Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

Well, I got ahold of this journal, I've seen everyone writing in it, maybe it'll help, maybe not. As far as anything, I'm feeling numb, maybe everyone feels this way, maybe not, everyone seems on edge, but who isn't.
We should all be happy to get out of California, but that's not even in the worst part, we still don't know what lies ahead on our journey.
Well, I should Intoduce myself, cause who knows maybe someday some one will find this, My name is Jack Fowler, I'm 23 from Florida, I'm the guitarist for Sleeping With Sirens, and let me tell you it was the most amazing job that I could ever have, playing along side Kellin, Nick, Justin and.... sorry, I'm still not over that we lost Gabe. It's too much.
So far the only people we lost is Gabe, and Vic and Mike's father. I'm wondering if my family is alive.. I'm wondering if anyone is alright in the World. I went out to go on watch one night, the night seemed so calm, I hope we get to Kellin's family to see if they're okay more importantly alive, Copelands just a little kid, she hasn't gotten to experience life yet. I can't imangine how he feels right now.
I'm just lost with words, I don't exactly know what to write, I honestly don't think I can do this anymore, it sounds selfish, but I honestly don't care. *sigh* Kellin tells me that I should try and rest and sleep, but so far, I'll sleep once I'm dead, until then, I 'll do what I can to help this group get through. Oh, I went out to scout around, I usually go by myself, no one noticed yet, but I ventured out a big and found a guitar, maybe one of these days we'll be able to be in a safe place and b able to play together again.
Well, I better stop for now, maybe I'll write again soon, If I'm still here.

-Jack

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