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Scream

Darling, You'll Be Okay

-Vic's P.O.V-

Some days i just can't stay strong. There's way too much pressure between school and family, not to mention the voices that are always in my head. Some days, I break. Today's one of those days.

All day at school I had to put up with Tony's shit. He thinks that just cause he's popular he can make everyone else feel worthless. I honestly can't count the number of times he's beaten me up behind the school, or completely humiliated me in front of everyone during lunch. Today was one of those days, but it was the worst he's ever done.

We had just gotten out of Biology, so I was already in a crappy mood. I hated my teacher, he's homophobic, and somehow he found out that I'm gay. He gives me dirty glares and avoids me as much as he's able to in class. Lately he's been docking marks for the stupidest things ever, like not using a comma in a sentence on my exam. Seriously? It's Biology, not fucking English.

I was so happy when the bell rang so i could get the hell out of there and see my boyfriend Jaime Preciado. We always leave the school during lunch and spare so we can be together. No one knows that we we're dating, we knew that Tony would never leave us alone if he found out. Only one more year left until College, then we can come out as a couple without worrying about what other people will do or say to us. I can't wait

Anyways, today Jaime stayed home. His band Pierce The Veil had an emergency practice, so he skipped. He just turned 18, so he can just sign himself out of school. I'll be able to do that in a few months. I sort of just want to drop out and create music.

So I had to eat lunch alone. I saw Tony sitting with my younger brother Mike, the sight of them goofing off together like best friends made me want to throw up. I don't understand why Mike would hangout with such an ass. Well actually, I do. He'd rather be one of them than be beaten up by one of them. Tony made the move for me to join their group at the end of summer, but i just told him to fuck off. I didn't want to be a part of a group that went against everything I believed in. Mike on the other hand agreed. He was 16, and the bad ass 18 year olds wanted him in their group. We haven't been that close since then. Yea we're still brothers, but we're not bros. We don't play video games together or talk about our problems anymore. I really miss him.

I went and sat in the far corner at an empty table, pulled my knees up to me chest then texted Jaime. He replied instantly each time.

"Hey Jaime, I miss you :c"

"Baby! I miss you too, drop by after school? No one's home"

"Of course, I just have to check in at home first. Alright?"

"Sure thing Vic, I love you."

"I Love you too, so much Jaime"

I put my phone on the table and pulled a Coke out of my bag. My heart started to pound faster as I saw Tony stand up and start walking in my direction. I put the Coke down and grabbed my phone, and pretended to text people. Tony had a blank expression on his face, I couldn't read it. He stopped at my table and sat down next to me. I tried to act calm, but I knew that i probably looked scared shit less.

He put his feet on the table, knocking over my Coke. It spilled all over me. Luckily I was wearing all black, so you couldn't tell I was wet. I just rolled my eyes and reached forward to grab some napkins. As I did this Tony took my hand and pulled my ear to his mouth. He told me to meet him during spare in the back parking lot. I just nodded, speechless. Then he got up and went back over to his table.

Okay, that was fucking weird.

Five minutes later lunch was over, and I had my spare. Great. I decided to go see what Tony wanted.

I got there 5 minutes late, as soon as I walked outside I saw him standing by his car. I went over to him, but kept a decent amount of space between us so that I could make a run for it if I had to.

He motioned to his car and told me to get in.

"No fucking way Tony. I'm not stupid, you're just gonna beat the shit out of me then dump me off somewhere."

"Come on Vic, I swear. I just wanna talk."

"Yea? About what?"

"You"

"Uhm, what about me?"

"I'll explain when you get in the car."

"Fine, but you've got 10 minutes to explain or else I'm out of here."

"Deal, now get in."

I cautiously opened to door to his pick up truck. Tony was already inside clearing off the seat.
I stepped inside and closed the door slowly. I could feel Tony's eyes on me, he was making me nervous.

As soon as i closed the door fully he climbed onto my seat and started kissing me. I tried to push him off but he was too strong. I managed to detach our lips so I could scream, but he just took that oppritunity to kiss me again, this time sliding his tongue into my mouth.

