child was Vic’s. It was simple after going back over dates and times. If it would have been Mike’s then the child would have been premature. From what we could tell he was full term, happy, and healthy. Most of me was glad it was Vic’s but part of me was sad also because he would have been part of Mike to live on in the world.

I tried to ask to see Mike’s body but everyone refused. I wasn’t even in any state to try and get up on my own. I was left pretty much on couch rest. The only solace I had was Ciel. He took away the pain. The pain that Mike left. I know I’m not the only one feeling it. Everyone was hurt by what he did. Vic has been trying to hide it for me and the baby but I know he must be dying inside. I am and we weren’t even that close.

I feel like if it weren’t Ciel I might have followed Mike. Life seems like it’s only getting worse. Now I have someone else to think of. It’s been difficult being in the middle of the apocalypse and all but a search party was sent out and they came back with diapers and wipes and some clothes for Ciel. I couldn’t move from the couch so I couldn’t even take care of him except for feeding him and cuddling him.

It took weeks before I was recovered enough to move on my own. By then I was more than ready to take care of my baby boy. Vic had started to show more affection towards both me and the baby. I want to talk to him about Mike but I don’t know how to bring it up. I don’t want him to shut me out but he can’t keep it in and I can’t lose him. I’m so scared.

Now I have a reason to live. I can’t lose either of them.

January 17, 2016- The death of one Fuentes for the birth of another

Michael Christopher Fuentes: December 14, 1984 - January 17, 2016
Ciel Michael Victor Fuentes: January 17, 2016 - Present



~Danielle Perry

“All the nightmares you'll see tomorrow
All the stars on your ceiling
They glow but not for you
Through the trees, I'll blow”

Notes

And here we the babies full name and the father. For those of you curious, his first name came from an anime. I didn't want to name him fully after Vic or Mike but I wanted him to have a piece of both of them. When I thought about the name Ciel was the first thing that came to mind. I think the name is beautiful and so here it is.

Vic is the father, Mike is dead, the baby is finally here. What's next?

~Raz

Comments

No not from VA just spent.a half hour researching beforehand. So glad you like it! And sorry about your heart, we feel your pain as well trust me, sometime we hate doing this to ourselves!

Devynleigh Devynleigh
8/5/16

I WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT THE PROPOSAL AND THEN MY HEART BROKE INTO A MILLION PIECES AFTER TONYS ENTRY

LoveRiot LoveRiot
8/5/16

Is one of y'all from VA? Just curious cuz of the lil details about the botanical garden and stuff. (Tbh it made my heart flutter a bit cuz I was like "IVE BEEN THERE I KNOW WHERE THAT IS!!!" lol) A+ place for a proposal btw I like his plan

LoveRiot LoveRiot
8/5/16

@Mepenguin26
Well hot damn we got ourselves a theorist! and a Stephen King fan, I LIKE IT! haha

Merrp Merrp
8/4/16

OMG!!!! I'm so happy right now! Can this happen for real though?!
For some reason I fell like D.C has something to do with a quarantine. Like they get there but they find this wall of sorts and they're denied entry because they've been in the "infected" zone. It could be all of the zombie/disease books I've been reading, too. I read "The Girl with All of the Gifts" by M.R Carey before this story and just reread "Dreamcatcher" by Stephen King. Can't wait for more!

Mepenguin26 Mepenguin26
8/4/16