Are You With Me?
One shottttttt
Fuck fuck FUCK! This can’t be happening. Not to me. Not like this. Fuck! I threw away the pregnancy test in the bin of the bathroom in the venue Pierce The Veil we’re playing at tonight. I’m close to the four mexican boys, but mostly to Tony. I teared up at the thought of him. I can’t believe this.
“Ugh, stop teasing!” I told him and bit his bottom lip as he was about to kiss me. “Fine.” He said and took off the rest of our clothes before… well you know.
After so many years of my relationship with Alex, my fiancée this happens. We were perfect. This will ruin everything. He’ll hate me. He’ll never want to see me again.
I wiped the tears of my face and got out of the bathroom to see Jaime there waiting for me. “Where are the guys?” I asked him as he started walking and I followed. “They are on the bus.” I nodded and we continued walking in silence. We were already at the bus, but before I could get inside Jaime pulled on my arm. “You wouldn’t know what’s going on with Tony lately, would you?” Fuck. I shrugged. “No. Why?” He shook his head and walked into the bus.
I stayed outside for a couple of minutes before Tony came out. “Hey.” He said shyly. “Hi.” I automatically pulled out a cigarette out of my pocket before remembering I can’t smoke. I frowned and returned it back in my pocket. “Why aren’t you smoking? You smoke more than Mike.” He said and laughed. I cracked a light smile, but it was gone as soon as it came. I shook my head and kept quiet. “What’s wrong?” Tears were in my eyes again and there is no way of stopping them. He hugged me. “Please tell me what’s going on. You’re scaring me.” I pulled away. I guess this is the time. “Tony…I’m pregnant.” His eyes widened. He looked like he was about to have a heart attack. “Is it…Is it mine?” I looked down and nodded. “Hey! You two! Are you just gonna stand there or get in the bus so that we can go already?” Said Vic after coming out of the bus, to warn us of the time. I nodded and went into the bus. I laid in my bunk and fell asleep.
Later that evening I woke up in someone’s arms. The warm embrace made me want to be there forever. I looked up to see Tony’s gorgeous face. His eyes are closed and he’s snoring. Cute. That’s where I stopped myself. Since when am I into Tony? That night was a mistake and besides I’m engaged to one of the most amazing men in the world. And it’s not Tony.
I got up carefully, not to wake Tony and made my way to the back room. The guys are in the little living room of the bus, at the front so I’m safe. Fuck. What should I do? I heard footsteps close to the back room, but no one’s coming in. I peaked behind the door and saw Tony pacing back and forth before taking out his cell and calling someone. “Hey, Stephanie. I have to talk to you.” What is he doing? “It’s over. I’m so sorry.” My eyes widened and I closed the door before sitting on the mini couch. Fuck. Tony, you’re not making me do this, are you? I took my cell and dialed Alex’s number.
It’s over. It’s done. There’s no way to break this easy to him. “I’m so sorry, Alex. I didn’t mean for it to happen.” I breathed in the phone, hoping he’ll understand. “You fucking whore!” And with that he ended the call. Tears are flowing again. What’s with me?
I came out the room only to find Tony standing there. “So…” I took in a deep breath. “Are we doing this?” I nodded. He smiled. “I have to admit I’ve had a crush on you since I can remember.” Wait what? “But what about the baby? I mean, you’re always touring and in the studio, you’ll ne-“ He cut me off by kissing me. And I let him. Fucking hell. “I’ll be there for the both of you as much as I can. I promise.” I smiled.
“Now, let’s tell the guys!” I laughed at how excited he is. He pulled me by my hand towards the front of the bus. Everyone looked up at us. They noticed that we’re holding hands. “What’s going on, guys?” Vic asked. “Well…” I started but Tony finished my sentence. “We’re gonna have a baby!” He squealed like a teenage girl. The guys look shocked. “How did this happen? When? What?” And many other questions were thrown at us. I just shrugged and looked at Tony. The only the only thing I know right now is that we’ll try to make this work.
“Ugh, stop teasing!” I told him and bit his bottom lip as he was about to kiss me. “Fine.” He said and took off the rest of our clothes before… well you know.
After so many years of my relationship with Alex, my fiancée this happens. We were perfect. This will ruin everything. He’ll hate me. He’ll never want to see me again.
I wiped the tears of my face and got out of the bathroom to see Jaime there waiting for me. “Where are the guys?” I asked him as he started walking and I followed. “They are on the bus.” I nodded and we continued walking in silence. We were already at the bus, but before I could get inside Jaime pulled on my arm. “You wouldn’t know what’s going on with Tony lately, would you?” Fuck. I shrugged. “No. Why?” He shook his head and walked into the bus.
I stayed outside for a couple of minutes before Tony came out. “Hey.” He said shyly. “Hi.” I automatically pulled out a cigarette out of my pocket before remembering I can’t smoke. I frowned and returned it back in my pocket. “Why aren’t you smoking? You smoke more than Mike.” He said and laughed. I cracked a light smile, but it was gone as soon as it came. I shook my head and kept quiet. “What’s wrong?” Tears were in my eyes again and there is no way of stopping them. He hugged me. “Please tell me what’s going on. You’re scaring me.” I pulled away. I guess this is the time. “Tony…I’m pregnant.” His eyes widened. He looked like he was about to have a heart attack. “Is it…Is it mine?” I looked down and nodded. “Hey! You two! Are you just gonna stand there or get in the bus so that we can go already?” Said Vic after coming out of the bus, to warn us of the time. I nodded and went into the bus. I laid in my bunk and fell asleep.
Later that evening I woke up in someone’s arms. The warm embrace made me want to be there forever. I looked up to see Tony’s gorgeous face. His eyes are closed and he’s snoring. Cute. That’s where I stopped myself. Since when am I into Tony? That night was a mistake and besides I’m engaged to one of the most amazing men in the world. And it’s not Tony.
I got up carefully, not to wake Tony and made my way to the back room. The guys are in the little living room of the bus, at the front so I’m safe. Fuck. What should I do? I heard footsteps close to the back room, but no one’s coming in. I peaked behind the door and saw Tony pacing back and forth before taking out his cell and calling someone. “Hey, Stephanie. I have to talk to you.” What is he doing? “It’s over. I’m so sorry.” My eyes widened and I closed the door before sitting on the mini couch. Fuck. Tony, you’re not making me do this, are you? I took my cell and dialed Alex’s number.
It’s over. It’s done. There’s no way to break this easy to him. “I’m so sorry, Alex. I didn’t mean for it to happen.” I breathed in the phone, hoping he’ll understand. “You fucking whore!” And with that he ended the call. Tears are flowing again. What’s with me?
I came out the room only to find Tony standing there. “So…” I took in a deep breath. “Are we doing this?” I nodded. He smiled. “I have to admit I’ve had a crush on you since I can remember.” Wait what? “But what about the baby? I mean, you’re always touring and in the studio, you’ll ne-“ He cut me off by kissing me. And I let him. Fucking hell. “I’ll be there for the both of you as much as I can. I promise.” I smiled.
“Now, let’s tell the guys!” I laughed at how excited he is. He pulled me by my hand towards the front of the bus. Everyone looked up at us. They noticed that we’re holding hands. “What’s going on, guys?” Vic asked. “Well…” I started but Tony finished my sentence. “We’re gonna have a baby!” He squealed like a teenage girl. The guys look shocked. “How did this happen? When? What?” And many other questions were thrown at us. I just shrugged and looked at Tony. The only the only thing I know right now is that we’ll try to make this work.