I was shocked. I was expecting him to hit me or throw me in a dumpster. Now I'm even more scared. What the fuck is he going to do to me?

I still wasn't kissing him back, you'd think he'd have gotten the message by now. He came up for air, and I managed to find some words.

"Tony, what the fuck are you doing?"

"You know you want this Vic" he retorted as he undid the top button of his jeans

"No, I don't. I have a boyfriend Tony, and anyways, you're an ass to me."

"I'm an ass because I want you. You think i don't see you run off with Jaime everyday? I'm not fucking stupid. I'm tired of watching you guys be happy together while I'm left alone wishing I was him."

I didn't know what to say to that. It was so sad, I had no idea he felt this way. But I love Jaime, not Tony. Right? Right. I'm Jaime's only. I was just about to slap him when he held my arms down. He pulled the recliner on the seat so it was laying flat. While I was lost in thought, Tony had managed to take off his pants. My eyes went wide and I tried to scream again, but he just slapped me.

"Shit the fuck up. No one can here you, they're all inside. And no one can see us either, the windows are tinted. Damn it Vic."

"Please stop it Tony. I don't want this."

"You know you want it, Vic" he said as his hand went for my pants.

He started sucking on my neck and moaning. How the hell am I supposed to get out of this? I can't. He's bigger than me, and stronger than me.

"Vic, come on babe." Tony whispered as he took off my pants and underwear.

I held back tears. I knew what was going to happen, and I knew that I couldn't stop it. All I could do was think of Jaime. Jaime Jaime Jaime. That's the only way I would make it through this without breaking down and sobbing.

He stroked my dick as he shoved his tongue down my throat.

"No one's gonna find out babe." He coaxed between kisses

I could feel how hard he was, it made me want to scream. But I just bit my lip and swallowed some more tears.

He grabbed my hand and wrapped it around his dick, then made me stroke it faster and faster. He let go, and I kept going. I knew he'd slap me again if I didn't.

"Oh my god Vic. Shit that feels good. Wait, stop for a second"

I pulled my hand back to my side and shut my eyes. Tony pried my mouth open and shoved his cock in it. Now I really did start to cry, It was all too much.

He pulled at my hair as he fucked my mouth faster and faster. The taste of his pre cum made me want to puke. He was panting and moaning, I knew he was close.

He pulled out and attached our lips together, then wiped away my tears. I hated him. Jaime is the only one who's aloud to do this to me. My Jaime. Fuck, I wish he'd come and kick Tony's ass right now.

I braced myself for what what was coming next. Tony lined himself up with my entrance, then started to suck at my neck while slowly pushing in.

I think this is what hell feels like.

He started pounding into my faster and faster. I just bit my lip and tried not to cry anymore. Tears showed weakness, and one thing I'm not is weak.

"shit Vic!" He screamed as he came inside of me. He rode out his orgasm for a few minutes before pulling out of me and climbing to the driver's seat.

don't cry. don't cry. don't cry. don't cry. don't cry. don't cry.

"I hate you." I whispered before I climbed out of the car.

"Vic. No. Wait!"

I slammed the door behind me, and ran into the school. I grabbed all my stuff as fast as i could then i ran to my car. It took my five minutes to get home, then I realized I was an hour late to hangout with Jaime. Shit. I can't go there now.

My dad's out at work as usual, he left $20 for a pizza on the counter. Mike left a note, he's going to Tony's for this huge party, he invited me to tag along. Hell fucking no, I'm not going.

I went to the bathroom and locked the door. In the bottom left cabinet i made a hidden d
rawer for my blades and pills. I pulled out my medium sized razor and bottle of extra strength advil with blurry eyes.

I sat down in the corner and popped 4 pill in my mouth like candy, then with a quick flick of my hand made a deep cut on the side of my wrist. I watched the blood trickle out, and tossed another 4 advil down my throat. I added another slit to my wrist, then another, then another. Each cut deeper than the last. I could feel my eyes slipping shut, then..

