Worlds Over, Time to Die. Nothing Left but our Souls Inside.

Wow it’s been awhile since anyone has written in here. We have kind of all been occupied though. We were able to get our hands on a map and we have been making plans on our next means of leaving where we are.
We were hit with a pretty big earthquake the other day. I’m not sure what day it was but it was a few days ago. The days are getting harder and harder to keep track of that’s why we really got to keep writing in this journal just so we know what day it is. Anyway the earthquake, it was huge bigger than the one that killed Gabe. Half the storage unit came down we had to move everything to the other side where it was safer. The nice thing is when an earthquake happens we don’t see those creatures for a few days. It gives us a small break.
As for leaving, were probably moving on in a day or two. California is no longer a livable place and we hope to get out of here as soon as possible. We want to go to Oregon to find Kellin’s family but we are probably going to go around California. These earthquakes are not something to mess around with so we decided it’s best to take the long way. After we leave San Diego we plan on cutting through Riverside and through the lower half of San Bernardino and then into Nevada and up to Oregon.
Hopefully we find out that Nevada is safe and this all ended in California. I know I’ve said it a million times but that’s because the more I say it the more that I believe that were so close to being free again. This whole thing is horrible and we want to go back to our normal lives again. If that’s even possible, I don’t think any of us will ever be the same again after this. That is what I think scares me the most. I don’t like change and when this is all over. I don’t think we’ll be able to live our normal lives anymore…. Whether this ends when we get to Nevada or if we have to fight for this to be all over for years. I promise to my group, my family, that I will fight this till the end. Maybe I care too much, but I will not let anyone else in this group die with out me at least trying to save them. If I end up dead because I saved someone else well than I think I lived a life worth living.
We really need to get out of here now though. There is way too much tension in the group right now. I partially blame myself for it maybe I shouldn’t of opened my mouth, but when I got up that one night and saw my best friend kissing my brothers girlfriend, I couldn’t let it go.
I had talked to Alysha she was really upset about it. It was totally obvious that it wasn’t her fault that Kellin was the one that made the move. I did have a talk with him because obviously one was needed, but I told Alysha that she should tell Mike what happened. She didn’t want to though. I tried to explain to her that Mike would understand especially if she told him. Were in a small group right now and there’s not too many secrets in a group like this, not for long anyway. People will find out and if Mike found out from anyone else I knew it wasn’t going to go over too well with him. She kept refusing though and I could not let something like that happen without telling my little brother.
When I told him he was calm but I could tell he wasn’t happy. At one point I heard the two of them arguing and when my parents found out they didn’t hear what actually happened so now there not being too nice to Alysha and I feel bad for her. I guess I shouldn’t have opened my mouth but I didn’t want Mike to find out from someone else that knew I knew about it. That would look bad and I can’t start fighting with my brother. We never fight and I can’t start now. I have too much to deal with.
As for Kellin, he now has a black eye and is really depressed. He is so lonely with out Katelynne and the kids. It was still no excuse for what he did. I’m sure he feels bad for hurting Mike and Alysha’s relationship but really the only thing he’s freaking out about is what is going to happen when he finds his wife. He feels really guilty. I don’t know if he actually likes Alysha or if he was just feeling lonely and got caught in a moment but whatever it is he has to figure that out. What he did has caused issues with in the group and we can’t afford to have people against each other right now so this all needs to be looked over and when we get to Oregon Kellin is going to have to man up and fess up to what he did and it’s going to have to be their problem to deal with from then on.

Anyway we plan on moving out in a day or two. Its really late right now it’s like 2 in the morning. I couldn’t sleep so that’s why I wrote in here and now I’m tired. I hope I can write in here again soon I use to perform in front of thousands of fans and that was my escape. Now the best thing to that is writing in here and just pretending people are actually reading this and listening to what I have to say. It might sound weird maybe it is but it’s what I need to do to keep myself sane. I got to figure out how to keep this group together while were on the move cause we can’t have people fighting like this. It’s not safe, but I need sleep so I’ll figure that out hopefully soon.

Notes

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