Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.
December 2,2015 -Rebecca Perry
I have been numb. Nothing in my life is making sense right now. We have come all this way to find Kellin's family, and he's baby, Baby Copeland is gone. And Katelynn's boy. I remember hearing her say they had died. My heart dropped my stomach turned. Vomit came out and almost hit Tony. I had so much hope that they would be here, playing with each other, Copeland running up and hugging Kellin like it was the last time she would see him... little did we know she wasn't going to walk up at all. I remember praying, praying to "someone" for everyone to be a live and well. But I guess god just isn't there any more. Like he's on vacation or something.
Everyone is at each other's thoat. I just want the yelling and everythino to stop. I really just wanted the world to stop. I haven't spoke to anyone in days. I just sit back do my job and sleep when I can. But every time I close my eyes I picture Copeland. Her laugh. Her "I love you daddy" then I would wake up. I... I just don't know anymore. I want to die sometimes. But really what good would that do? It would just cause more pain. I can't do that.
"I just want to know what I did?!" I heard Vic yell. Vic had just found out that he's love, he's soul mate cheated. Not only cheated on him but with Mike. he's life is turning upside down more so then ever. I wanted to talk to him I wanted to hug him. I wanted some human contact. But my fear of getting closenough to any one else and losing him has hit me. But Vic is like my brother. He's family.
I walked up to him and looked him in the eyes, he's big Brown eyes and watched the tears roll down his face.
"Sorry Becks..." he walked passed me. I don't know what I'm going to do. But something has to change. If not everyone is goino to turn on everyone. I really don't know if I can handle that.
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