Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

Hey again, well were getting closer to where Kellin’s family lives, everyone is just so tense, everything between Kellin and Mike they look like they’re gunna tear each other up, everyone is thinking that Tony’s sisters are lazy, but I see that Rebecca is starting to pull her weight with helping, I’m happy, Vic seems more tense, but I just shrug it off, I need to have a say in things, but I’ve just been quiet and trying to make everyone happy.

Everything is alright well, it’s no bad at least.

I grabbed this notbook and snuck off again, not like anyone notices that I’m gone anyways, the trees just looked so beautiful at night, the house that were staying at is really nice, I'm sat on the roof thinking about what’s going to happen when we find Katelynne and the kids.
I think I’m going to go my own way after we find them, if their even alive, I want to stay but this group is driving me crazy, everything is driving me crazy, I can’t even think right, maybe I should just leave right now. *Sigh* wait hold on.

Sorry thought I heard something, I still think I should go, maybe Justin and Nick will go too, no they’ll probably stay. I just got to go, but I wonder if everyone will freak out like they did when Mike just up and left. He came back though, and it’s not a bad idea at all. I could go scout up ahead and see if we’re any closer, maybe just maybe.

I stare at my gun one last time thinking about taking myself out. But still I don’t know. Maybe one day, I’m going to stay a little longer, and just pretend everything is okay. To keep it together long enough I guess. Well I better go, before they start looking for me, pft if they even notice me gone.
If we do survive, I'll be the first to go.
-Jack

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