Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

Numbness.

Thats all I feel now... I think that's how we all feel now. Just numb living human beings walking around. Everybody isn't the same, their eyes have changed, their hearts have changed, and I feel like I'm traveling, more like trying to survive and helping random strangers, not my friends. I think I've cried so much these past few days, that my body just wants to give up on me, no matter how hard I try to keep on walking, my feet just seem to give up. My reflexes have been going down, and my guard shift has been change to sunsets till the moon is finally up on the sky. There was a full moon tonight, and it reminds me of the good times back home, the home that existed no more. Since Alysha hurt her leg, the supplies runs have been minimal, or we all go at once, grab what we can and come back to the shelters we find out in the middle of nowhere. I don't know where we are, but I hope it's closer to our new home, to our new lives, rather than being closer to death, which we were in either way. Damn, last thing I wanted was for tears to stain my page. I honestly don't know how much more of this I can take. I was always the one to give hope to someone,but honestly, I can't even find hope for myself anymore. Inside of me, I feel like I don't have my father, or my brothers... I feel incomplete, and I don't like this feeling. I wanted to be a better daughter ,a better sister. I wanted to ask for forgiveness to my father, and to my brothers. But with the earth slowly disappearing, that dream seems so far away... And my last name will never be the same.


-Jessica Rose.

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