-Jaime's P.O.V-

Vic's never this late. Where is he? Is he hurt? I should go check on him just in case> He might have just got lost in his music and lost track of time, but I still want to make sure he's alright. Anyways, we can just chill at his house if he's there.

I hopped in my truck and was at Vic's house in 5 minutes. I loved how we lived so close to each other. I could just pick him up whenever and we could get away for a while. ya know? It just always makes me happy to know that Vic's only 5 minutes away.

We have keys to each other's houses so we can always escape when we need to. We're a part of one another. I have no idea what I'd do without him. I wouldn't be myself

I Let myself in. I saw Vic's school bag and work thrown on the ground. Something just didn't seem right. His car's in the driveway, so I know he's home. It's quiet. Too quiet.

"Vic? Where are you" I could here the panic creep into my voice.

I went to his room first, he wasn't there. Then Mike's, his dad's, the living room, and the basement. Empty, empty, empty, empty. The last room was the bathroom. I knocked on it, hard.

"Vic! Are you in there" I was shouting now.

I tried to open the door, it was locked.

"Fuck. Vic, I'm coming in."

It's not that hard to break down a door, you just have to put enough force and pressure in the the right spot, then, snap. The door swung open.

I couldn't believe my eyes. My baby, my Vic, was lying on the black tiles with blood dripping out of his wrist and pills spilling out of a bottle beside him. I felt the tears swell in my eyes, and pour down my face as I fell to my knees and took Vic in my arms. He was still awake, I could see his eyes half open.

"J-Jaime?" he barely managed to get out

"Baby, I'm here. We're gonna clean you up, okay? You're gonna be alright."

I took two dixie cups and filled one up with water, the other with peroxide. I gave him the water, and he drank it. Then I dabbed the medicine at his bruised wrists. Another tear slipped down my cheek.

Once I had all the blood cleaned up and put some bandages on Vic, I grabbed is faveorite band shirt and sweat pants and helped him put them on.

He was shaky, but he was standing. What the hell made him do this?

I made sure he was comfortable in his bed before I went to the kitchen to make him some soup. He had to eat something to keep him awake. I don't know how many pills he took, but the food would help him stay awake. If he can make it through the night without falling asleep, he'll be okay. I don't care how long have to stay here, I'm making sure my babe is alright.

I brought him a bowl of soup, 2 pieces of toast, and a cup of herbal tea. I set the food down on his desk, then locked the door behind me. I didn't want his dad or his brother coming home and finding him like this. They'd just assume that we were together playing video games and shit.

I made sure that he ate at least half of everything i brought. There's no way I'm going to let him slip away. When he was fully awake and functional, he just looked at me then started crying. I climbed onto his bed and wrapped my arms around him.

"Shh, Vic, baby, it's alright. Just breathe." I told Vic as dried his tears

"I-I'm so f-fucking sorry Jaime. He just, h-he" Vic sputtered out then started sobbing harder

"Who did what Vic? Tell me." I could feel my protective reflexes kicking in as I hugged him a little tighter to re assure him that everything was going to be okay.

"T-tony." Vic was crying so hard I could barely make out with he was saying

"What the fuck did he do babe?" I made him look me in the eye. I swear, if he laid a fucking finger on my boyfriend I'll kill him.

"H-he r-raped m-me" Vic finally managed to say, then he tried to scratch at his wrists.

I grabbed his hands and made him look at me. I kissed him softly to get him to calm down. Tony was going to fucking get it the next time I saw him. I'd go to his party tonight and beat the shit out of him there, but I'm sure as hell not leaving Vic alone tonight. He needs me, and I'm not going to leave his side.

"H-he just did it. I tried to stop him, i really did. But he's too strong and no one was there to help. I'I'm I couldn't stop thinking of you Jaime. I screamed but no one heard me. I-I love you so fucking much. P-please don't leave me." Vic started crying again

"Vic, listen to me. This is not your fault. You did everything you could. Tony's gonna pay for what he did to you, I promise. He's not getting away with this. Vic, you're mine. I love you, you're a part of me. No one's ever going to lay a hand on you again."

"Swear you'll never leave me." Vic whispered to me between kisses.

"Never, you're mine." I replied