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The First Punch

Fix You

Tony's POV

"Maison you have to try to go to sleep without Tony." Vic said rubbing her arm.

"I'm going to try but it's going to be so hard." She said looking down to the ground.

It hurt me so much to see her so broken. Vic had to wrap her arms up so she wouldn't be tempted to harm again. I have been so close to drinking but I promised her with all my heart I wouldn't turn into James.

"He will be in the guest room closest to yours. We will try every night and he will get farther and farther away from your room until he goes and spends the night at Jaime's house. Then we will know you can do it without him." Vic said rubbing her arms lightly.

"I don't know if I can do this." She said her voice quivering.

I almost broke down in tears hearing her sound like that.

"Yes you can. We will start tonight. Ill be staying here as well but down here on the couch so the only person up there is Tony and I will lock his door because I swear to God if you get up in the middle of the night Tony!" Vic said.

"I got it." I said sternly.

"But you can be in the phone since our next tour will be here in the states." Vic said sounding hopeful.

"Really?" She asked with the tiniest gleam of hope in her eyes.

Vic just nodded and smiled.

I sighed sat back in my seat and rubbed my face.

I have been trying so hard to fix her myself but it has been so hard to help her when the next time you leave you know she will go back. Maybe even worse.

I feel so bad for this beautiful girl in front of me it takes all I have not to cry in front of her now when I see her wrapped arms. I also noticed later that she lost a lot of weight. I could see her shoulder blades and her wrist bones are more profound now.

"Hey babe do you want something to eat?" I asked.

"Can I have a sandwich?" She asked me quietly.

"Sure what kind?" I asked getting up.

"Grilled cheese please!" She said smiling really big making my heart melt.

I couldn't help but smile back and kissed her cheek and forehead while getting up to make something for us.

"Vic you want one man?" I asked.

"Sure since I'm practically living at your house now." He said.

I got up and went to kitchen and made three sandwiches.

Maison's POV

"I have a legit reason for why I did this to myself." I finally said to Vic.

"Yeah it was the dreams." He replied.

I just shook my head.

"What happened Maison?" He asked.

"I had a miscarriage." I said and started sobbing into her hands.

"Oh my God. Maison! Why did you say anything!" He asked rubbing my back.

"Because I didn't want Tony to worry. But he's worrying so much more than I though he would because I lied about the stupid dreams." I sobbed.

"So you never had the nightmares?" He asked.

I just shook my head and tried to wipe my face when Tony started walking into the living room.

"Babe what's wrong?" He asked putting the plates down.

I just shook my head and choked back a powerful sob in my throat.

"Maison you need to tell him the truth. He's close to leaving the tour because he thinks you still have nightmares." Vic whispered lightly in my ear.

I just shook my head.

"It won't get better until you tell him." Vic said out loud.

"Tell me what?" Tony asked.

"I was pregnant! But I had a fucking miscarriage! There Vic are you happy!" I sobbed into my hands.

"What?" Tony asked dumbfounded.

"I was going to tell you when you got back but I had a miscarriage a week before you came back. I couldn't take it anymore that night so I cut myself over and over again and blamed it on the nightmares which I don't have anymore but it was a good enough excuse for me. That's why I got a four bedroom house Tony. I thought I was going to have it but I didn't. Do you know how hard it is to lose something that isn't even born yet and you already love it with all your heart?" I asked.

"I don't. You should have told me. I would be in the same boat as you right now." Tony said his voice quivering.

"You guys I'm so fucking sorry for both of you." Vic said almost in tears.

I looked over and Tony and he was crying into his hands and shaking his head. It wasn't a silent crying either. It was the type of crying when I found out I had lost the unborn child. It was loud and obviously full or hurt and pain.

I walked over to him and pulled him into my chest and cried into his shoulder.

Vic's POV

Tony was crying the loudest and it was breaking my heart. He could have been a dad. I also think it was mixture of him finally finding out what was wrong with Maison and him losing an unborn child.

He hasn't cried this hard since meeting Maison for the first time and explaining what happened to her and wondering why in earth someone would do that to her. He would always be so strong for her. It was impossible for him to be strong for her now when she was just now trying to get over it and him just finding out.

"Babe it's okay. We can try again. We will have a little Tony or Maison running around. I'm sure of it." Maison whispered in his ear to calm him down.

It took him awhile to calm down but when he did he played around in his pocket.

"I want to get married first before we try again though." He said getting up and getting down on one knee and looking up at her pulled out the small box in his pocket.

"Maison Elizabeth O'Hara I know it has been a really rough ride for us thus far and I know it will be in the future but you make me so happy. You make my life worth living. I promised I would fix you and I'm still working on it. But I will fix you. I promise you that. But I can't unless you marry me. So Maison Elizabeth O'Hara. Will you make me even more happier and marry me and be the most beautiful wife I. The face of this earth an be mine forever?" He asked through the tears on his face.

Maison was sobbing but smiled and nodded a yes.

Tony slipped the ring on her finger and got up and hugged her close to his body. They both cried together an held onto each other so tightly their knuckles turned white.

I knew from then on that they would be together forever. Just like Tony promised.

Notes

Awwwwh this is such a sad chapter but got sort of happy towards the end! I promise it will only get happy from here!!!! Anyways Comment Rate Subscribe :)

Comments

Why is the girl called spencer? o.O

Awwwe thank you so much :)

@Turtlemonkeygiraffedragon

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12/23/13

Aww this was adorable! I loved every word of it!

@kyliefuentes
Awwww I didn't want her to cry :(
foreverdead foreverdead
6/26/13
my friend emilyturtle is currently crying to me over skype about this fanfic

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6/26/13